Friday, June 27, 2008
life's boring as usual. dun wish to blog abt my feelings here lehx. to be frank, i m not in my best of mood for a period of time aldy. but i try to kip myself happie. it's abit hard though. seriously, i'm thinking abt my life rite nw. shld i haf a major changeover? how m i supposed to make myself happie?
seriously nth much to blog abt. shld i jus close dwn my blog? arhx... perhaps i shld print all my archives n shut dwn dis blog. ...
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Monday, June 23, 2008
sianz. i lik forgt most of the things tt happened laz wk. haha. eileen recommended me a drama serial, the queen's classroom! pheew! i am super addicted to it. :D watched lik 2 episodes on wed. n i wanna watch sumore!!! but it's lik aldy mn wen i finished watchin de 2nd episode.
met my best friends on thu nite. super excited. wen candy empire to look for chocolate but ended up, didnt buy ani. so i wen to marks n spencer n buy de dark chocolate digestive biscuits. super nice. mum sae she alwaes buy for us wen we're young. but i dun remb. haha. wen to the mussel guys to eat. i had breaded chicken cutlet. it was so-so onli. tried all other food fr other 6 friends. bel brought her bf along. so end up, we didnt tok alot. but nvm. get to c her bf. aft eating, we took some fotos n sat at lvl 3 to chat. til 10:45 den we leave. :) but reach home b4 11:30. early hor. haha. bathed n slp. wanted to watch the queen's classroom but dere's work on fri so i decided nt to. dun wanna go wif tired body n dark eye rings.
forgt wat i did on fri aldy. haha. so dun wanna blogg. saturdae was a gd dae for me. yippie!!! :) wen to work as usual. but i didnt eat my breakfast. n i started work early. took 1 packet of biscuit n eat den file n file n file. til ard 11. den michelle bought hot curry puffs for us. oishii! :) first tym i eat small curry puff inside stil gt egg. den finish n wen home. nth to do. so i watched the queen's classroom again. til 4 plus. den bathe n wen jogging at reservoir. guess wat?! i onli ran 500m n walk de rest. tot de whole dist was 5km. but ended up, it's lik more than 6 km. wahh! but so long nvr go liaoz. slowed dwn alot. used 1 hr plus. sianz... de go home, tok to mum n bathe n eat dinner. actually wanted to ask mum to go imm wif my. i wan buy weighin scale. haha. to kip my weight dwn. but my real intention is to eat chocolate doughnut n drink cuppucino ice blended bubble tea. haha. but end up, ma sae late aldy so she dun wan go. so i cont watching de queen's classroom again. nice nice. watch til ep 10. den slp cos gt work de nxt dae.
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12:59 |
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
sian. sian. sian. why is lik no one online?! haiz. boring life of mine. woke up by dewi's msg dis morning. 7:01am. 0oh man! okie larx. i slpt for lik 1 hr plus den alarm ring. planned to go for a run. but i was too lazy by de time de alarm ring. but decided tt i culden slp, i follow my plan. haha. planned to run 10 rounds. guess wat?! i onli ran 3 and half round n started to feel tired in de legs. so cont walkin. feel lik swinging on de swing. so i made a detour to de swing. n sat dere for lik 5 mins. paiseh larx. gt 2 kids dere. lik fighting for de swing. but i didnt play swing lik for at least 6 yrs i guess. so i was extremely happie todae. haha. swing for 5 mins n decided to make a detour home. lalala. wanted to go sheng siong n cool dwn cos i was sweating lik mad. so i walked ard de chocolate section n saw new chocolate. or rather, wat i haven eat b4. 0oh man!!! feel lik buying. but i didnt. i dun wan to waste ani more money. :) i shall slim dwn n save money. so i came home, bathe and get ready for work. wen for breakfast wif dad. sat on de same table as my fren. but i culden recognise him. matthew from 2/6 or 4/8. but i was nvr in de same class as him. he rembs me. haha. so he was trying hard to get me to tok but i wasnt in de mood to tok to him. sorry ehx. cos nt very familiar. drank lemon juice n ate a bowl of noodles. was feeling super full. den wen to work. since i reach earlier, i wen to c clothes. i saw a dress which i wanted very much $29 from bega. i didnt buy. sianz. wen pasar malam den ntuc n start work. sian. not much pple oso. but food prep stil alot. cos dey nvr do in de mornin. super irritated. slowly do till 5 den go home. eat a lil, walk ard pasar malam den popular b4 dad take me home. had spaghetti for dinner. n i ate quite a lot. so much for my exercising. ...
nxt wk is another boring wk. sianz.
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
hokay.. i tot i didnt update for lik 2 daes le. so i updated ytd. haha. let's cont wif de ytd first bahx. met chuan linn to haf a lil chat ytd. cos coincidentally, she's at je interchng. tok for awhile den go home. i bought jap drumstick n jap frozen food to eat on de wae home. super full!!! arghz. n i ate a lil dinner laz nite! tinkin tt i go for a run at 7:30. wen i was abt to go... guess wat?! seeing tt de sky was dark, i decided nt to go instead. so i stayed home to watch tv. n slack. den bathe. watch movies online. which i lik onli complete one part of a walk to remb. i dun really get de storyline of de movie though i read n understand the bk. haha. stupid me. feel too tired so i slpt at ard 10. ori was rite!!! i didnt go for my jog. sianx.
woke up at 6:30 dis mornin. super tired. decide to walk to de market n get myself breakfast. fried black n white economic bee hoon. n 1 chicken wing. de chicken wing was burnt. can stil smell de cao ta wen i eat. so my breakfast is half sian aldy. played freecell again. hahaz. lost 2 n win 1. den aft tt, i do abit of filing at L4. den went basement to file. lik i doin alone. den ivan helped me a lil. he's tired. movie marathon til mornin n slp a few hrs den work. n movie marathon aft work again. todae slack for onli half hr. cos we onli finish de filing at 12pm. de fastest record, we finish all de filing at 10:30. tt leaves us 2 hrs to slack. hahaz. so i called home to realise tt mum didnt cook lunch. so dine out wif ivan. aft a long deciding time, we decided to eat mac. cos he wanna try green tea mcflurry.n i wanna eat apple pie. haha. had my nugget student's meal n an apple pie. he had spicy nugget, onion ring n green tea mcflurry. i ate one of his onion ring. taste nicer than burger king one. but very lil. den we walk ard for awhile n chat den i go home. reach home lik ard 3. den slack slack. wanted to go for my 5km run but end up i didnt. sianx!!! so nxt wk i mus gym everydae to make up for my loss this wk! so we were discussin where to dinner. n end up eating at holland village. de food is quite nice. had minced meat tofu, cuttlefish kangkong, sweet n sour fish and chilli sri lanka crab. while i'm eating de crab, i cut myself again. sianx. cos i'm tryin to take out de meat lik from a deep part. nw, it's swollen. 0oh man! bleed lik shit jus nw. wen commonwealth sheng siong to shop. of course, but tinks. sian! end up, i haf to pay for myself. if i noe, i wulden buy. saddened. :( bought a packet of alphabets fries. hope u all noe wat isit. den came home. i'm able to maintain my no carbo meal!! yeah! *twist*
pls tell me how to install a software in comp!!! i cant do it. sianz. i wan to load tinks into my fone. haiz. lotsa tinks nidda do.
i'm miting my girlfriends on thu!!! yeah! :) love my girlfriends. :D
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22:30 |
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Friday, June 13, 2008
it has bin long since my last update i guess... part of de reason is being lazy. haha. de bigger part of de reason is no time i shall sae. chng a new monitor cos my old one spoil. de new one is more of rectangular. nt so nice to use larx. watched cj7 on de first dae. was okie. a lil bit touching. teared abit here n dere. slp at 11 plus. super tired. de 2nd dae i watched helen the baby fox. oso quite touching. wen de fox drink milk n eat raw meat. de lil boy is sooo cute!!! :) n ytd, i watched koizora. nt at all touching. i didnt even FEEL lik cryin. de flow of de story is so expected. one litre of tears is better. :) so i shall tink of wat movies to watch nxt.
life's boring...
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12:43 |
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Monday, June 09, 2008
hokay. shall tok abt sat first. work at nite. ate 10 midjoints while chatiing wif sir. sianz. gain weight. den work. dw. managed to remain dry de whole nite. by de time i finish washing everytink is lik 10 plus. den clear up n check til 10:30. stupid debrief til 11. den slack for awhile. finally i culd stop eating all de supper. :) mus maintain my record ehx. so go home wif jean aft tt. didnt take very long for de bus to cum. reach home at 11:40pm. den bathe n settle my pay tinks den slp. haha.
woke up very early de nxt morning n off to work. work was as usual boring for 1st 2 hrs. so i prepare de tinks den do staff meal. fried yellow mee wif thick bee hoon. den make de stupid gravy which is lik too salty n everyone stil sae it's nice.
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12:18 |
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
gg to work has been super depressing to me. nt de stress. nt the same job everydae. but rather my tinkin. haiz. i can sae tt i love this job alot cos the pay is quite high but wif tiring things to do. aniwae i enjoy my work. but i wan a full tym job. cos i'm no longer studyin. yup. tt brings me to tok abt one of my saddest tink in life. tt is: i cant get into ani uni. received the letter quite long aldy. cried and vexed and plan and do everytink else to tink of my future. but nth seems to work. so i shall jus work and wait for nxt yr then apply again. i hope by tt tym, i can haf a clearer idea of wat i really want in my life. tot tt i can study so i gt a temp job. but now i regret it. i will lose all the bonus and de benefits and everytink else. haiz. god. pls bless me wif a full tym job.
it's all emptiness wifin me.
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09:45 |
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Friday, June 06, 2008
ytd's gg out wif bel was fun. nice to c her. haha. so long nvr c her liaoz. ate fish&co'c fish n chips. FAT FAT FAT!!! den we wen walkin ard. pei her c clothes. so fun to c her wear all de nice nice clothes. she's happie, i'm happie. she wanted to buy shorts. so wen ard n search for her shorts. n we went to F.O.S. which didnt sell ani shorts or rather too short for her n dere's onli light color. so she aborted de idea. saw dose fluffy, long skirts which i wanted to buy long ago so i went to try. de brown one onli left laz pcs which is lik too darn big on me cos it's de largest size. i asked bel to get de other, light yellow, smallest size for me to try. haha. it's stil lose. blah! so i decided nt to buy cos it's lik one for one. i die die oso haf to find another one which i dun really lik. pink fluffy skirt is nice n i'm tempted to buy. bel ask me go try as well. but i dun haf ani tops to go wif de skirt so i din buy. den we went home. sianz. din take ani fotos though i brought camera along wif me. went to buy ez-link card sticker. dunno why. jus feel lik buying...
guess wat?!!! haha. weigh myself in de morning. lost weight!!! goodies! despite me eating fish n chip laz nite n a sushi handroll dis morning. plus 3 small cubes of chee cheing fun. tt's alot. let's c wat's for lunch ltr. bye. gotta work! :)
it's lunch time. :))) okie. todae gt de charity bazaar at SNEC lvl 4. so we went to walk ard. actually i aldy brought fruits for lunch. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON DIET U NOE?!!! end up, bought a container of vegetarian mee goreng and portia bought me a chicken wing. gain weight! gain weight! de mee goreng dun taste nice. but it's for charity purpose so i dun haf ani regrets. chicken wing was so so onli. if i noe earlier, i shld haf bought the marcaroni instead. lina said tt it's nice. ate up all my fruits as well. 0oh man!!! i wil die from overeating todae. i shall jus work harder during gym tonite. but can onli lose lik 300 calories if i'm lucky enuff. bought a pac of titbits as well. sour plum. okie. or rather sweet plum cos it tastes sweet. hokayy. i nid to work liaoz. gg gym to weigh myself and gonna work harder to lose weight.
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
super super super sad!!! my comp is dwn for 2 daes le. haven watch sky of love n dere are lotsa tinks i wan to research on. haha. but haiz. comp is dwn. save me!!! cant tell wat's wrong wif de comp. mayb monitor spoil liaoz. okie. tym to listen to portia's story. counting dwn to miting bel. miz her miz her miz her...
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12:27 |
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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
jus feel sad. bloody damn sad. i hope thu can cum faster so tt i can c bel. *boohoo* want to cry aldy.
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13:48 |
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Monday, June 02, 2008
haha. dunno why ehx. so free to blog dese daes. okie. shall sae abt todae first. reach workplace quite early ehx. ard 8:15. but i slack til lik 8:40 then start work. haha. no filing. best! ivan n i slacked ard n waited for files to file cos we were too darn fast n finish filin wifin 2 hrs on sat. lol. so i did some research n help ad-hoc abit. then help uncle to locate files for loose sheets. slack, slack n more slack til lunch tym. was super hungry. wanted to haf my famous amos cookies n koko krunch for lunch initially. but i cant tahan aldy! so i wanted to go heart centre n buy rice. but i c lik gt nt much choice left so i bought mee siam. mee siam!!! so much fats. but i'm too hungry. no choice. aft tt, i ate my famous amos cookies! 9 pcs. 0oh shit man! gain fats, sugar n calories. didnt promise wat i said ytd. so aft lunch, dere's some filing. so ivan do L4 n dewi do basement n i do research again. haha. aft hrs n hrs of slacking. :) den helped file some oso. cos it's lik super nth to do. sianz... rotting. tok nth much todae. no filing. lesser tokin. saddened. aft work, go gym. lose more than 300 calories todae. wow! wif jus 10 more mins of workout than norm. i lose 50-100 more calories. but!!! sianx. came home n eat a teaspoon of tofu, a teaspoon of fish, 1/3 plate of steamed egg n a small bowl of soup. ate alot!!! stil feel hungry... so i ate a small pc of red bean bread. n 5 pc of famous amos cookies. arghx! went to bathe n c mum eat potato chip. so i ate 4 pcs. hokay. all my workout n gym n exercises n all tinks tt i do to burn calories n fats come to nought. forgt to sae tt i weigh myself. lose 1kg. haiz. but the tinks i eat make me gain 1 million kg.
i shld haf a system to reward myself for losing weight. for every 5kg i lose, i shall buy myself some accessories. for every 10 kg i lose, i shall reward myself wif clothes. til i reach my target. hope i can perservere n reach my target. *lookin forward to the new me.* :D
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20:37 |
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
a not so happie dae...
grandma went bac to malaysia todae. in de mornin. didnt manage to send her off. cos i working at 9. go out onli at 8:30. tot he wil b late so i took my own sweet tym. reach lik 8:55. go buy my prawn fritter n bank before gg work. to my surprise, he was dere sitting infront of de restaurant n wait for me to open de door. so we started to do opening. fried noodles n fish fillet. athari made it taste lik shih lin street snacks. darn nice. had a meal den start workin. did some orders first den dish washing. cos mdm wan them to learn everytink asap. arghz!!! i dun lik dishwashing. but no choice. finish washin the tinks n did food prep before i knock off. sianz. dun feel lik workin liaoz. how cum lik de whole world is waiting for me to quit this job? farni ehx. n i tink i will quit very soon. sianz can. dun feel lik workin dere aldy. den mdm made 'tang yuan'. special flavour. de soup is boiled from fruits n de ball ball are made of red bean n strawberry. i tink red bean one will taste better though i gt no chance to try it. ate on wif sour strawberry. quite nice ehx. den my dad came to fetch me home. bathe n immediately eat my famous amos cookies. quite a few pcs. i tink ard 6 or 7. fattening ah! FATTENING! then do my tinks which i lik nvr do for 1 wk. have dinner. black pepper mushroom n curry fish. dun friend carbo dese few daes. n for a period of tym i guess. den ate a small pc of chocolate cake from ytd. my grandma bdae. shall save the rest for tmr breakfast. :D arghz!!! input alot of fats, calories n sugar todae!!! cant slim dwn. shall cut cut cut down on my intake of fats, calories n sugar tmr!!! i m nt doin myself a favour. arghz!
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19:46 |
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