21st Sept 2005
Holidaes 3/9/05-11/9/05.. i did nth but study.. on 3/9/05... my cousin came my hse den we played whole dae.. my slackin dae. 4/9/05... watched superstar repeat in de mornin n mit chuan linn in de nn to buy qiu kun's present. aft walkin in whole jp, we finally decided to buy wk de shirt tt we c.. gt winnie de pooh! hahaz. den aft tt, we wen IMM. wanted to eat, but her dad call her go home, so we din go eat lo. i wen popular alone.. buy soonie n hai hui's present. 5/9/05- 9/9/05, i studied abt 14 hrs a dae.. on mondae.. i finished e-math booklet. on tuesdae, i did dunno wat.. i forget liaoz. den on wed, i did chem.. finished de whole tys.. den thursdae, i did physics.. finish 2 tys!!! break record sia! ever in my whole life.. i do tinks nt so fast one lo. i oso damn shock n shiok.. den fridae i tink i did bio.. oso finish all dose i din complete one.. den Sat n sun, i read SS cos mondae SS n eng. haiz. in de end, i onli prepared 3 themes for SS. sianz. den watch superstar again n memorise physics [dose topics tt nid to b memorised]. everydae i slp at 2... wake up at 9 or 10 lik tt.. sianx dunno y cannot slp. every nite i listen to Nyx palace or wat at 933. [ni ke si de cheng bao] i luv de wed one!!! gt personality test... hahaz. so tt's de end of my hols. i m nt a boring person who jus study all dae long but do nth. is I DUN HAF CHOICE!!! cos gt prelim n I WANNA GET INTO A JC! haiz. but my dreamzZ all shattered liaoz.. read on to find out wat happen..........
todae gt back sum of de results. bio... onli gt B3.. nt my target yet. my target: A1 . den e-math.. 65/80.. sadx! pper 2 haven get back. hope cn get A1. den physics, 50/80... pper 1 n 3 haven cum back yet.. let's hope is A1 lo. but it's impossible. haiz. i sadx arhx!!! tmr wil get back chem, SS n phy[hopefully pper 3.] haiz. no hope for JC liaoz.. first 3 mths gone! nw i cn onli wait for results to cum out n chiong for O lvl at de same tym... jus nw came back home, i sang 3 hrs straight. i on de vol as if for deaf to hear den i sing as if dis is my laz tym singin. i scream n shout n blah blah blah. nw.. no voice liaoz. aft singin, i go running. nt jogging worx.. run for 25 minx.. at increasing spd. siaoz arhx. run until i sweat lik hell, legs cramp n toes full of blisters.. but i dun care!!! i hope i cn continue runnin non stop. haiz. den haf to stop larx. cos nid to bathe. den stop lo.. sing for 1/2 hr.. blog for 1/2 hr den bathe. den cont bloggin. haiz... dis is my first tym so despair cum sad cum dunno watta do .. nvr feel so useless, helpless n lost b4. haiz. nw i dunno whether to cry, laugh, feel happy or feel sad. who cn tell me which one to feel???
waiting for miracle to befall me... sHooting StaRRrrrr............ *
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*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
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*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
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