yup. n i tot tt i culd shop ard first n was kinda happie. but aft walkin for one round, i realise tt dere's onli a 7-11 and 2 budget this fashion. below is de close up:
ros's pork rib.
mine!!! pork chop spaghetti. it isnt worth ordering. cos de pork chop is super thin n it doesnt taste nice.
ww's giant beef ball spaghetti.
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14:49 |
Thursday, November 27, 2008
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21:23 |
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
a commercial caught my ears while i was typing. :) the mediacorp advertising dunno wat. love tt stupid song very much. haha.
work's stress as norm. but at least this wk is nt as stress as last wk. at least for the past 2 daes, im okie actually. i hope work can b smooth everydae... gt jus nice amt of tinks to work on.. jus nice amt of stress to shoulder. i m nt de onli one feelin the stress. along wif me, eveline, priscilla, yong guan, kenneth oso feel de stress. i tink zila will feel it somedae too. yong guan is leaving aft tmr, kenneth is leaving in january. priscilla is stil tryin to tahan. eveline and zila are strong enuff. as for me, ... i dun even noe wat i wan. tinks dun go according to my plan rite now. thanks to de situation in the current market. i hope there are more jobs opportunities out there rite now. i reali miz de daes in SNEC. though sometimes tinks are rough, at least friends are there to support one another. :) called bac again during my lunch hr todae. dey are so busy. dewi sounded so sweet and cute todae. does she haf a bf aldy? tinkin to go dwn n visit them somedae. 0oh. perhaps on 6 dec? cos i'm workin on tt dae. nid to run errand. tmr i will b running outside all dae. whee! time will pass very fast. :)
dunno why... nowadaes i cry very easily. even jus simple tokin to someone, i can jus cry. 0oh man!!! where is de 无敌铁金女 tt i trained myself so hard went to? perhaps i m reali too stress. mum is rite in wanting to reserve a place for me at IMH. :p haha. i tink i will use de space soon.
i rely on my specs so much so tt i cant leave wifout it. i feel lik i cant see anitink wifout it on. love my specs so much for the first time. :)
i dun understand wat m i doing. though i noe this is reali nt wat i wan, seems like i gt nt much choice... i dunno why i alwaes regret the decisions tt i made. no matter wat.
kayys. im too tired. stil gt date aft work tmr. gotta slp early n take alot of nice nice pics tmr. :D
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22:14 |
Saturday, November 22, 2008
i haf to quit negative tinkin!!!
i haf to quit negative tinkin!!!
i nid to accept everytink tt comes!!!
i nid to accept everytink tt comes!!!
i nid to accept everytink tt comes!!!
arghz!
yea. i onli haf time to blog during wkends nowadays. cos i'm super busy wif work to the extend that i have to bring some home and do. sianx... i dun lik work. im working hard towards my goal n at least i consider everytink seriously rite now. so... my days are super packed wif all the tinks.
it seems lik even if u gimme eternity, i stil cant finish the tinks tt i wanna do. ...
n thnks to my work, i actually used to typin full spellin of the words and i becum more polite online n on phone. ... i dun lik the change... i love de wae i m. the nt so polite me...
the busy me multi-tasked wif tv, camera, fone, newsppers and computer. pro? wifin 1 hr. but nth gets done in the end. dunno wat's wrong wif my comp. cant connect to my fone. tts why my stupid fone cant get new songs in. n i cant copy songs from my fone to de comp. Omg!
i m sort of lookin forward to nxt wk but sort of nt. cos out of 5 days, all 5 days will be work. but i guess there will be entertainment for me sometime nxt wk. n ... tt will be miting bel!!! :) aft nxt wk, work for another one wk n it's long wkend! yippie! time will pass very fast then. quite alot of long wkends in the mth to cum. heex. i hope my plan do work the wae i plan n tt may b great? perhaps...
there will alwaes b opportunity cost. ...
my bro finished his A levels finally. n he doesnt wanna work. omg! n i gonna force him work. yar. he changed alot. lol. initially, i wanted to dye my hair. but he gets on wif de highlight first. n he bought a pair of shoe for lik $70++. omg! it's so ex. kayys. perhaps he has his own plans. i must catch up!!! but i cant dye my hair red/pink. the color tt i wan. due to work. sianz. tts y im reconsidering my plan. ..
took my specs todae. tadaa!!!
my green specs. isnt it nice? erm.. i dun tink so...
haha. i dunno if specs shld b lik tt. er.. i mean the change in view tt i experience aft wearing it. cos aft i wear the specs, i feel lik i just used a magnifying glass. shld it b lik tt? i dunno. i tot my blurred vision is cos im tooo tired or wat. but im wrong. it's actually sth wrong wif my eyes. but... i hecked. haha. im nt wearin my specs nw. dun wanna wear. did hsework todae. til im so tired. so i napped for 1 hr jus nw. n i feel... tired. wanna slp aft bloggin... initially, wan to watch some shows. tryin to pia miss no good (bu liang xiao hua).
random photos:
my new dress. $27. jus tried it on n i found it cute. so i bought it but i dun reali nid it... wat a waste of money. isnt it?
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23:19 |
Friday, November 21, 2008
met ww to walk ard tanjong pagar mrt station. erm. to my 'delight', it was all those apparel stores. there was practically nth to walk. :x we were done in 15 mins. n de whole of de time, we were jus walkin n tokin n practically nth else. decided to go amara hotel. saw shi wei, kenneth and yong guan on our wae dere. is de place opposite amara hotel icon village? wen to walk one round n dere's practically nth to walk. realise tt dere is this sakae sushi buffet dinner. perhaps we can dine dere one dae? haha. tempted to do so. perhaps my bdae? 2 mths ltr. :) since i dun haf animore money to carry on wif my plan... thnks to de economy. forgt abt mentionin my 21st bdae. 20th is aldy gone. ... walk til ard 7 before we head home for dinner. didnt buy anitink. both of us are nt in de rite mood for shopping. we're tinkin abt work n mostly tokin abt work, sch n report. ... is that the life of an adult?
i m seriously considering resigning... cos it's getting tough for me. to tink too many tinks. to remb too many tinks. to ... too many... but i mus haf a battle plan first. esp wif the stupid current market, i cant get tinks done.
yar. wanted to blog on alot of tinks initially. but aft a long chat wif 6 pple for ard 1.5 hrs, i clean forgotten wat i wanted to blog. thanks arhx. haha.
work's super stress. wif high expectations, high workload, blah blah blah. i realise i cant cope.
beginning to drown and get lost in sea. ...
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22:37 |
Sunday, November 16, 2008
went expo food fair super early in the morning. reach there at 11. walked ard n ate all the sample food. it's like my breakfast n lunch were settled dere. sampled bak kua. from 'xiang'. nt reali nice though. i dun lik bak kua to start wif... then walk row by row. tried fried vege croquette and nuggets. ate my fill. haha. cheese hotdog nxt. saw de korean bbq squid. nt reali nice. but i tink is worth it. $3 for a medium size squid. doesnt taste nice but special. ate alot of titbits. cod fish crackers and many others which i dunno the name. i saw fishball so i took n tt uncle beside me chee cheong fan nxt. i ate quite alot. though is for food testing. muaha. bought the japanese octopus. 3 for $1.20. erm. nt realli tt nice larx. dey bbq de baby octopus then add de sauce. taiwan mochi nxt. onli tried de chocolate flavour. taiwan fruit jelly. forgt the order for the rest of de food tt i sampled. fried drumlets. 1 spicy, 1 non spicy. the spicy one is too spicy. the original one is tasteless. drank n ate alot of honey(ies). bitter ones, sweet ones, concentrated ones, diluted ones n blah blah blah. bbq makerel. fried cod nuggets. fried calamari rings. macademia mango flavour nuts. macademia oil wif bread. tuna on bread. nata de coco. fried coffee flavoured pork. fried sushi. korean melon ice cream. coffee. tuna. seaweed. n lots n lots of titbits from singapore, japan n i forgt. cant even remb the taste of the food tt i ate. saw mdm xiuling, mdm jingying selling coffee. sir khor n sir sim selling tuna. haha. actually it was 7 for $10. but sir sim gaf it to me at 8 for $10. worth it sia! bought super lots of tinks aft spending 6 hrs inside. 1 pac of fish crackers, 1 pac of prawn crackers, 1 pac tapioca chips, 1 pac of seaweed cum egg yolk stripes, 2 pac of jap seaweed, 4 cans tc boy tuna, 2 wife biscuits, 2 husband biscuits, 3 pong pia, 3 nata de coco, 1 lemon juice, coffee, almond drink, 10 pcs chee cheong fan, 1 stainless steel multi purpose peel. de peel is darn nice to use. easy for beginners like me. haha.
i m jus randomly wondering... wat are the charateristics of a good mother? m i able to do it?
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21:13 |
Saturday, November 15, 2008
hmmx. let me start wif sth serious... nt reali too. haha. okie. it's more of bad news rather than good.
work isnt very good. getting more stress n more tinks to do. i seriously haf to remb wat tinks had bin done n cont wif those tt are nt done. kayys. went to mit client ytd cos gt underwriting and sth else. took abt an hr. though it's easy money, but there are simply heaps of tinks to b done. so i cant spare the time. but luckily, i finish most of the tinks tt are to b done. yar. forgt to sae. met a client in the morning whom i deem tt he's nt very friendly. so.. i can sae tt i haf a hard time askin him to sign a form. luckily, there wasnt a single word tt i wrote wrongly in his application form. hope it can pass. wish me luck pls. ...
suddenly... nt reali tt sudden though... i feel tt clinging onto de past is a really painful tink. but i cant forget the past. so i can onli move on wif wat i had. realise tt i can onli kip my past as memories and move on wif experiences, but cant yearn for exactly the same tink tt i haf in the past, the same good times tt i've enjoyed in the past, though i really want them to b bac to me.
live on...
jus went rainie yang's blog. read her 13/11/08 entry. the similarity btw her and beatrice is lik ml n me. though the bit of diff is how i treat my friend n the wae they pass on... i was reminded of her once again. times btw us were stil great, i do consider. at least for us, its 95% good memories and 5% bad ones. and the good tink is tt most of the time, i retain the 95% good memories. thus, i cant reali forget her. if it's de 5% of bad memories, wil it b easier for me to forgt her? sometimes i really dunno n cant understand how i feel. i dreamt of 'her' once again. i wake up n slp n wake up n slp for the whole nite jus becos i want to call 'her'. but i noe tt she wulden pick up her fone... dreamt tt she's doing very well tt nite n i wanted to call her. so i woke up n realise tt she's gone for more than a yr. i slpt. again, i realise tt she's doin well n wanted to reali cfm tt she's well. again, i woke up to realise tt she's actually gone n tt i can nvr contact her, breathing. i didnt delete her no. jus incase, somedaes, we might 'need' each other again. ... if u cant forget, then dun forget. If it's hurts, then jus let it b. ... another tink tt i realise tt we're actually similar. nt tt we're galz. haha. it's de wae how she n ariel lin befriend. reminds me of me n hz. de story is actually de same.. i shld sae 99% same. reali. haha. wen i tot of it, it's reali childish n i wun haf de courage to do it nw n i wun do it now. kinda admire myself 7 yrs ago. haha.
yeah. again. a super big piece of bad news to me. it's kinda common nowadaes i guess. initially, wan to accompany my mum to collect her specs and wanted to check my eyes. didnt really want to make specs though. but my mum sae $50 to make specs is worth it. omg! i tot tt for perfect eyesight n stuff, wastin $50 on specs is a big deal. but i saw tt de specs is actully nice. so mum ask me to try on a few. she chose the jade color for me. super ex kayys. wif lens is $70. so i decided to check my eyes aft much hesitation. n im actually astigmatic. kinda scared tt de deg is very high. lucky im nt near sighted. so my mum was kinda surprise. im special. mum was actually upset but im nt. but i was realli afraid while having the check. im afraid tt i will b blind somedae. .. but i m gg to prepare for it. the job tt im going to choose is going to hurt my eyes even further in the future.. dun ask my why for i wun reply.
yup! waiting for the big dae to cum in 2 wks time. :) post pics some other times.
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19:18 |
Thursday, November 13, 2008
it's tru tt wen pple are nt strict wif me, i wulden learn. it's bin lik tt since young til now. yea. n i nvr chng. but one tink tt im diff from wen im young tt pple didnt notice. in the past, i will try my very best wen pple are strict wif me. now, the stricter you are, the more i wulden care. n tts me. i dun wan to chng myself. i m happie wif de wae i m rite now. yup. no one can change me.
my boss was super angry n strict wif me todae. she's diff from how she used to treat me. she gaf me a super long list of tinks to do. even previous PAs dun haf tt super long list or dey didnt write? i dunno. but i managed to finish every single tink and even de additionals. pro bahx. but im afraid tt she will give me even more tinks to do in future. was super stress todae wif loads of tinks to do tt i kip running here and dere. but i manage to finish everytink by 6. lucky! if nt, i will be home late. lucky tt client didnt come todae. he chng to tmr morning. aniwae, i will be miting him. haha. tt saves me time. i cant do anitink wrong tmr!!!
sometimes im wondering why pple pin such high hopes on me. thou i noe i haf de ability and capable of doin so, but do i really nid to gif dis much? it's cos of those hopes tt makes me stress out. why does my boss onli c de mistake i make but nt c wat i've done n de effort tt i've put in. everyone else in the office tinks tt i work very hard n gt compliment by colleagues almost everydae. some of my boss's colleagues feel tt she is very fortunate to haf me as her PA. sometimes i really doubt myself, doubt her and this job. isit really me who's tinkin too much?
sometimes i really feel lik being a moron. so tt i can dunnit to understand, dunnit to care abt anitink in the world. nt tt im tinkin negative, i jus cant tink positive all the time. cos tt's human nature.
i dislike being someone of higher calibre sometimes.
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20:28 |
Sunday, November 09, 2008
bdae gal wif all de presents.
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16:39 |
his name: jacjac
breed: pomeranian
fotographer: ros
standing up. cute? he liks to climb on my skirt/pants n lick my leg. :) it's jus so cute!!! *kawaii* neh.我.爱.水.母.头
16:13 |
tok abt work first. kinda busy dese daes. working more than 10 hrs everydae wifout OT paid. :x in preparation for MAS to cum dwn n check. omg! MAS is so near my office. i guess dey can really jus pop up anitime n i will b dead. everyone is busy preparing while im so free as compared to them. cos i dun really noe anitink. hope dey dun cum so soon... i jus nid like another wk to pack de room n get everytink organise. i hope i can. luckily singapore is so small. if nt.. good luck to de whole company. haha. kayys. so de 2 major events on fridae. first, the fire drill practice. de notice was so big at the lobby but lik very few of my office pple notice it. so wen i announce to them, they were kinda shock. the notice says: "fire drill, 3:30pm - 5pm". my colleagues tt we all take the lift dwn to wait before the alarm goes off. imagine, de building tt im workin at is 33 storeys n we're on de 24th. omg! n no one is allowed to take lift during the drill. ... my colleagues interpret my expression as if im anticipating it. haha. so dey wanna c me run dwn. cont doin my stuff. had very very nice prawn noodle for lunch. n watermelon aft tt. :) bac to office n cont doin tinks. pack leetheng's room til ard 3:30 den go common area. wait for the fire alarm to go off. siti say we dunnit to run. cos dey onli go if sth really happens. haha. so de alarm sound at 4pm. all my collegues hide at common area or in deir boss room. so de security cant see us tru de main door n will tink tt we all went dwn. so i was concentrating on packing n continue packing til hui ni came behind me n sae: eh. u didnt go dwn n join them arhx. haha. n we both lol. so i said tt i dun intend to join. wanna finish packing the room. haha. do til 6 den slow dwn til abt 7. reunion dinner nxt, which wasnt exactly good. all PAs seat tgt on another long table at common area. immediately start working. n i went to mit lizhen. wanted to take trin. but tot of de bus from clementi to her hse. i dunno where to take. so i took 97 n chng 143 to her hse. reach ard 9:20. drop a letter at yueh wan hse den acc her to esso to buy fruits den came home. was so tired. bathe n slpt.
ytd was a dae well-spent wif friends. :)
it seems to take eternity to upload all these pics. :X there are more than 100 i guess... actually dere are really more than 100. but i can upload all. choose de nicers ones or those which i tink it's okie n lazy to delete. muaha.
met at which-was-supposedly-4pm at jp. went siamkitchen to seat n chat n had some snacks. which u see de 'remains' in the foto below. fried chicken n dunno wat salad.
the both of us tried to act cute in the foto abv. kun sae her target is 100 fotos for the nite. de first foto was taken at 5 plus. continue to see how we clock 120 fotos in 6 hrs time. :)
randomly taken by kun to kick start the foto taking. before linn came. :)
went esplanade n dine at azabu sabo restaurant. recommended by kun n linn for the fact tt dey serve nice dessert dere. :)
sat wif ros.
our dear... Mr kelvin chong. o0ps! it's Ms Kelly Chong. haha.
the dessert tt Mr Kelly Chong ordered. omg! i gt the sex wrong. haha.
The dessert me n ww share. banana chocolate wif soft ice cream. de chocolate was bitter sweet. :) nice.
The dessert tt ros ordered.
look at this couple. how sweet. :)
it's them wif... deir middle fingers! haha.
abt to go home aft a tiring but super enjoyable 6 hrs tgt, talkin non stop, screaming, shouting n laughing at the top of our voices. 7 of us make so much noise tt it looks lik a 30-40 person class gathering. lol.
the stupid me try to do stupid tinks lik pushing the wall.
acting to jump dwn from top of esplanade. but actually i m laughing lik mad aldy wen posing.
following kun's wae of acting cute.haha. she's actually infront of me.
so bored tt i decide we shld do a qian shou guan yin.
made all do dis stupid tink lik going under de ornament dere. haha. de hole is so small tt onli small size pple can get in. we tried lik mad but end up, onli kun can get in. muaha. dis is de best pic of de dae. :)
some stupid pose tt we try to do again.
she kip laughin aft a few tries n failed...
it's me testing the camera. camera man: ah ben n succeed on the second try. mum sae i look really stupid in this pic.
观景轮.
we were trying to do some butts stupid tink again. left rite n left rite n bac. go figure out ur self. haha. we were laughing non stop wen takin. dere are 2 camera mans: ben n kel. aft takin dese 5 pics, ben commented tt de were lik 2 cheekos look at 5 gals butt. lol.
aft the tiring but super enjoyable 6 hrs tgt, kun's dad took us home. kel ran awae. cos he dun wanna squeeze. or rather too embarass to squeeze. kun's bro took it for us. :) lookin forward to de next big grp n crazy lik nobody's business outing. miz all my friends. ...
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13:43 |