sadden...
我.爱.水.母.头
13:29 |
Friday, September 21, 2007
why?...
prelim is going to officially end on nxt wed. tat makes it effectively 4 wks left to A lvl. u guess wat? i gonna flunk my prelim. de onli 2 subjects tt i haf confidence of passing are chem n phy. haha. math is definitely gonna fail. but i hope i can get a S even if i fail. blame me for not putting in de hard work in de past. nt even before prelim. left wif 2 MCQ papers. chem n phy. i will make de best out of it. =) gonna study real hard once prelim is over. why everyone study de same tinks but de big diff in grades?
second why...
i met him ytd. aft my so called no-confidence phy pper 2, wen out to eat wif lili. den home to watch tv n play comp. =) received a call fr him. he said he wan cum dwn je. den ask me if i wan go anot. since my mum wen out to work den i go look for him at 2 plus. we spent 1 hr tgt onli cos he nid to go bac to work. sae neo working. haha. we wen to c roller blade n tts all. thnks to me tt he has cheap roller blades. he ate dessert n we tok for while... dis tym round, i m nt so excited abt seeing him. dunno y. though i feel happie to go out wif him, i dun feel tt much excited or wat... isit cos... yup. he told me tt dis is de very laz tym tt he's gg to switch jobs. if he stil doesnt lik it, he will go bac. yup. n tt makes me feel sad for a lil while. but i cant let my mood affect me cos i haf math pper todae. haiz. den we will nt c each other forever if he go bac. why does fate brought us together n bring us apart? terribly upset dis period of tym.
third why...
haiz... why de world consist of so many kinds of pple? you know how exactly i feel when pple is cheated or i m cheated? darn angry!!! perhaps dere's nth in my heart called LOVE. i look at CHARACTER onli. haiz. de are getting more n more cheaters out dere. can u believe a young boy as young as a pri 3 student can cum out to cheat others? if pple were to tell me tt, i oso dun believe. but i've encountered it myself. he came to ask me for $3. but i tell him i dun haf wen i actually haf it. u can sae i dun haf a heart or wat... i dun care! so he act so sick n begged me. of course i din gif. guess wat i saw wen i came home ytd? he cheat an indian man money again. its him, i m very sure. i wanted to expose him infront of tt indian man. but i din. i seriously look down on these pple. i hate dem to de core. i look dwn on dem. i condemn dem. children shld stay at home n study hard so tt dey wil haf a bright future. kids brought up dis wae wil haf disastrous effects to society in de future... seriously angry... pple out dere pls beware of cheaters ard u.
我.爱.水.母.头
13:39 |
Monday, September 17, 2007
haiz...
haiz... if tinks go on lik dis... i can forget abt gg uni nxt yr. help!!!
我.爱.水.母.头
16:03 |
Friday, September 14, 2007
aft a long wait...
wed aft math. i came home as usual. bathe, eat n slp. den study chem. watch tv. n u guess wat happened? earthquake! my first tym in my entire life man! i was shakin so badly. i tot i wasnt feelin well since i shake quite often. so i dun find anitink 'unusual'. jus tt y dis tym is diff. direction n magnitude. i din noe at first. so i cont eating my dinner. til my mum ask me did i feel anitink anot. so i jus said yes wif my eyes glued to de tv. she told me was earthquake. in tt split second, i was stunned. i din tot of anitink. onli wondered if de building will collapse. but i decided to heck. saw alot of neighbours dwnstairs. but i din go. con drinkin my soup n lookin out of de window. it onli lasted for 5 mins. so it was okie. cont studyin. n slp. guess wat?! i was woke up by an earthquake ytd mornin abt 8. wif violent shaking of my bed. i was lik. eh. y shake so much. den i tot of earthquake. 0oh man! i cant believe dis. my broom in my room was shaking lik mad. i wen to toilet. de buckets of water is also moving lik crazy. water inside de toilet bowl as well. haha. guess wat? i was so scared til i wanted to evacuate myself. haha. but i stil take my tym to brush my teeth, chng clothes, comb hair, drink 2 cups of water den find my keys n go dwn. which was lik 10-15 mins ltr. =) lol. imagine a real earthquake hits singapore.. i will b first one to die. so i wen ard to look for my mum. wanted to eat breakfast. but cant find her so i came home. study chem n watch tv. dots. din slp. 11 plus once. den till todae i din feel anitink. haha. but de tremors felt for past 2 daes are enuff to make me paranoid over sometinks nw.
haiz. sometinks in de world make me feel so uncomfortable. i m nt refering to de tremors n earthquake. but... wat does it mean to b living in civilised society? are we?
我.爱.水.母.头
13:49 |
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
he called me laz nite jus to chat wif me. cos he said his prepaid has too much money. =) but nvm. he jus called to ask me where to buy roller blade from. haha. i dunno. de cheapest is at IMM.
my mood is lik swinging from extreme to extreme. hah. sianx. ever since wk 8.
我.爱.水.母.头
17:26 |