29th April 2006
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
22:03 |
Friday, April 28, 2006
some tinks abt me. =)
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Sleeping Beauty
You sleep a lot, but atleast you have those cool lil fairies by your side.
fast food
You don't really care what your future holds. You just want to make quick money without all the education and still be happy.
Writer/Poet
Slow and steady wins the race, always making sure you have it right- your somewhat of a perfectionest.
Depressed
You feel hurt and lost inside, its not funny. You want to die sometimes and can only see the black side of life, nothing other than that
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
20:25 |
Thursday, April 27, 2006
27th April 2006
*dogz rawks* woof roof roof
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
20:19 |
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
25th April 2006
hmmx. todae mornin temp takin. hw great was it. so fun. my thermometer nvr wash since sec 2. i was lik: diaoz. dun feel lik putting it into my mouth. but no chioce. stil mus take. 36.4. muahahahaha. first tym so high. usually is lik 35.sth de. okie... den take aldy i jus put bac wifout cleanin. dirty gal. hahaz. MT lesson, tcher showed us lotsa clips todae. i cried lik hell during de first one. de chicken tok abt itself. n a lil related to bird flu. it was damn touching n de chicken damn cute lar. =) [nobdy knew. phew~] i let yuko rite in my autograph bk todae. hers is damn funny n creative. all de info tt i wan is inside. shun post it here. miz my bk damn much. shall kip it for another couple of wks den let others rite. =) hmmx. GP chng new module le. fun. mine is crime n punishment dis tym round. every module, i bound to learn new tinks abt de topic. =) aft tt, pw tutorial. highlite of de dae. grouping!!! me, yanping, yih song, vincent n jie wei. hmmx. de grp is quite gd. at least all will cooperate n work lo. =) i m happie wif dis grp. n a nt so happie tink is tt.. my PI hor. dotz dotz dotz. i really run out of idea liaoz. kip kena rejected. haiz. gotta tink a few more. so til here. byez!
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
19:46 |
Saturday, April 22, 2006
22th April 2006
todae woke up 1/2 hr b4 my alarm clock rings. lol. den slack to 8:15 den wash up. late for sch liaoz. but nvm. gg bac sec sch n take prize. shld reach at 8:45 but i reach at 9 instead. wen office to gt my cert den up de hall n take prize. de whole ceremony lazted for 2 hrs. damn sianz. den wen my turn to go up de stage, ms chamb shoke my hand n sae : "congratulations. well done. ur skirt is very short." hahaz. i jus smiled n walk off. hahaz. i wore jj sch uniform larx. hahaz. i din tuck in de shirt n de skirt is naturally short. so it sims damn short. aft tt, wen to eat lunch. de food nt really nice larx. but edible. =) wen imm wif mama. wen to daiso to buy my sponge for shoes. but i cant find xin yuan stuff. dun haf de tink tt she describe. sobx. den wen walkin ard imm. giant! ate sushi. but mama dun let me buy my chocolate stuff. *sob sobx* nvm. nxt tym go dere den i eat. wen bac to je. ate choco ice kacang. yummy!! wen dis fashion to find clothes for interview. but cant find. de bubble skirt i want oso dun haf liaoz. den gt one black skirt i wan. but dun haf de size i wan. sianz. arghx!!! den cum home disappointed. tink i go jp find again. =) todae had a nice dae outside. hmmx. cum bac n set up class blog. yeah! n its done. but dunno y cant get c de webby lehx. haiz. shall go try out nw.
til here~ bye..
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
17:45 |
Thursday, April 20, 2006
20th April 2006
mondae. wen to sch quite late. was damn tired wen i reach larx. but PC. follow dunno which tcher. its damn luan. ended up, followed a netball tcher. train sprinting. siao liaoz. damn tired larx. den do half squat against a wall n we mus sing song. we sang twinkle twinkle little star. den london bridge. hahaz. so childish. JC turn into sum kindergarten. aft tt break. ask yuko sum qns den wen for econs lecture. damn sianz. but lesson sim to end fas. den go chn lesson. where galz sit at de laz row n melisa showed us sum picx. den break! wen to eat. yum yum. food's so nice. math tutorial. nth much. tcher teach de booklet. which is covered in sec sch. i jus cant figure out how to use de GC. den chem prac aft tt. which we din do ani prac. tcher go tru laz prac n practice calculations n revision wksht! which i gt booked for forgetin to do. actually is i dunno mus do. wateva de excuse larx. break again. forgt go where liaoz. den wen GP. todae i nt in de mood to listen. cos damn tired. but lucky de lesson easy to understand. yeah! de dae ends! but it rains at tt tym! den i sit in canteen n eat wif lili. den saw kun dere. wen to sit wif her ltr. til she finish eatin. den i go home cos she wait for her mum to fetch her. cum home, tried phy tutorial den slp le. sian sian dae.
tuesdae. chn lesson first tink in de mornin. i was even more tired den ytd. i tried my best to listen but nth goes in. n in de end, i fell aslp. den woke up for chem lecture nxt. again, nth goes in. i jus copied notes n tts it. lecture gonna extend todae cos laz wk we owed her. den mis de break. sianz. wen for civics aft tt. in hall. where i read my notes. den break! finally can eat. =)) den aft tt, wen for phy tutorial. which is nt in de least constructive. i asked a few qns den take a break. it was 'too much for me to bear' liaoz. de nxt break sat sumwhere near squash court wif bee hwee. she do portfolio n i read jap notes. melisa wen to play squash. i walk to n fro de corridor dunno hw many tyms til Mr leow sae i parading myself. wif my uniform tucked out. =p but he din sae anitink. so i dun care lo. den GP. todae pass up portfolio. i forgt to do de mindmap so i did it in class. n todae gt debate. was quite fun larx. melisa was quite hot aft tt. wen 305 n waited for our classmates to end den wen for seminar. i din really listen larx. dey sae cant do tutorial so i dae dream. muahaha. bad gal. :) aft tt, came home. studied a lil den slp!
wednesdae. phy lecture first. damn sianz. dun understand wat de lecturer tokin. so i jus copied notes in pencil. aft tt, wen for PC. todae follow de very funny tcher who kip starin at us n make us all laugh. i laugh til i cant do de exercises tt she wan me to do. den she jus walk awae. PC for us lik very slack for todae. den break. i din eat. cos i tot no CCA so cn go home eat. consult MR chin on phy instead. chem tutorial. received a sms sayin tt gt cdc mitin. haiz. sianz. so mus go... revise chem test truout de lesson. so din listen to tcher. =) den math lecture. mit terence on de wae to LT5 to get phy tys. i dun get wat de lecturer tokin. but its okie. i shall figure it out dis wkend. aft sch, wen to eat den consult Mr chin again. den ask another guy to explain phy to us. but haiz. gotta go cdc. sianz. wen dere 10 mins late n it haven start. we waited til 2:22 den finally gt pple step in n start de mitin. okie.. de mitin sae tt it is talentime audition. so no first aid lesson. ask us go support talentime. lame lara. de mitin oso lasted for 3 mins. den came home n slp. den eat cup noodles n start preparin for todae's test. de more i prepare, de more energetic i m. finally fall into a deep slp at 11:30. *deadz*
things to do:
1. make a class blog.
2. draw up a committee list for tcher
3. organise class party n outin.
4. buy stuff: all tys. wrappin pper [for bks] n pens! colored for notes n blue for daily work!
i guess tts all for todae. stil gt lotsa tinks. but its aldy very late. shall blog more nxt tym. byez~
i wanna watch eight below!!! dogs rulez...
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
17:59 |
Sunday, April 16, 2006
16th April 2006
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
16:27 |
Saturday, April 15, 2006
15th Feb 2006
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
19:05 |
Friday, April 14, 2006
14th April 2006
okie. ytd was a dreadfully long dae. nt tt lessons end late, but gt IDP. 0oh great! i begin to hate my IDP. jus feel lik ponnin for de nxt 2 wks. but tt wil b lik wastin my money. *pls tell me watta do* lessons end 2:30 ytd. but to me, it ends lik 2. hahaz. cos de laz period, pw tutorial, i ran out of de classrm. wen to concourse n look at de pw results of J2. hahaz. slackin outside classrm rather den consulting tchers. majority of dem gt band 2 or 3. but i hope i wil get 1 or 2. =D ytd was very tired. cant concentrate. so i kip reading storybk. stil, i cant concentrate. haiz. was a sian sian dae ytd. GP tcher tok damn fast n i dun even get a word in. omg! i cant pass promo liaoz. den chem lecture, lecturer kip scoldin us n she tok damn fast. i cun even copy dwn de notes tt i wanted. tt was great! she oso wanna extend lecture on tues. anitink larx. damn unhappie abt it. but wat cn i do? haiz. n almoz quarrelled wif my mum again ytd. i jus wanted to tok to her abt sch stuff n she tell me to concentrate on my studies. cn u imagine hw great tt was?! wen i dun wanna tok to her, she kip tokin to me. make me so irritated til i gt fed up wif her n wil alwaes end up quarrellin. wen i want to tel her wat happen in sch n stuff lik tt, she wil b lik: ur job is to study wel.. dun forget tt u appeal in.. blah blah blah. so fed up til i jus go rite into my bedrm n do hw. no pt listenin to all her crap. y cant she c tt i am grown up, ready to go out to de workforce? it's jus a matter of 2-3 yrs tym. i m being treated lik baby in sum waes. dun understand parents sumtyms. sumtyms it really makes me feel tt i m childish. n i dun wan tt. i wan pple to sae n feel tt i m mature. ai ya.. cum bac larx. den i read story bk til i feel aslp.
i woke up at 8 plus to read tt bk again to 2 plus den i fell aslp. n i finished readin tt storybk. end up, i din do ani tutorial. it's a waste of my tym. pack chem file, n took out all de tutorial tt i m suppose to do. to my surprise, i din do all my physics tutorial!!! n my test is on wed! hw great! nw, i jus dun feel lik studyin. my tutorial build up to Mt Everest. cn u imagine tt? n all due nxt wk. tts de greatest part of all. =( nw wif de IDP n all de tests oso nxt wk, i dunno hw to cope lo. n nw i m bloggin. lik tym wastin. shall go do my tutorial b4 it gets really late to start.
to dose who r readin my blog, pls go tagg. thnks =D
*i feel tired all dae __ YAWN*
`__ mature galz dun cry' _sobx_ ='(
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
18:48 |
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
12 April 2006
sundae go for breakfast den chiong tutorial again n wen out studyin wif bee hwee n kang sheng. kang sheng was late for abt 1 hr. bee hwee n i mit at 3 den we walk walk ard. haha. bought 2 nail polish. same color. 1 gt glitter de other one dun haf. den studied in library. saw lili as well. wen for dinner n walk ard popular den wen home. chiong tutorial again.
mondae.. i m so happie tt i complete my tutorial for tt dae. but i m almoz late for sch cos de bus came late. okie.. so i quarrelled wif my parents over dis issue. i was damn angry tt i dun even wan to tok to dem. in deir eyes, i m stil very childish. cant tink for myself. dey sae tt i act lik 8 yrs old. haiz. dey kip sayin i m 18.. but y cant dey treat me lik one?
tuesdae. almoz late for sch again cos 198 came late. okie.. is tiring todae. i din slp well for past few daes. n i slpt at 12mn.
wed. sch was okie. dismiss very early cos gt cca. i dun really lik my cca cos its damn sianz. din really concentrate on wat de tchers tokin. too tired. wanted to go for cca. but stella tell me she din go. so decided nt to go. at least she cn tok to me dere. den i was tinkin was cca to chng to. bee hwee n i wen to photog board to c. no info de lo. haiz. hope really cn chng dere. tok to alot of pple. finally wen home at abt 2:30. wen je n fotocopy my stuff. borrowed 4 bks n came home. online n slack. wanna do my letter but lazy arhx. i tink i do 1 enuff le. n dis irritation guy kip buggin me. i was lik damn pissed off liaoz. but i stil tok to him nicely. hmmx. my advice to him is tt : good partners r hard to find, so mus b patient. N love mus b cultivated n nt in verbal form. haha. i hope he gets my hint.
i go do my stuff liaoz. sianz. bye.
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
19:00 |
Friday, April 07, 2006
7th April 2006
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
17:46 |
Thursday, April 06, 2006
6th April 2006
haiz. i tot abt it for a very long tym on hw to to get my feelins rite, to cheer myself up n to bottom up my feelins. n todae, i finally blog hw i really feel. it takes alot of courage u noe??? although i noe nt alot of pple read dis, but i stil dun feel lik bloggin my real feelins. haiz. anitink larx. tinks dun go smoothly for me. feel lik tokin to yuko or bel. *sob sob*
yup. wil b mitin bel, linn, zhi n kun on sat to catch up wif one another. so yup... dis wil b de tink i lk forward to dis wkend at least. though me n kun study in de same sch. we dun c each other often. n wen i c her, she's alwaes tokin to her frenx. no tym for me... haiz. [to dose who r readin dis. pls do nt b offended. cos i m onli typin out my feelins.]
dis wk got lotsa hw. finally cleared my GP for todae. but... stil gt 2 more due by mondae!!! i m gg bonkers sn. n i took up an IDP: resume writing and interview skills. dere r so many tinks to do. nid to cut out 5 scholarship ads n 5 job ads. nid to write 10 letters as though i m really gg to interview for de jobs. n 1 long long resume. n dere r stil lotsa tinks to do larx. tmr mux pass up 500 words PI. great! i haven started anitink yet. jus too tired to do it.
enuff of all de sighins le. dis wk isnt quite smooth for me. i dread gg to sch. no choice larx. i chose dis road, so mux follow it to wherever it leads me. dere's no turnin bac nw... sch's bin okie for me. de lectures i listened, tried my very best to understand though i struggled to kip myself awake. i did all my tutorials at least. it shows tt i haf interest in studyin. so yup. tts abt it for dese 2 daes.
*i wil try my best to cheer up.__ *smilex* =D
hope i cn b okayy.. yearn to return to my normal life...
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
20:22 |
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
4th April 2006
0oh great. todae i feel very tired but happie. =) woke up at 6:05. but i slack ard on my bed til 6:15. so actually i wen out late feelin very tired. den read my storybk on de wae to sch. i reach lik ard 7:20. todae lks weird. de traffic is very lite. as compared to other daes. i jus walk across de road wifout really lookin out for cars. den stand at field to wait for kun. we mit to tok. hahaz. den tok til jj spirit almoz ended den we wen to our classes. was feelin very happie. den wen for MT. slpt at first. den tcher ask us do corrections. so i woke up n read storybk. i lied to her tt i dun haf corrections to do. hahaz. plain lazy me. :p den tcher go tru de idioms for another wksht. ask us copy dwn. n i dun do it. hahaz. i jus do all other wkshts n finish dem by end of lesson. n i did it! great! cn slack for other daes liaoz. =) den wen LT5. chem. wen de tcher stil teaching chpt 1, i read my storybk. den wen she start chpt 2, i listened!!! first tym listen to lecture so attentively! omg! i cant belief myself! sumore i listen to de subject which i hated most[other den GP].. lol. den break. i hate dis!!! everydae canteen oso flooded. okie... wen to eat. cos canteen is flooded, we haf to wait for seats. aft tt, we go buy our food. end up, i was late for civics. aft civics wen outside art rm n slack. wait for physics. which is so sianz. in tt class, no reception sumore.. haiz. den haf to entertain myself wif my storybk n den slp! onli woke up at de laz part to listen sum of de tinks. cos tcher is lik alwaes nvr ans my qns one. so i dun even bother to ask. =( den 1 hr break! wen canteen n slack ard. den go GP. so sianz larx. i dunno wat i did for 1.5 hrs dere. but i enjoyed. i tink i slack... de whole lesson was lik msg pple, tokin to my fren, tok abt all de stuff xcept for de module. hahaz. den wen for PW tutorial. where i slack even more. tok to my frenx, play, walkin out of classrm n explore de sch. lk at all de class deco. omg! wen sch ends, wen to study wif hui ying dey all. til i receive 3-4 calls fr my hse. cos i din tell anione i stayin in sch. den haf to rush back. i lik onli stayed for less den 2 hrs. all i did was to copy all de notes n did sum phy qns. came bac, ate n do sum hse work. bathe n wanna do my hw. so tired! *yawn*. but i cant slp yet. dere r stil lots to do!
til here. bye.. nites. =)
i wish...
i wish...
i wish tym could b turn bac
i wanna restart all over again....
我.爱.水.母.头
21:14 |
Monday, April 03, 2006
3rd April 2006
saturdae: woke up very early cos i cough real badly n cant slp. den lie on bed n finish reading 2 story bks den wake up. wash up n wen out to get breakfast cum lunch. bought 2 tubs of ice cream on de wae bac. den ate my food n 1 tub of choco ice cream!!! =) den slack online n slp at 2 plus. wanna woke up at 3plus initially. den end up woke up at 4 plus. feelin very giddy. so slp again. den woke up close to 7. my bro bought me dinner. =)) i woke up to eat n den... it's ice cream tym! i shared wif my bro another tub of ice cream n we finished it!!! watched tv, do tutorial den read story bk n slp again.
sundae: woke up at 9 plus. tired. super tired. but cant slp animore. wen out to buy breakfast cum lunch. den eat aldy clean up hse. my aunt sae she wanna cum. okie. so which means i cant do tutorial liaoz. wif my noisy cousin. =p den tried to do sum research n slack ard online. saw amanda's blog n esther's blog. =)) den add amamda on msn. hmmx. den i kip walkin ard in hse n find sum wae to do tutorial. but i read story bk instead. so nvm. ate kfc for tea break. den dinner. hmmx. damn full. gain weight le larx!!! den send my aunt off n bought bread n cereal. i came home n do GP le lor. mux pass up by tmr. :) finish le den read story bks n slp.
mondae[todae]: wat a great dae it is. i wore lina's skirt to sch. actually mus reach sch by 7 for og mitin. but i reach at 7:20 instead. den end up dye haven discuss anitink. so we lik jus settle on nxt sat/gd fridae. gotta noe tt dis wk haf outin. hmm. den wen field n slack. mornin assembly n PC. hw 'great' de tcher is. ask us to warm up 4 rounds. which i was lik out of breath aft tt. cos of flu.. i haf to breathe tru my mouth. which is lik quite diff. den gt frog jump n duck walk. wth. nt fun at all. n de tcher's name is ms sai. okie... den break. i ate bread. den econs lecture where i wanna listen. but instead, i dae dream. cos really nt in de mood. den MT nxt. i slp tru lo. de tcher teach nt constructive one. =(( i prefer my 1st 3 mth chn tcher. den break. where i eat my cereal. mathai lesson nxt. even worse. nt in de least constructive. y cant we chng to a beta tcher? chem prac aft tt. which i made a mess on de table, de stool n de floor. hahaz. i win le lo. i pour chemical into de burette wifout lookin at it. i tok to my frens n slack instead, tt explains y de chemical spill. den slack for de nxt break. wen to de haunted toilet. den played wif de lites wen my fren is alone inside. made alot of noise. JC dun look lik JC. it looks lik pri sch. hahaz. but its okie. i enjoyed todae. den wen for GP. where todae is a slack lesson. den slack ard in class aft de lesson. bee hwee acc me to je library aft tt n we ate kfc. came home n bathe str awae. realised tt i haven bin washing clothes for dunno hw many daes le. haiz. den wash lo. hmmx. aft all is done, i eat my dinner. ice milo n milo wif cereal. haiz. lik breakfast lik tt. no choice. no tym to buy. ltr stil gotta chiong everytink out.
okie. til here~ gotta chiong tutorial liaoz. bye. nitez..
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
20:05 |