Fanfic freaks!!
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Katie345/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Justina_Ger2/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Justina_Ger3/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/dolphins_03/ <-- mvp part 2.. http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/evilone/ <-- dis is nice! S.H.E fans.. pls read it! http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/energy_toro91/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/she_energy/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/shj2/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/lurve4/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/DrEaMz/
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
20:46 |
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
12th July 2005
i feel tt dis journey is me n onli me.. alone. monsters, huge rocks and deep holes are there for me [alone] to overcome them. do u noe wat it feels lik to b fighting alone? Laz tym i dun noe.. nw den i noe.. cos of sth. den i realise tt 12345678910 is really really impt. 1234567 pls cum to me.. i nid 1 123 ard.
i feel tt my life is full of regrets. i really hope tt i cn start all over again. but i noe tt no matter hw many tyms i wish, it wil nvr cum tru. one person cn onli live once. dere's no reincarnation. so i hope tt dis yr cn end very very sn. i wan to move on to another stage of my life to mit new pple
n experience new tinks. forget de past n move on to the future. i find tt fr my childhood til nw, i've nvr bin happie b4. nt really happie. de onli happy tym was my b'dae dis yr. or rather, it was memorable den happie. nvm. rite nw, deep dwn in my heart, it's jus a bottomless empty pit. so depressing. i hope i cn go tru dis ordeal wifout much difficulty. dun try to heal it for me cos it wil nvr b healed.
i've bin hurt by pple.. alwaes hurt by pple.. pple take me for granted. dis alwaes happens. i dun lik it. in de end, i onli feel hurt. but nt de sweetness n contenment of havin frenx ard. y m i lik tt??? fancy getting hurt once n again. it feels lik a fool u noe? alwaes fall into ppl's trap. m i really tt gullible? y do pple alwaes haf to cheat me n hurt me? i oso haf feelins too. jus tt my negative side is nt alwaes shown. i do nt appear wat i m u noe??? hu understands me? sadx.. sadx.. n more sadx.. i wulden let out my hands n let pple injure them again! i nt stupid k?!
curdle up lik a ball in a small corner of nowhere. hope tt my life cn b beta.
dis r onli my views.. nt referin to anibdy, anione.
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
18:16 |
Saturday, July 09, 2005
9th July 2005
dis few daes i ve bin feelin so dwn. tuesdae n wednesdae sth bad happen. dun wish to mention here. den wed n thurs i watch superstar n practice math. fridae gt a math test. den thursdae nite, i stay up n watch de results for superstar. so angry.. humph!! Derrick, Lijun n Kelly were out!!! arghx! dey haf to go revival round to get back!!! i immediately off de tv n wanted to slp. but i can't.. sobx sobx. no mood. den fridae go sch met sally n we sit in de parade square n tok abt superstar tinky.. den i practice math. moodless.. i wanna cry aldy.. whole dae quiet quiet. den kip doin de wrong tinks. haiz. math test isn't a breeze. i wil work very very hard for de nxt tests.. MOODLESS
yar.. i cut my fringe aldy. on wed. cut lik hebe's hairstyle.. slant one..kekex. kinda happie abt it. at least wif de fringe. den on thursdae i trim until beri slope..kekex. k larx. until here.. i wanna focus on studies.
starry starry nite.. byez.
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
20:01 |
Saturday, July 02, 2005
2nd July 2005
1. http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Kel2/ <-- mvp valentine
2. http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/sUnsHiNe/
3. http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/sUnsHiNe2/
4. http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Autumn_Leaves/
hope dose who read dis blog go read fanfic! it rox! no. 2 n 3 r nicer!!! mus read 2 n 3 together worx!
okie.. tt abt it.. gtg tata~
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
21:50 |
Friday, July 01, 2005
1st July 2005
my oral was ytd. nice one.. hehex. cn skip assembly. i prepared daes n nitex n during lesson tym for de oral. i was well prepared. i kip on reading n memorising til its my turn. de reading aloud.. easy sia! de passage is abt learning chn. no sheng zi. easy easy read one.. but den.. i distracted by de tcher arhx. haiz. den end up fr cn read becum can't read den stammer all de wae... de news part is abt s'pore idol or sth lik tt. i dunno hw to ans. wen tcher prom me den i cn ans. den de conversation part is abt generation gap. tt one okok larx. hehex. de whole tink end le.. i saw my markx too! 6,7 n dunno wat. haiz. hope cn get an A1 for my MT O Lvl. wishh upoon a starr...........
den aft de whole tink, i go reflect on myself. y can't i jus concentrate??? mayb i culd haf gorten higher markx. haiz. no pt tinkin le. aniwae ish over. i cn onli do wel for listenin. tt's de onli part which i cn rely to get A1. god.. pls gimme an A1 bahx.
yar.. n todae ish St.John dae as well as NCC dae. todae is de first tym tt i put up my SGT rank. but no diff larx. dun feel proud or wateva. den lk tt lor. todae short dae. aft sch gt remedial cos sudheeran can't finish teaching. lik tt lor. den ltr go eat KFC den wen chuan linn hse to play wif doggie. hahax. her dog very ke lian. n dis is oso de first tym i saw a dog cry. sad. sob sobx. den ltr 5:15 go off le.. reach home at 6:30. shag arhx. ltr go read story bk den slp le. tmr stil gt 2.4.. haiz.
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
19:19 |