my blog stil suckx. feel lik giving it a revamp.
I'm stil sitting infront of comp and wasting time packing my room despite having important tinks to do. 2 test tmr... both are my weak subjects. POA and sociology. i dunno why i choose to take dese 2 modules in the first place. Pre-requisites? Maybe.
i dun have the mood to do anitink rite now. or i shld sae i dun feel lik doing anitink rite now. dunno why. jus feel lik packing my room and clear everytink tt i wanna clear. n kip my room sparkling clean. :D
I dunno whether shld i cry or shld i cheer for losing a job. i'm feeling positive though. but the moment i tink of my expenses, i jus feel lik... hmmx. cant sae. maybe god is tryin to tell me to focus on my studies by making me lose a job. NOPE! god is not trying to tell me... rather, he IS TELLING me that i cannot gif up on my studies. i shld focus on my studies. but... i'm driving. driving is VERY EXPENSIVE.
Is someone wanting to sell their old books? yup! i culd make a trip dwn to bras basah nxt wk n get the books. it's 10000x cheaper than new ones. aniwae, i onli need them for a year or so... if i study reali hard. Textbooks are reali important. Cant do wifout textbk.
as of yesterday, a fresh new beginning, a fresh new start. this time round, i dun feel lik lingering in the past. i feel lik facing it and moving on. Making my past part of my memories. Smile. :)
2 tinks tt i wanna do rite now:
1. Plan for my 21st birthday
2. Plan for my parents' 25th wedding anniversary. - Shld i???
我.爱.水.母.头
11:49 |
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
so many tinks in life tt i haf to consider. 很烦!
I choose to study where i am now bcos i dun lik to do project. n de sociology lecturer haf to force us to do a project. haiz. n she will match our names wif class portal. if our names are not in, we're dead. but it's nt counted. i dunno whether to complete anot. but... i'm not reali interested to complete it. hope she doesnt find out...
my stupid hotmail has gt some problems. i cant check my mails!!! it's super irritating. wif a few hundreds of mails each dae to flood my mailbox but i cant do anitink abt it except to clear it once per week. i reali reali nid to do sth ehx...
I'm reali reali reali sick n tired of working aldy. esp working and studying at the same time. sometink will surely b affected. n esp when my pay is so low tt it barely covers my expenses. i'm stil tinkin which to gif up. work, driving, studies... i dun wanna work!!! esp on those jobs wich nid interaction wif pple. i hate pple the most out of so many tinks..
救命啊!
我.爱.水.母.头
20:11 |