Monday, March 31, 2008
n jus nw, portia was tokin to me so i wasnt really in the mood to blog. sumore, it's almost time's up for my lunch. so i jus stop dere. aniwae, i gif up applyin for tuition grant tinky. cos i really dunno watta do. haha. forget it larx. if i cant afford it in the end, i will jus stop studyin. i m nt in de mood for anitink in the world rite now. nt in the mood to play, nt in the mood to work, nt in the mood to study, nt in the mood to even eat wat i wanted to eat b4 A lvls. feel tired. very very tired. but i jus cant slp. mayb sth is wrong wifin me. haiz. having stupid headache for dunno how many daes. n de giddy spells jus dun go awae. a thousand tons of tinks is weighin my heart now, til it feels so heavy. seeing and doin wat i really really dun lik spoils my dae. haiz. actually was okie til aft work. tinks dun really go tt smooth for me larx. jus nt according to my plan. haiz. todae finish almost all the filing which gimme a great sense of achievement. haha. tmr gonna cont. life's boring.
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haiz. tot i can find the nus tuition grant tinky. but i cant find!!! boo... found it ytd nite but it's nt accessible. so i decide to try todae. n no luck. sianz.
ytd multi tasking. tok to many pple online. n one of them is ben. mainly tok abt A lvl results n min loo. u guess wat? he ask me to consider shini's suggestion. her suggestion is to go pay respect to minloo since it's qing ming. i almos rejected her instantly n she was abit disappointed i guess. so i explained to ben abt all my weird dreams abt her. so he asked me: ARE U TWO VERY CLOSE WHEN SHE'S ALIVE. cos of dis qns, our (minloo n mine) memories btw us raced tru my mind. the times we spent tgt at her hse making muffins, baking cookies, doing st.john fire station project, hang out tgt, playin cards at her hse and many many more. most vivid ones wuld b goin out aft sch to changi airport jus to have a glimpse of my fav idol: S.H.E. we jus went out wifout parent's permission. so fun. end of yr during sec 2, we went out again for the S.H.E autograph session. aft tt, we ran across the road jus to catch a bus home. haiz. but it's all over. actually not his fault for askin me larx. jus very hard for me to get it over wif. i will try hard to. cant really slp laz nite cos my mind is filled wif the times wif her.
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
haiz. other than tired, i stil feel tired. other than feelin very tired, i stil feel very very very tired. waited for my bro to cum bac fr sch ytd. by de tym he reached home, it's lik 10:30 liaoz. n u noe wat?! he called to ask me during my workin hrs jus to ask wat i wan fr his sch funfair n in de end, he din buy anitink home for me. haiz. waste fone bills onli. his fone bill is lik how many hundred per mth lo. pls larx. cos he alwaes call his frens to explain tutorials n his fren will call him as well. tt explains his fone bill. none of my business aniwae. woke up at 9 plus todae. wanted to watch doraemon b4 gg to work. but too lazy to get up. so i listen to songs n get up ard 10 plus to prepare for work. wen out onli at 10:45 tinkin tt i work at 12. den wen to pay my application fees. aft tt wan to go n eat. but i wen too late. no food. tinkin to go kfc to eat. guess wat?! i went to check my schedule to confirm my workin hrs. n i gt a shock tt i work at 11:30. left wif 10 mins to eat. so cant eat kfc. i wen to mac to get a hamburger n eat. then start workin. dishwashing todae. lotsa tinks to wash but nt tiring. sumore gt miting fr 3:30pm to 4:15pm. quite relac le. haha. den wash til 4:50pm, help to top up tinks then go off. eat a lil then buy kfc home for dinner. sianz. eat le den help bro buy dinner, do hse work n finally can sit dwn n relac at 9:30pm. haiz. so tired. tinkin of work tmr makes my mood even worse than rite now. :(
dunno why i kip getting headaches n giddy spells recently. i hope it's jus tt my body feels too tired but nt cos of high blood pressure or high sugar lvl. sianz.. having runs now. guess wat? it's due to kfc. cos it's too oily. hahaz. if i din remb wrongly, de laz tym i had kfc was last yr. wif david during oct. half a yr liaoz. suddenly eat todae makes my tummy cant take it.
每一天上下班都要, 须要也必须经过她的家, 让我非常非常非常的伤心. 因为她已经离开了我们. 可以说因为她的逝世, 让我的世界改变了. 很多很多很多. 有一种感觉, 再这样下去, 我会崩溃...
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
todae woke up at 6:20 am. tot tt i can go out early to walk to de market for my fried economic bee hoon breakfast. ended up, i stil go out at the same time. since it's lik left wif 10 mins b4 i m late for work, i went to sheng siong to find bread for breakfast. i tot i will save a lil by having bread. wen i reached dere, dere are no gardenia choco bread or wateva buns dere. onli gt muffins, cup cakes n loaves of bread. so no choice... i haf to buy de buns from malaysia which i dun tink it will taste nice. one for 50 cents n 3 for $1.20. i tot of buyin jus one. but i scared i hungry, so i bought another 1. n guess wat?! thinkin tt i can get another one wif jus addition of 20 cents, so i bought 3 in all. den open up the strawberry
CREAM bread on the wae to bus stop. took de 143 free WiFi Zone bus to work n i stil dunno how to access til now even though i take de same bus almos everydae. sat reach earlier cos nt much commuters on sat mornin. wen to top up my ezlink card. purposely walk the longer route. aft tt, took a short cut to de office. pass by a cafe at cancer centre. so... de cant-resist-temptation me wen to take a look at what's for breakfast dere. guess wat?! i saw the breaded-sandwich lik fishcake which i've bin wanting to eat for a long time. told myself tt i have bread n biscuits n titbits inside my bag, but i stil bought the fishcake. originally was $2.50. gt staff discount, so $2. can u belief it?! de tinks dere are super darn ex but super nice. de same stall tt sells the nice fried chicken. in de centre of de fishcake, dere is a bit of salmon/tuna, which i cant tell. haha. overall, it's very
NICE but
OILY. thnks arhx. gain alot of weight since i work dere. made myself a cup of iced-dinosaur-milo. so sweet!!!! haiz. 无药可救. den do posting, filing n ad-hoc. clever bahx. hahaz. halfwae tru our work, she opened up her all-the-wae-from-china love-letter lik biscuit for us to try. rose n 桂花 flavour. de rose one doesnt haf much smell/taste. but 桂花 one is nice. den slack ard n relac til knock off. drag time todae. miz a bus cos i dun wanna run. reached home at ard 2. do housework n eat chilli crab cup noodle. den cont wif housework again. ate a kaya bun tt i bought in de morning. [i mentioned 2 buns tt i bought. look out for the 3rd. :) ] watched why why love again. hahaz. cos i simply love rainie yang. haha. do housework n... sit dwn for another bread and cake (tts one bun.haha.) tot my bro buyin tinks home to eat so i wen to bathe. n guess wat?! he is cleaning up his stall at his sch fun fair. he ate aldy n bought no food home. so i haf to go dwn n buy my own dinner. ate economic rice. kang kong, si chuan veg n black pepper chicken cube. quite ex sia. cos de coffee shop opens 24hrs. but no choice. dis is de nicest coffee shop ard. was tinkin whether to buy bubble tea home anot. n it takes me one big round to decide. went in n i ordered a orange ice blended. guess wat?! it tastes lik orange 'water'. nt strong taste. nt nice. so i decide nt to buy from my hse dere ever again. originally i wanted chocolate ice blended. lucky nvr buy. if nt, it will taste n look lik shit i guess. *it's too diluted* wif my lookin-forward-to-a-sumptous-dinner, i tink my dinner turn out qutie bad. de rice was TOO TOO TOO OILY!!! ARGHZ! n the stupid bubble tea is TOO TOO TOO DILUTED!!! spoil my mood for a dinner. bro is out at his sch fun fair todae. he din sell any tics. n end up, u noe?! he haf to buy up all the ticx himself. pitiful him. haiz. why is de sch lik tt? n he gt nth to buy so he bought some jewelleries for me i tink. cos he called to ask me during my workin hrs.
dis entry is super long ok? hahaz. bel's impatient. rite longer ones other tym. hahaz. haf alot of tinks to blog. ...
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Friday, March 28, 2008
so sweet of bel to sae so sweet of me. jus miz her larx. our 'relationship' is better than any couple on earth ok?! hahaz. tru laz. we noe each other since pri 5. jus tt we din tok much. 9 yrs liaoz... but... sadly to sae, i stil dunno her inside out. sorry k bel. wil try to noe u beta. til u haf nth to hide from me. *monster's co0ming* more dinner wif me pls? feel lik eating alot of tinks but dere dun haf lehx. nvm. ytd the western chicken cutlet was nice. :)
finally haf a 'decent' meal for lunch todae. rice wif veg and curry chicken. too bad dere's a long queue at cancer centre. the fried chicken is nice! :) i tink i did mention b4 rite? jus taste lik the jj malay stall fried chicken. i miz school. i tink i will go bac soon to donate all the shirts n uniform tt i dont nid anymore.
my mind is filled wif *blank* now. tot of too many tinks under the sun but i cant express them out. arghz! wanted to blog sometime ago. but gt no tym n i always forget to blog. wait bahx. i will blog one dae...
now i wish for more girls outing!!! miz bel, linn, zhi, kun, ros, ni n ww.
ps. i made myself a cup of dinosaur drink from the pantry. it's so sweet n nice. happie! :)
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
seems lik bel's life is so exciting. dying to meet her. darling fren. gt bf aldy ehx. hahaz. nxt tym dun haf much tym for me le worx. but nvm. b sure to invite me to ur wedding. haha.
life's so boring for me. everydae is lik any other dae. so nth much to tok abt. wen basement to do filing wif eugene in the morning. can u believe it?! i finish posting 12 boxes n managed to do some filing wifin lik 2 hrs. he cannot finish in whole dae. so angry!!!
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
haiz...
todae is bac to de old filing again. tym pass slowly n veri sian as well. hungry. so i ate at 12. bought a stupid ugly-dropping-skin-and-flesh curry chicken drumstick to eat wif my sushi rice, hotdog, crab stick n some veg food. n de curry chicken doesnt taste/look nice. n de worse tink is tt de gravy made lil pokka dots on my nice nice light blue mickey mouse shirt. haiz.
tok to ms quek last nite. which made me darn stress n super unhappie. u guess wat? fanndly is in her class. managed to noe tt she's fr 08s27. *i asked ms quek wat class she teaching dis yr.* haiz... isit my tinkin or wat... chatted quite abit wif her.
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Monday, March 24, 2008
IT'S MY LUNCH TIME!!!
guess wat i eat todae? yam cake, chocolate puff n durian titbits lo. nth much for food. i mean if lunch at 1. sadz... so happie tt had 2 boxes of chocolate pocky on sat n todae. i box per dae larx. n i paid my application fee for nus aldy. ntu, haven find out how to gif. will check it out tonite.
kinda sad tt i din turn up for the class outing laz wk. miz my class alot but i really gotta work. pple, pls understand tt i haf to work 7 daes a wk. really really really gt onli veri lil tym left for myself. but b sure to tell me wen u all havin nxt class outin. i wil try to turn up.
if someone can take part of my memories awae, tt wil b best. nt exactly happie rite nw, but things cant alwaes go my wae. if i can ignore everytink ard me, mayb i will b happier.
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Friday, March 21, 2008
my ltr becum todae. haha. forgt where i wen ytd. i tink i came str home aft work. ya. de stupid clinic called at 5:26pm to ask for a casesht for appt. which is lik: i onli haf 4 mins n haf to run dwn n search for the casesht n then knock off. n i took 12 mins. sianz. miz de usual 5:40 bus. so i took the 6 o'clock one. reach home ard 7. bathe n eat dinner. rice n chicken. my dad bought fried prawn paste chicken and fried rice home. mum was so angry wif me cos i din tell my dad properly tt she had cooked. sianz... had a very very very heavy dinner n slpt. 10:30pm to 9:30pm. 11 hrs long. it's bin long since i laz had a nice long slp. wen work at zingdo todae. yeah! 1.5x norm pay. :) quite slack larx. but as usual, smelly. had 2 ribeyes i tink. so it smell. did 11 ice shaved and green tea mochi wifin 1/2 hr. fast bahx. second tym do so fast. mood isnt very gd todae. haiz. feel lik cryin. isabel....
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
it's long since i last update. *sorry*
hahaz. i m sayin sorry to myself onli. seldom pple read my blog. it shld b boring bahx. i find my blog boring as well. hahaz. i noe bel reads my blog. haha. i tink she oso haven update for sometime. haven bin to her blog since dunno wen. hahaz. sorry.
for the past one wk, i've bin very tired. other than tired, oso feel stress. cos of work!!! haha. but it's norm larx. posting n filing is very sianz. ad-hoc is very stress. cos nid to pick up calls n fetch case sheets. which is lik so diff to find sometimes. clinics will call to check every now n then to c if i haf taken the casenotes anot. dey are cleverer dis tym round wif them cumin up to c whether we find aldy so tt dey can take directly from us. save a lot of time. haha. continue ltr. wan my lunch.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
yea. it's boring to blog everydae though everydae is diff fr every other dae. nth much to write. i've bin eating alot since aft A lvl results out. nt stress or wat. but i jus feel lik eating. i've gain much weight since laz fri. haiz. waste my effort for the last 3 mths. if my world is more than jus eating, tt wil b best! bin feeling very angry dese past 2 daes. so i ate alot. real lots. weneva i feel a lil hungry, i will eat more to 'replenish'. haiz. kill me. kill me pls. i will grow fatter n fatter n fatter. arghz!!! i sux. dere daes, other than tired, i stil feel tired. til i dun even haf de mood to go n apply for uni courses. tired~~
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
it's bin long since i laz update. took my results laz fri. dun ask me how much i gt. i wulden sae. sorry if i din reply ur msg. cos i dun wanna sae. it's bad larx. but stil can qualify for uni. jus feel tt i sux. dese few daes eat alot of junk food. had my kfc 2 pc chicken meal. it's onli $5 now. had a choco puff fr prima deli ytd. had polar white cheesy crab puff todae. n portia brought me to cancer centre to eat. haha. lemon rice wif 1/4 fried chicken. it's nice but oily. de taste is exactly same as jj's stall fried chicken. miss tt malay stall fried chicken, de mixed rice stall hor fun, de chicken rice stall's mee poh, thick bee hoon, gelato ice cream, kbox food n milk shake. nt forgettin de mee soto, mee rebus n mee siam, as well as the nice nice halal mixed rice stall wif nice hotdogs, cabbage n fried chicken. de fried chicken is really nice k!!! :) it will b sold out in no tym. haha. work at snec is really sianx... but starting to get challenging wif adhoc cases. woo hoo~~
i was so angry tonite, wif my mum. arghx!!! do tinks... haiz. was so angry tt i went to eat roasted duck noodles n fried oyster b4 i came home. wanted to eat fried bee hoon, ice kacang n bubble tea as well. but luckily my stomach dominates my mood. if nt...
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
todae is tuesdae!!! arghz! 3 more daes to release of 'A' lvl results. not very scared though cos i gt plans aldy. i hope tt i can haf de luck to get into de course i wan.
todae's work is very tiring. david quit aldy. den todae suddenly gt lotsa tinks to pack. cleared up de whole basement b4 lunch. brought my own veg food to work and bought a mango sunrise dessert dere (i tink it was named lik tt). de dessert was too sweet but nice, except for de ice cream. ytd n todae, i read rainie's blog during lunch break. hahaz. saw lotsa fotos. den work again. abit sian larx. kip doing de same tinks everydae. didnt finish all de tinks den go off le. haha. nvm. can cont tmr. :) played wif my colleagues todae. eunice tickled me. so sad... den i scare ori. make her feel so stressed up. auntie, i tink is linda, gaf me biscuits todae. haha. everyone dere call me
mei mei, as if i m still very young. but nvm. happie can liaoz.
took half dae leave on fri to go bac get results. den miting bel to eat dinner. ask her to mit me at je. but i dunno wat i wanna eat dere. tinkin to go her hse dere eat oyster omelette and whole fried spring chicken. feel lik eating fish n co seafood platter, ichibac sushi and many tinks else at imm.
pple, pls try nt to ask me how's my results. i will tell u if i wan. i wont b angry even if u ask me, i will still tell u. but pls gif me a break. i can guarantee tt i will b very very very sad dis tym round. even i dunno wat i wanna do. sorry peeps and thank you for ur concern.
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Monday, March 03, 2008
yea. i m at work now. trying to slack. haha. wonder how is bel's first dae of work. hahaz.
i miz sch alot. the 06s22, ms quek, ms tan and everybody else.
_10am_
the sometimes-last-for-half-hour morning assembly, the fighting-to-ask-qns wen exam comes physics lessons, the borrow-other-pple's-ans-and-present-on-board math lessons, the laughing-non-stop-and-lame GP lessons, the north-pole (it's very very cold in dere) LT5 and many many more. i hope tym can stop foreva for me to 'enjoy' all dese (but wifout stress pls), but it's all over!!! haiz. if tym can turn bac, it'll b gd...
dis fri, de results will b cumin out. arghz!!! save me!!!
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
everytym b4 bloggin, i will feel lik having lotsa tinks to blog. but wen i open the post, then i gt nth in my mind. -blankx- hmmx. aft one wk of work at sgh, todae i wen to work at zingdo. it feels diff. lik tym passes very fast dere. hahaz. todae i ask to do food prep. n guess wat?! i din finish. kip doin all de orders. i tink nowadaes the sales quite good larx. quite alot of orders todae. n i used 5 hrs to do 1 food prep. haiz. sad. sumore gt new trainees. tts y everytink cant b fast. but cant kip blaming pple. i shld sae i m slow. arghz!!!
sometyms i wan to b a gd guy. but ended up, i becum a bad person. help!!! pple, pls dun blame me. pardon me for all my mistakes.
aft workin for one wk, juggling wif 2 jobs, i find myself tired, tired and more tired. my eye rings becum darker n darker. pimples are popping out big, bigger and biggest. save me pls someone! i find my rate of hair loss bothers me. dunno watta do. til i dun dare to even wash my hair at nite. wat if one dae, all my hair falls off? wat shld i do den? i dun wish to look ugly. i dun wan, i dun wan, i dun wan!!!
wen out wif bel n her sis ytd. walk ard vivo awhile. c dogs. haha. dis batch is cute. rough collie!!! :) wen breeks to eat. fish and chips again. hahaz. it will b surprising if i try other items. sir joseph gaf 20% discount n wanted to treat us ice cream. but we were all too full to eat. so i rejected it. hahaz. nxt tym perhaps. hope can c him again. =) took cab home wif bel paying. den we were discussing abt my job. n i said i m almos lik 'tong jia di'. de character in why why love acted by rainie yang. hahaz. n i felt so too. but aft much calculation, i dun tink it's worth it. but i cant lose the second job. if not, haiz...
i hope the results cum out dis wk. no mater how bad isit, i will stil accept it. i jus wan a pay rise!!!
vexed. confused.
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