wed nite was a disaster to me... de stupid coach tt i board was 8:15. arghz!!! darn early n it haf to go 'all over' malaysia to pick pple up. nvm de picking. de worse tink is tat de bus has gt no air con!!! though de 'fan' tt dey on was high spd, it's stil hot. wat's abv all is tt de bus stil has cockroaches crawling all ard. ask dad to kill it for me. guess wat time did we left malaysia for de journey bac to singapore?! 12mn. cos aft all de stupid picking up of pple, de driver stil drive to a place to fix the air con. man! it feels so shitty. n i onli reach de new custom at woodlands 7:45am. tot tt by the time i reach home wil b close to noon. but no. luckily, de custom has gt nt much pple. cleared both singapore n malaysia custom wifin 1 hr. cab back. de cab has gt no queue as well. reach home safely at 9:15am. hse work, hse work n more hse work for me. :x
ytd was a norm working dae. but de office has gt no pple. cos most pple go boss hse for new year party. so i took time to complete my tinks. most pple facebook in office. n many left early. eveline n me wait til 6pm then leave. stupid us... kenneth was de most poor tink. he stil nid to do so many tinks despite new yr. reach home kinda early. saw dewi. but we took diff bus. so i catch her at her void deck to gif her tinks. hmmx. so long nvr c her aldy. bath n online. watch love or bread, wo de yi wan mian bao, online.
watchin it de whole dae todae. catching it again ltr. :) gotta cont watching nw. bye!
我.爱.水.母.头
20:11 |
it's fotos time!!! :)
This is my new slipper from malaysia. RM10. Less than S$5. super cheap n looks nice. but nt nice to wear. leg super pain aft wearing. It's my first pair of slipper purple in color. :) nice?
panda biscuits from huini. she gt it from hong kong. kinda nice larx. taste like... norm biscuits... jus tt de pattern is nice.
my door.
close up! :) is de deco nice? i lik de las cow. 乳牛! black n white. black n white. :)
my bdae cake for dis yr. we took so long to take fotos til de candle wax flow to de cake.
bdae pressie from zhi. inside is a dog coin purse.
bdae pressie from bel. star bracelet. love it man!
a mini bag from ori. dis is de close up. nice?
bag from ori.
have u ever seen a game tt can make 5, 19 goin on 20, teens so happie? yea! dis is de game. coporate ladder!!! forgt whose counter was dis. muaha.
look at the green counter. Zhi won!!! at 11:30pm on 10th jan 2008. look at the grey counter. it's a contrast. ros!!! de laz. but nt too bad. at least she haf 80. haha. o0ps! de date on de foto is wrong.
yar! this is de coporate ladder tat makes us go crazy for hrs.
me n my cake. i wan de other dome shape one!!!
me wif my cake n frens.
我.爱.水.母.头
12:41 |
Thursday, January 29, 2009
life is too short to be a slave to the daily grind.
with respect to living life to the fullest, first, try interacting with the people outside your circle. positive interaction help boost our mood and temperament. second. be thankful for the things that go right each day. and if u happen to get stuck in the jam on the way to work, look at it positively as time for personal reflection. third, pursue your passions. finally, some of us need to forgive ourselves. all of us makes mistakes, so instead of playing these less than postitive encounters over and over in our minds, its best to learn from them to move on. the trick is to focus on living a fulfilling life right now, rather than harping on the past.
the legendary actor james dean once said: "dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
我.爱.水.母.头
20:23 |
shall blog abt the trip mayb during wkend. dere are alot of tinks nt done now. omg!!! yea. n i nid to work tmr. while ww is on leave til next thu. 0oh man! kinda sianz.
the new malaysia custom is a lil beta i shld sae. perhaps it wasnt the peak hr wen i clear it. so... it was relatively fast i shld sae. abt 15 min to half hr.
hmmx. i can upload my fotos!!! stupid shit. no batt in cam.
gotta prepare for work tmr. bye.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:12 |
Sunday, January 18, 2009
我.爱.水.母.头
21:24 |
todae is yet another ordinary dae. wif nth special gg on. it's wasted jus lik tt.
wondering wat's for ltr.
yah. i nid to rite a reflection n gif to liting tmr. wich i'm supposed to reflect throughly. but i haven touch a single tink. jus anihow rite one which looks like a real reflection will do. wat's worse than a reflection on ur bdae?
wanted to take pics of my bdae pressie. but... my cam jus died on me. so i didnt reali manage to take ani fotos. tink i will take n upload de fotos nxt time.
my bdae... jus gone n wasted lik tt.
我.爱.水.母.头
16:58 |
Saturday, January 17, 2009
todae is as usual... disappointing.
yea. i dun wish to sae why. but it feels lik everydae is a normal dae n every yr is a normal year. i'm yet again doin repeated tinks over n over again. i didnt get to do wat i wan in de end.
Thanks everyone who celebrated for me, who gaf me presents.
for consecutively two years, i'm nt enjoying my bdae. i guess it will get worse each yr. so... im nt reali lookin forward to 21. i m seriously reconsidering whether i shld do wat i wan to do.
didnt take ani pics todae. wasnt in de mood for it.but i'll upload de fotos of my presents tmr tt i gt this yr, wich i see an increase.
我.爱.水.母.头
23:31 |
Thursday, January 15, 2009
my mood isnt tt fantastic nor reali bad.
BUT!!! one tink tt i dun realli look forward to is my bdae...
COUNTDOWN TO MY BDAE: 3 daes.
onli 3 more daes to enjoy 19...
yeah. work is jus norm. wen it's free, it's free. wen i'm busy, i wil b reali busy. gt to noe by accident tt my boss is actually planning to celebrate my bdae for me. thanks. but im nt in ani mood. im so tired this wk. yea. kip working OT.
我.爱.水.母.头
21:12 |
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Discussing abt a sensitive issue at home is by any means an arduous undertaking. but i tink i haf done it well todae. wif me discussing abt financial planning wif dad todae. though he gaf me de look lik i tie him too tightly, but i dun care. if he doesnt plan, we're all goin to suffer along wif him in de cumin daes. i m seriously tinkin whether did he consider all de consequences b4 starting a family. well. i guess i cant choose now. so i choose to do wat i can do by meself. even mum gaf me a thumbs up aft tt. yar. i dun care abt de consequences aft tokin to him. even if our relationship gets rough, i'm nt gg to care. i m nt gg to suffer tgt wif him bcos of his poor financial planning.
yup. im determine to win over him dis time round. n im winning half de battle. at least i gt it all out. :)
todae had another round of steamboat from ytd nite leftovers. yar. i stil prefer to eat alone/wif my bro. cos we both love enjoying life. while others in de family eat as if its 'hungry ghost festival'. i noe i shulden sae dis but... i cant tink of anitink to substitute dose words. some tinks are beta to b left unsaid...
i'm tired. seriously tired. slpt ard 3am ytd. woke up at 7 plus am todae. watched doraemon. no jogging for 2 wks aldy. saddenin. i gained weight.
my giddiness wifin me is starting to cum bac. guess wat happened? i feel giddy twice todae. wonder wat's wrong wif me...
我.爱.水.母.头
19:40 |
random personality tests.
Water.
You are calm and sound minded. You know hw do use your enemy's force against them. You do not rush into situations but think things through. You have a passive attitude but you always stay sound minded.
cupcake or cookie?
You are a CupCake. You are a delicious treat. Your loved by everyone. Your very confident but also sweet. At times you lose your temper. D: Your the black haired one or the red head.
My dark side.
Your dark side is soft and recessive. It is rarely visible. Usually you are the only one hurt by your dark side, because you keep to yourself in your darkest hour.
How old are you really?
Middle aged
You act mature for your age, but still kow how to have a fun time! YOU NEED TO AGE IT DOWN A BIT!!
我.爱.水.母.头
01:52 |
my bdae celebration part 1.
went to de immigration and dunno wat's tt place name. at lavender. it was kinda fast. dunnit wait lik wat shit super long queue. my mood wasnt very good then. but i tried to read a story bk to distract myself. i find tt i fell in love wif reading story bks. yup. den dwn to chinatown n breakfast den market. to sheng siong den mum treated us bubble tea. soyamilk wif pearl for my bro and super chocolate ice blended for me. so i drank while watchin dvd n slp aft tt. til abt 3 den wake up. quickly pack up my room, sweep up de whole hse, pack de hse n bathe den go out to mit ww. ask dad to collect cake as well. dad went west coast plaza den collect. we wen walking ard west coast for one round, bus bac to my hse. walk ard sheng siong n to my hse. saw my 4th aunt, uncle, 8th aunt and cousin. so ww n me chat n c my tinks. show her my cj7 tt swee kiang gif me. super cute. n ros came nt long aft. played de coporate game tt dunno who sent me tru my mail box. it's kind of lik snake n ladder. we kip playin n de game is nvr ending. finally it ended n we culd eat. all of us are hungry lik mad. todae i considered eating very lil. dunno why. but i jus culden eat in peace. til 8 plus. cont playin uno and 'bluff' using poker. til hz came n we eat de 2nd round. hmmx. de timing is jus so rite. bel n hz came at de same time. so steamboat again. nt me, but hz n bel ate a lil. yea. n we took a few pics. ate cake n we start playing de coporate ladder game again. before eating, i won. aft eating, hz won. n off dey go. 11:30pm. ww, bel and ros cabbed bac. kinda cheap for 3 of them. if hz add in, even cheaper. hmm..
kayys. shall decide where shld i go nxt sat. my bdae celebration part 2! :D shall upload de fotos once my frens put up on facebook. :)
i'm ready to tok. ...
我.爱.水.母.头
00:55 |
Friday, January 09, 2009
yea. once again im feeling stress. so stress tt i feel i culd die ani moment. de giddiness in me is starting to cum bac.
yea. i dunno wat im doin rite now. super depressed. due to money again. money can jus kill me one dae. but i dun care.
wif all de payments tt i nid to make, i stil gotta fork out additional... kinda imbalance rite now..
yar. as u can guess. dad is borrowin money from me again. dis is de 2nd time for this month. total of $720. my whole mth pay is gone k?! im nt rich...
was super pissed wif him tt i was being reali rude to him jus now. til now, i stil dun wanna tok to him.
im nt in ani mood to celebrate my bdae tmr.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:39 |
Thursday, January 08, 2009
wanted to eat mac breakfast dis morning. but i c dun haf de tink i wan so i didnt eat. bought a big pau instead. my fav. did abit of cleaning then start my work. lunch wif calina n valen. bought subway back. todae i eat tuna. shld eat cold cut. tuna dun taste as nice. but i enjoyed my meal. jus love subway super lots ever since i start eating lik ard 3 mths ago. ... wen out to mit client at city hall. ate J CO donuts. chocolate on top but de filling is actually coffee. abit nicer than e donut. so tempted to eat another 6. but i jus had my lunch.
hmmx. my work haven finish. stil left wif files to pack n forms to kip. wanna thank sharon for remindin me tt de managers are touchin dwn tmr at ard 5 plus. wich means by 6, if dey wanna cum dwn to office, dey will reach! omg! so i beta finish up my tinks before 5.
tmr nid to reach eunos by 9. so i can actually go out at my normal timing. to reach eunos, i nid onli 36 mins. :) lucky sia! haha. no nid go boon lay. aniwae, it's de same for me. doesnt matter where i go.
thnks to all de managers goin overseas for AGM tt i can go out to mit client, can get to enjoy food at different places. felt so blessed everytime i eat sometink nice. i know alot of places tt i didnt go before, i becum a better traveller n maybe a tour guide in singapore. :)
yea. now then i know why im alwaes in low spirits... i cant express myself. nt by speaking, nt by typing, nt by riting. i can haf trains of tots racing tru my mind everydae, every minute, every second. but everytime i try to translate my tots into speech or posts, dey fail. i find tt im alwaes struggling to pen my tots. i dunno why. so tts how shitty i feel rite now. i wanna sae, but those pple who actually understands me dun wanna listen. i wanna rite, but i cant find the words to express my tots clearly. yup. im constantly tinkin how to make myself happie cos im nt one. but i feel tired n in de end, i dun feel happie at all. why is tt so?
tok to me... tok to me... tok to me...
i mus do tinks tt i wanna do!
i mus do tinks tt i like!
yeah. im feeling shitty rite now.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:52 |
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
had breakfast tgt wif other PAs. i bought for them. super hearvy k?! 8 person's breakfast. but very cheap. ard $14 onli. we sat tgt n eat at 9am. chatting abt gg overseas n overseas experience til 9:45. miting nxt. tok abt jnp culture. n how we wanna grow this yr. we were discussing abt eveline's 2 daughters n hw we can help her elder daughter...
realise tt i'm stil loving psychology jus lik hw i lik it wen i was 11 yrs old. but too bad, i'm nt allowed to study tt...
well, i tink tt she nids to go to a counsellor...
it's my turn to share my growth. of course! i tok abt work. but stil crap abit. i feel lik giving having kids of my own... but i dun wanna takkaire. haha. kiddy rite? so we kip side tracking n side tracking n side tracking till 11am. den quickly round up. n we did our stuff.
i stil feel lik studyin psychology... dun ask me why. i jus lik it.
alot of new yr resolutions. but i guess i can onli achieve 2.
countdown to my bdae: 11 daes.
我.爱.水.母.头
19:52 |
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
What does my birthday mean?
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love, You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.
我.爱.水.母.头
23:10 |
i'm stil tinkin.. wat to do on de 17th. shld i go escape? or shld i make other decisions...
i'm reali nt in de mood to celebrate or anitink. i onli wan to do wat i realli feel lik doin. but every year, as i look bac, i will regret tt i waste my bdae... nth will make me nt regret anitink.
arghz!
focus! focus! focus! guess this is wat i shld do rite now.
my boss is out of town dis week. so kinda relac. first time de office is so empty. de cafe lights are nt on as well. ytd was kinda relac-xing. went to mit client, do all de stupid callings n tts it. todae too. mit client. wen SNEC to visit them. had a kinda nice chat wif dem. bought some muffins der as well. but i onli saw portia eat. hmmx. bought my lunch bac from angsana cafe. de food is kinda big portion but nt very nice. no fried chicken!!! saddenin man! purposely go bac to eat fried chicken. portia told me dere's cheesy fish n chip todae... too bad! i've bought my lunch. do some callings, went to mit client then off i go. shopping wif mum at chinatown. miz portia. she actually wants to go out but i've gt no time. perhaps 17? or 29?
gosh! dere's a mitin tmr n i m to prepare sth for it. but i haven. nid to buy breakfast for them oso. nid to start preparing the investment stuff already. starting to get busy dae by dae...
nt in de mood to do ani counting dwn todae...
我.爱.水.母.头
22:09 |
Sunday, January 04, 2009
total no. of hrs slpt ytd: 3.5+2.5+7=13hrs!!!
so tt explains de energetic me todae.. went out for breakfast wif my dad. ordered my cake. erm. chocolate craving. de one i had since i was young :) ... 1kg. but i tink it's kinda small. abit.. nt so happie. i hope everytink will turn out well. im starting to feel tired nw... but it's alright. nxt wk will b a kinda relaxin wk. can do tinks at my own pace. hmmx. starting to plan...
countdown to my bdae: 14 daes
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19:37 |
Saturday, January 03, 2009
yup. i fell sick. imagine pple lik me can fall sick as well. wasnt feeling too well ytd. but i cant slp. woke up super early todae. jus to make a stupid passport. im so tired tt i m nt in de mood to do ani shopping. came home aft buyin my seaweed. n slpt til almost now den wake up. super hungry. i wan to eat then slp again. tired.
i dun wan to work!!!
having fever n flu...
countdown to my bdae: 15 daes.
arghz!!! todae's starters is : 2249. haiz. miz one number. lemme strike 4D please.
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19:15 |