had 3 pratas in de morning... i tink i cant eat 12... dwn to snec. by chance, todae's dewi's grp turn. so long nvr c her aldy. so i was dere for 1 hr. den dwn to chinatown n buy tinks. bought 2 tops. 1 black tube n 1 black shirt. muaha. n many other stuffs which arent mine. i dun understand why i culden find de perfect hair cologne for my hair. wich... i feel lik giving up.
was happie til reality struck me... praying hard tt i can get into NUS or NTU. pray along wif me pple... dun feel lik studying in a private uni but i guess i will end up doing that... aft 2 years.
unhappie pple spend more time watching tv. i m goin to watch tv. :)
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17:13 |
Monday, April 20, 2009
todae i heard a bdae song being played while i was working in my boss room. tot of de show *e zuo ju er wen*. wen chun mei gave birth to a bb gal, de music was played. all of a sudden, i feel lik having a bb gal. while de music played... happie bdae to u... happie bdae to u...
ahh~ i mus b crazy..
waiting... but to no avail. ...
deadz...
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21:36 |
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
didnt realli enjoy myself todae. dunno why. basic test tmr? no one play wif me? nth much to do? too many tinks on my mind?
here i m, seating dwn n blog.
todae is de first time tt i can see sunrise before getting out of my hse. first time i can come back before sunset after 6 mths.
jus feel lik reading my previous post now.
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18:17 |
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
see dewi in de morning. makes my day aft nt seeing her for 1 wk + 1 day. but the feeling is no longer the same as compared to last time. dun ask me why. just feel lik blogging now. but nid to finish my work before i can cont to blog.
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15:12 |
Sunday, April 05, 2009
had a super long dae todae. starting wif me waking up at 8:30 and die die wanna slp til alarm clock ring at 9pm. n slack on my bed til 9:15. wash up, clear up tinks tt are supposed to b cleared. went market to buy breakfast. n walked home, eat n quickly pack n shower before gg work. luckily, right aft i came out from bathroom, patricia call me n ask me go dwn to jp n take rice cooker. so i can be late. muaha. took my time n do my tinks den out of hse at 11:40pm. reach dere at 12:10. lucky. haha. de rice cooker was super heavy so i took cab bac. thanks to a lady n a gentlemen who help me open door and car boot. managed to get chan dwn to help me. finally start work at ard 1:20. haha. break at 3. n work til 4 n off i go. nxt wk schedule is... great!!! muaha. i can buy more tinks. :) walked ard watsons and guardian. wanted to get HAIR cologne. super afraid tt my hair will smell every single dae aft squeezin in train. ... but dunno shld i get anot. $17.80. lik wasting $$. didnt get n came home. reach ard 520pm. realised tt my bro wen out. okies.. supposed to stay home dis wkend but i didnt. so... cant see my bro for another wk. hope tt i can spend sometime wif him nxt sun.
came home n immediately start my hsework. break for dinner fr 7-8. finally done every single tink... tired.
wan to slp but sth is bothering me. i cant help but to worry. i wan to find out the ans. ...
nightmares start coming back. i cant slp well. ...
我.爱.水.母.头
21:49 |
Saturday, April 04, 2009
had a happy but tired dae outside todae.
mit calina at train todae. wen she reach chinese garden, i jus top up my card. jus nice tt i catch de train tt she's in. so we chatted all de wae to city hall. met up wif joanne n april for lunch. mos burger. spent $10 dere. super full wif small milk tea, large fries, scallop burger and curry croquette. n de butterfly prawn from calina. walked ard n bought sweets too. from marks and spencer. $2.70 for 13 sweets. dun reali lik de sweet cos of toffee inside. walk from city hall to parliament hse. quite near. :) pass by funan IT mall too. de seminar was held in a kinda high class restaurant wich i deem is too dim. i practically cant see anitink dere. speaker was dawn kwan's mum. de 12 year old art prodigy. details to b posted ltr cos im too tired todae. gif u de webby to c her art works. www.dawnkwangallery.com.
seminar lasted for an hr followed by high tea. omg! i'm stil full but i ate a lil. too full to appreciate de food dere. but chicken wing was nice. had 3 in total. play truth or dare. super fun. 3 times kena me. 2 truth n 1 dare. dey kip askin me abt my opinions of kenneth. yea. kenneth heng. omg! but... i dun even lik him. as in for bgr. as a fren, i tink he's alright. muaha. most of them went off at ard 5 plus. hitch a ride on robin's car tgt wif calina. to je. train to yew tee to mit my aunt. bought a hp cover at $5. another bottle of perfume at $3.90. waste $$$. came home. wanted to clear my facebook stuff...
god... pls bless tt all my family members are safe and happy.
i cant help to stop worrying. signs and my super strong sixth sense tells me tt sth is wrong. ...
我.爱.水.母.头
22:50 |
Friday, April 03, 2009
marriage is a word tt carries heavy responsibility. :)
I WANT A FAMILY!!!
我.爱.水.母.头
22:56 |
parents wen to malaysia n onli me is alone at home rite now. 胡思乱想. tink all de wae til my parents die one dae. n suddenly i'm all alone. n no one does my laundry, no one cook for me.. n blah blah blah. but i dun feel lik tearing, let alone crying. yeah... i'm strong. i've grown up...
dunno why recently, i feel tt my tots becum more mature. though my actions are super childish. kip tinkin if my tots are prematurely-mature. lol.
was hopin to have a relationship sometime soon n tt we can do all dose tinks tt i used to wan-to-do. but wen i ask myself isit realli wat i wan, i realise tt it isnt wat i reali wan in my heart. i wan a real family wif planning. i wan to start a family real young... dunno why. i'm ready to gif birth nw. i guess tt's a dangerous thought of mine... but... haha
felt giddy ytd, dunno why. n my head hurts real bad. feel lik puking oso. almoz culden make my wae to office. suddenly dis weird tot strike me.. how i wish dese symptoms can indicate tt i'm pregnant rite now. but too bad. it's nt. haha. jus laugh it off n work...
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22:27 |