pls tell me watta do...
looking tru the university admission criteria n de course available. u guess wat? as usual. i stil dunno wat course to take. hahaz. n tts de reason y i study in jc so i dun haf to decide so early. n i stil haven make up my mind yet. but more or less, i know wat i wan. accountancy? business? engineering? wat?! de courses arent easy to get in... n wif my current grades, IMPOSSIBLE to get in. haiz. i guess, i predict n i m certain tt i will pass all my papers in A lvl. but dere will nt b ani A's. tts sad rite? haiz. lik tt how to study in uni??? wat's nxt?
testimonial is takin my life away. shld i claim de missing CIP hrs? i want to. but i m lazy to. hahaz. a really lazy pig is bloggin! =D
enuff le larx. lotsa tinks haven do yet. tts all.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:03 |
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
saddening...
mondae GP lesson, tcher showed us a video. it's abt global warming and its effects. suddenly, i realised tt it can bring abt more negative effects tt i can ever tink of. as least tt i know of. n ytd's newspper, it had 2 pgs of reports on global warming and its effects. its the hot topic for dis wk at least. i jus came to library to take ytd newsppers. but dun haf cos all was taken laz nite. so i went to c the mag side. n guess wat?! i saw global warming again. sad. but it focused mainly on the ice berg which is shrinking/melted and the animals which are affected by it. polar bears are dying. species tt depend on ice are shrinkin. suddenly. i feel lik crying. sad. cos the animals are dyin. i feel for dem. dunno y. perhaps, in my past life, i was an animal. haiz. it's cos of human's fault.
sometyms i wish i wasnt born at all. into dis world. at least i wulden get to c the ugly world. the dying of animals n pple who are close to me. the riots n war n fights in human life.
another tink. ahh!!! dun b angry wif me animore... sorry.
tts all~ i stil wan to eat. =)
我.爱.水.母.头
10:50 |
Sunday, June 24, 2007
wat a productive dae. =)
haha. u din ask me why i wan to clear my room? cos more n more insects found their homes or form their homes in my room. i wan to get rid of as many tinks as possible so tt dey cant haf their homes n i can slp in peace. =) was so happie tt i found my home econs txtbk. which means tt i can make biscuits n muffins n lots n lots of food i lik. =) yeah!
okie. til here. i online nt to blog or chat but to complete my testimonials. hee. =D
我.爱.水.母.头
15:24 |
Saturday, June 23, 2007
nt a gd dae for me maybe...
todae mit lili to go vivo n popular to buy tinks. i go vivo mainly to find him. n i did get to c him at 3 plus. so i was tellin him abt wat mel n i did ytd. though i cant remember all tt has happened ytd. haha. tts wat my blog is for. n i commented on his gf. wat did we do? we lik did nth. din tok much. for the 1.5 hr tt we met, i kip tryin to find tinks to tok to him. but. haiz. nth really much to tok. but he scolded me for kip commentin on his gf cos he dun lik it. i noe. ... den tok to him abt me wanting to do business. muaha. den we argue this n tt. farni larx. told him to call me on his off dae den we go out to eat. he say he is gg to move hse very soon. to novena. his gf quitting breeks soon. work in a hotel as accountant. was argue-in wif him where novena is. hmmx. tts all. din really tok much. so i asked him: do we haf chance to mit again? he said yes. n i ask him if his words can b trusted. he said no. i tink wat i tink is perhaps rite. i mus adjust myself to nt tink of him tt much. i told him tt i cant mit him as n wen i lik animore. cos i nid to study. n i tink he said sth fr de bottom of his heart. he confessed tt he dun lik to call me cos i kip hitting him. he wen bac to eat at 5 den me n lili go walk ard.
walk awhile den go cityhall wif her. to get her testimonial stuff fr her ex classmate. wen IMM popular. buy tinks n cum home. onli ate 1 ice cream outside.
tts all~
我.爱.水.母.头
20:54 |
what a happie dae ytd aft so long... =)
n u noe wat?! my blogger has some problems. i took one hour jus to sign in. sianz. but i stil cant figure out wats my actual username. i noe my password. help!!! haiz. since i m here, jus blog first. de rest figure out ltr. haiz. tinks are stil nt done n sch is reopenin de dae aft tmr. tinks nt done:
1. testimonials!!!
2. tutorials ( laser n semiconductor, normal distribution, poisson distribution, binomial sth de. )
haiz...
on a higher note! i went out wif mel ytd. muaha. my aim is to pass her present. was out wif lili for lunch. KFC miso crunch. it's okie. normal. but i tell u. dun ever try tt again. cos ur hands wif haf de smell all day long. i had lunch at 11 plus 12 lik tt. i stil used a lot of soap to wash my hands. but the smell still dere. den we went IMM walk walk. i wanted to buy my nail polish. n i gt it. pink! muaha. den cont walkin ard. wen popular den comics connection. mel msg sae mit at 4. go vivo. i onli left IMM at 3 plus. den came home. take de present. out at 3:50. i was at de bus stop wen she msg me sae mit at 5. den i went home. bathe n eat a sausage. my hair was so oily n sticky n stuff. so i gel up my hair. omg! n it dun turn out nice. den wen out. i was late okie. sianz. den we went vivo. i dunno hw to walk to north east line. muaha. farni sia. den we spent a lot of tym walkin. figuring out how to go. den she wen to buy wax first. go c david. haha. he din take long to c us dere. he work le. so we walk ard. go eat. breeks. fish n chips. we took very long to finish de food. den i was listenin to songs n tokin to her rather den eatin. c his gf. wahh! she really gt nice figure i must admit. if i were a guy, i wuld woo her. treasure her david. she is a good catch. we went walkin ard. den wen home at 9 wen she mit her fren. hee. it was fun but short. ...
tts all. haiz. wan figure out my blog. wats wrong!!!
我.爱.水.母.头
11:51 |
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
sianz...
it's bin really looonnngg since someone tagged on my taggie. i tink it has sum prob. nvm. pple. jus wait patiently. i will gif my blog a major restructuring at de end of the yr! muaha. new taggie. new URL. most imptly, new blogskin! =D im sick n tired of my blog skin. nt becos of the pink. but i wan more complicated ones. more fun. =)
it's de 3rd dae of common test. mondae was GP. it was really tough. to me. so confirm fail. math n econs de nxt dae. math. diff sia. actually nt really diff. is complicated. gif me more tym n i will b able to figure them out. did most of them half wae. den break. bought my own lunch. maggie noodle wif hotdog n crabstick. den study econs. econs pper was easy to me though. but mus tink further. haiz. evaluation. dead. i m so proud of myself. i onli left one qns blank. 1 completed both essays. muaha. den came home n study chem. all the way til 12am. but din finish studyin. woke up early is mornin to study. chem test was actually quite easy. but i m nt familiar wif all the reactions n part of the syllabus. so... again. dead. i hope i can pass. so dunnit to go remedial.
sianz. til here. gg to study physics to prepare for fridae.
我.爱.水.母.头
13:56 |
Friday, June 15, 2007
Life really sux...
i dun feel really stress out rite now for the MYE tt wil commence 3 daes ltr. dunno y. weird rite? n i havent done ani proper revision til now. sianz. radio really distracts me. i guess i shall jus stop listenin for todae. i feel lik givin up. dun feel lik studyin animore. my heart is actually outside. shopping, enjoyin myself. not on studies. haiz. save me!!! pls gif me a miracle!
tinks tt i afraid most during the hols:
1. gain weight
2. school reopen
3. Exam!
我.爱.水.母.头
12:53 |
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
What went wrong???
woke up at 10 dis mornin. wif my panda eyes. felt so sad tt i dun even wan to step out of my hse. y doesnt it get beta? i tot i slp more will b a lil beta. though nt totallie disappear. i will b a lil happier. haiz. so i wen to coffeeshop n buy my so called breakfast, came bac, n eat. i din sweat alot though. sianzZ. which means, i gotta work doubly hard ltr on my workout to sweat more... bathe n polished my finger nails for an hr. apply some nail polish on my hands n legs as well. guess wat? it din turn out nice. at least, nt to my perfection. while i was bathing, i was tinkin of lip sticks, blusher, foundation n all sorts of make-up. yea. since wen did i lik make-up so much? perhaps, i haf grown, even to de extent tt i dun even noe myself animore. tinkin bac, i used to hate make-up so much tt i dislike pple who spends lotsa tym making up b4 gg out. it's a total waste of tym. but now, though i tink of make up n stuff, i dun wan to waste too much tym makin up. JUZ B NATURAL. =D i will luv myself even more.
~i just dont understand tinks sumtyms~
我.爱.水.母.头
14:13 |
Monday, June 11, 2007
arghz! i feel so blessed n tired at the same time...
woke up at 9 plus dis mornin. onli brush teeth at 10 plus. cos i noe my mum wun bother to go dwn for breakfast at tt hr. den slack. ate titbits. wash my bag n pencil box. cos i wan to put the turtle on my bag wen sch reopen. den watch tv. half wae, my mum bring us go dwn for food. den to sheng siong n buy tinks. was lookin for my whatever and anything again. then my mum say no more whatever and anything. she said no way. cos she dun wan me to buy. whatever is stil in my fridge. =) wen we came home, its 2. so i bathe n do my hw. i took almost 3 hrs to study 3 pcs of organic chem. haiz. wasted alot of tym todae. sian. tmr i shall work doubly hard. no cure.. no cure.. then watch tv n study at the same time. exercise nxt. it's useless. den tv n read mag. bathe n watch tv again. do organic chem at the same time. steamboating. =) 1.5 hrs. waste tym... den wash plates n bowl. now den sit dwn n blog. haix.
i realise tt i din do proper tutorial aft a wk n i m beginin to dunno-how-to-do de org assignment. sianz. nid to refer bac to all the notes previously. haiz. nvm. shall do sum ltr.. at least complete.
suddenly, i miss him. he's cumin bac on dis thu. but... i m nt really excited abt it. ironic? yes, it is.
things spoil my mood easily. dun feel lik typing animore. haiz...
tts me. tts all.
我.爱.水.母.头
21:47 |
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Arghz!!!
my revision plan hasnt bin gg very well. de whole plan postpone for a very very very long tym. 1st wk supposed to b physics. but den, i used 1 dae to pac file, another 2 daes to study de basics. 1 dae to go out. laz dae to complete tutorial. GONE! as tym passes. den GP dae. i used for phy. but nt productive either. 2 daes for econs. rather productive. =) i really studied n understand. den 2nd wk for math. tues was a super long dae for me till i feel so stressed out. so i rested at nite. wed wen chalet for whole dae. thu i practised differentiation n abit of integration. fri math dae! yeah! at least i practised. ytd oso. but i lik did nth. 1 chpt can take me de whole dae. lik integration... todae was supposed to b for GP. but i used it for math. P&C n probability... tmr onwards is for chem. dead. dead. dead. i mus really start studyin...
went sheng siong todae wif mum to get titbits n my whatever and anything. my anything was sth lik sarsi. i haven drink whatever yet. muaha. den cont studyin math til 5 den exercise. den do tinks... bathe, eat dinner til nw den blog. omg! i m supposed to slim dwn. in de end, i had a sumptous dinner.... was so angry wif my dad laz nite. cos he ate up my laz pc of MARS bar. i had 8 pcs of assorted choco. i onli ate one. de other 7 gone. n guessed wat i did?! i ate 7 almond choco n 5 cadbury choco fr australia. wahh! confirm gain weight de. haiz. i guess i gotta work harder....
mel chnged her blog skin! arghz!!! i oso wan to chng mine. but i got no tym to do all dese 'stupid' tinks rite nw wen i cant even complete my revision for MYE... i hope tmr will b a beta dae n i can finish my rev on tym. god bless me pls...
~fan wei qi's i think i is very nice =) ~
我.爱.水.母.头
20:08 |
Saturday, June 09, 2007
just some tots...
i start to miss him. but nt really alot though. hopin tt dis hol i can c him at least once. sims lik no chance... he's in malaysia. nid to wait til 14 jun... he cum bac. but common test de followin wk n sch reopen. haiz. cant c him animore. ... til fate bring us tgt again.
alot of tinks are gg on in my life. haiz. ...
我.爱.水.母.头
20:53 |
lil tinks abt me... onli 70%-80% tru.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:50 |
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
it was a... happie dae i can sae...
okie. ytd, i gaf myself tym to cool dwn as well as todae too... i guess i m too overload wif studies stuff. sometyms, studyin can b so stressful. decided onli to start tmr. so i wen chalet wif sabina todae early in de mornin. we mit at 6:45 but reach lik 8 plus. omg! i had muffin at home. den wen tampines ate fried noodles n siew mai. set off. i oso dunno where exactly to alight. luckily i alighted at old changi hospital. or rather, aft it. den we walked bac to fairy point bungalow. muaha. had quite an easy tym lookin for it. sabina saw sharifa standing dwn dere, at de door. den we wen in. dey were sweeping de floor. i din help. cos dey are almos done. it was hot. i wen in to de room n put stuff. den go nxt door. wait for de event to start. b4 de event start, we had a meal first. biscuits n choco. i had biscuits onli. din eat choco. i was a facilitator for hong kah sec. my grp was quite fun. build tallest tower. i ask dem to stick to ceiling. but de other grp won cos dey stick on lampost. den egg-game. use straw to wrap egg to make sure tt egg dun break wen one throw de structure. my grp won. de egg din break. den breakfast tym for dem. i follow oso. drank coffee n tea. ate bread, curry puff n cakes. bac to activity. brainstorming of problems, assessment of problems n tinkin of solutions. it's lunch tym. i ate lontong, fried chicken n spring roll. drank water oso. bac to activity. best of best. choose de best solution n develop further. den OTOT[own tym own target.]. i wen bac to join de other grp. dey haf air con at least. cont wif deir activities while i played wif hp. kinda fun lar. had teabreak again. titbits... choco... CSI [crime scene investigation] nxt. quite fun. we can play wif all diff kinds of power n make de fingerprints show. wen into room to record all evidence. quite fun larx. it will b beta if dey make us identify de criminals. =) den wash up, pack n we sat dere chatting. in de room. we din bathe cos gt bbq. we chng onli. muaha. so we tok abt crimes n stuff. den i wen to watch tv follow by ceremony. sharifa cried. so sad larx. a few yr 1 oso wan to cry liaoz. but i din. i was okie. nt really sadden by de fact tt i m stepping dwn. all tinks will cum to n end. i noe. den wen to chng bac to shorts for dinner. cos i dun lik to wear skirt. n i wore FBT de whole dae. it was comfortable. length jus nice. material nice. color nice. ate fishball, lemon chicken, chicken wings, sambal fish, sotong, fried dumplings. my stomach wan to burst aldy. 8:30 de bus came n we wen home. so sad. laz tym we seeing each other aldy. took alot of choco, titbits n a can of beer home. tired. 2 daes din slp well le. :X wan to slp.
my attire for todae: yellow shirt [live camp]. black FBT shorts wif yellow logo. black slippers.
yellow n black all dae. =)
food tt i appreciated todae:
home: 1/3 delifrance choco muffin
tampines: fried noodle, luncheon meat n siew mai
chalet: 1 pc biscuit n 1 wafer cube[b4 breakfast]. 1 pc of crabstick butter bread. 3 cups of coffee n tea. 2 curry puffs. 2 pcs of cake. [breakfast]. 1 serving of lontong. 2 spring rolls. alot of chicken. 2 bottles of mineral water. a few cups of fruit punch. [lunch]. 1 choco wrap wif strawberry waffle. 2 handful of biscuits. [teabreak]. 1 veg. 2 sambal fish. 2 lemon chicken. 1 fishball. 3 chicken wings. 1 pc sotong. many fried dumplings. a few cups of fruit punch. [dinner]
tts all! bye~
我.爱.水.母.头
23:43 |
Saturday, June 02, 2007
todae is a... er hmm...
jus clicked lizhen's nick. i happen to c her display pic. is her n min loo. miss her alot. but dere's nth i can do aldy... cherish wat i haf rite nw is more impt.
i miss him.
i miss her.
i miss her..
我.爱.水.母.头
20:53 |