21st Jan 2006
hmmx. let's start wif todae. kekex. woke up at 6. wash up n do tutorial. 7:40 left hse n go sch. for de ogl interview. i wasn't panicky at all. hahaz. i jus wen in, crap wif pple den wait for dem to call my name n go for interview. hahaz. rani, ivy, francis, one other guy [forgt his name] n i were in a grp. hahaz. interviwer was shu hui n patricia. we went in n greeted dem. 1 person one word. hahaz. dey were laughin. so aft tt, we sat dwn n dey interview us. dey asked us 5 qns n we did 2 cheers. tat's all. damn short lo. 9 plus, interview ended. den we sat ard in de canteen. 10 plus... qk n i wen je food junction eat. she ate toast, drank milo n zhu chang fen. i ate noodles. den we shared a choco ice kacang n mini melt ice cream. hahaz. den i came home n slp. until 6 plus den bathe n eat.
let's recap.
8 jan. slp until 11 plus den wake up. so tired. jus came bac fr camp. havin fever. wen to take scholarship. saw wei long, tian tian n a gal fr jurong sec. i dunno wat her name. but she is currently in JJC. den we tok n chatted truout de whole session. aft tt, i wen all ard de west area to find a mag. but in vain. sianz. S.H.E.. so sad. den came home n slack.
9 jan. wen sch den go woodlands to pass my cousin S.H.E cd. she help me to get it signed!!! den came home to slp. tired.
10 jan. wen out wif my cousin til late at nite. gt bac my cd. omg! i m so over de moon!!! hahaz. gt deir signature but very messy. i bought nth.
11 jan-13 jan wen sch. den go home. life in JC so sianz. lecture n lecture n more lectures.
14 jan. finally gt one dae cn play le! 0oh yeah! i slpt at 9 laz nite den woke up at 7 to do tutorial. den wen to mit debbie n go habourfront together. todae gt family outing. we played in de water. gt cheer, gt games n dance. hahaz. i was pratically soaked dere for a few hrs. den onli gt up a few tyms. to sun tan n to bury yuko in de sand. hahaz. qk was damn tan. wen she walked pass, she called me, but i dun recognise her. it took me damn long to figure out who she was. hahaz. den 2 plus, we gt up to bath. den wen off to 7-11 buy tinks. den debbie, yiting, grace n i wen to mac n ate. wait till de guys came den grace n i wen off. i came home. stil gt food to eat. cos celebratin my bdae. hahaz. but i was too tired to play. i jus tried to b happie. wen my relatives wen home, i bath n slp immediately.
15 jan & 16 jan. forgt wat happened. i was appointed de vice chair. nt fun at all. wen tcher choosing, i was hiding. but she stil chose me.
17 jan n 18 jan. wen sch. 17 jan gt track n field. wen for tt. so damn sianz. was rainin. den onli ran sch compound den do intro n nth le. wen to mit isabel n hazel. ate KFC. walk ard n chat. wen home at ard 9 plus. bathe n slp. 18 jan. wen sch. so damn sianz. qk led de class to sing bdae song. cos todae my bdae. den aft sch, fill up ogl form, wen cafe den go og mitin. nth was settled in de end. hahaz. den my og sang me bdae song again. damn loud. de whole canteen was lookin at me. aft tt, i wen for tkd. quite fun larx. but gt lotsa tinks nid to remb. den aft tt, wen canteen to sit wif qk n her frenz. den wen to sit wif yiting, debbie, cheng wei n boon heng. aft tt, yiting, debbie , cheng wei n i wen jp. ate kfc again. sat dere eat n joke. wen we wen out at 8 plus, sumbdy called me. ms chow n mrs lim. omg! so long nvr c dem liaoz. den we chat awhile den wen off le. i was slacking ard in jp. wait for yuko. den walk ard. aft tt, wen pasar malam walk until 10 plus den came home. mus find new yr msgs den cn slp. slpt at 2am. omg!
19 jan. woke up at 6 am. den slp again. hahaz. in de end, make it in sch onli at 7:25. lol. den truout de lesson, very tired. but i din slp. aft pc, stayed bac n do de lantern. finished at 6pm. den wen home.
20 jan. yi ting n debbie bdae. but dey din go sch. was havin flu todae. wear jacket whole dae u noe??? i din even sweat abit. hahaz. was very very tired tts all. din take pc. aft tt, wen to je library to borrow 2 bks on psychology. hahaz. i jus love it. actually i wan to borrow majong bk. but dun haf. den sat in jec to read n wait for yuko. wanna get cheers fr her den ask her sing sch song. hahaz. den came home, slack n slp. dun feel lik doin tutorial.
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
19:09 |
Monday, January 09, 2006
5th to 7th Jan 2006 [[de camping daes!!!]]
Camp dae 2 - i woke up wen i heard de first alarm clock sounded. i was tired. sumore stil gt mornin PT. de PT onli gt push up, jumpin jacks n stretching onli. nt tough one. hahaz. but i stil dun lik it. aft tt, wen for breakfast at family spot den mornin assembly. de breakfast was okie. aft tt we had telematch. very fun. can get wet n soapy. stil gt flour n fruit smash. lol. but i dun mind! hahaz. debbie partnered wif me. we cheated again! lol. sum of de tinks we forget to do. aft dis is mass dance again. one dae learn alot. but i dun remb even one. hahaz. lunch tym. if i din remb rongli, its fried noodles n chicken wing! omg! damn nice. finally get a 'decent' meal liaoz. but i oso din finish. de noodles very oily n de chicken wing so so onli. at least beta den wat we had ytd. hahaz. i m very choosy rite?! lol. den aft lunch was WORLD OF COMBAT!!! omg! de games r even more fun den telematch. all de games gt soap or water one. sum gt 2. we wil get wet! lol. jus my cup of tea. we played swimming fun. where we haf to play scissors, paper, stone wif opponent. de winner get to get dwn n soak water den fill up a bottle. de grp which fills de bottle first wins! hahaz. den again, our grp cheated. pass it on.. de transportatio of chairs fr one place to another. our ogl helped us n we won! hahaz. stil gt slippery polo. den wild wild wet. nice.. tt one gt slide. again... our grp cheated. lol. hmmx. floury flour, all de flour stick on my body. diff to clean up. fruit fiesta. dis game is real fun but we wil get real dirty. we haf to sit on floor [damn rough] n throw de fruits ard. lik captain's ball but use fruits. de floor was dirty. all de fruits were smashed. dere was once i wanted to get de banana den i injured myself. i forgt de floor was rough! omg! n de wound swell. dun care larx. cont playing. captain's bomb, sandwich game n tug of soap. aft tt is dinner tym for us. no mood arhz. so dirty.. nt n de mood to eat. but no choice. dinner wasn't very nice. chicken chop, fries, n mixed veg. wah! nt nice one. i gave awae all de fries. den i eat chicken n abit of rice. although i nt full, but nt nice, so i dun wanna eat. den go bathe. dis tym quite gd. i onli haf to q for awhile. aft bathing tym is JJ nite! wooo... everydae bathe lik nvr bathe. hahaz. we had cheers, songs n mass dance. wahh! it was fun man. i lost my voice. but nvm, i enjoyed it. stil gt lite sticks cn take. de mass dance abit messy cos too many pple liaoz. very squeezy. diff to dance. it's lik kip steppin n knockin onto others. aft whole tink was over, i was aldy shagged. eyes half closed liaoz. but tonite cn slp early. sumore in de classrm. aft JJ nite, we ate supper... but i drank alot of water n eat sweets onli. hahaz. den go bac to classrm. shiok. we on both air cons on at 19 deg. lik freezer. but i stil sweatin. den we x chng contacts den chat until 12 plus wen moz of dem fell aslp. stella, pei shan, li hui, hui li, yi ting n me stil cont to chat n shared jokes. aft li hui, raseena, yi ting fell aslp, stella n hui li tell ghost story. omg. i dun dare to slp liaoz. abt 1 hr ltr, pei shan had asthma. we brought her out n rest cos in de rm too cold liaoz. i increased de temp of air con. stella brought out her jacket, socks n track pants. we forced her to chng into dem. den abt 1:45 den we wen in n slp. de 3 of dem fell aslp almoz immediately. i sianz. den lie dere. wanna slp. but wen i close my eyes, all de cheer ran tru my mind. omg! n all de actions n stuff. although i increased de temp, it's stil very cold. omg! i cant slp. den i woke up at 3 to look at pei shan. cos i very cold. so i c hw she was. she is lik so deep in her dream land. i was cold lik hell. wen i was abt to slp bac, yuko called me. omg! i aldy tried to avoid contact wif her aldy. cos i aldy dun haf enuff slp. she wen outside de classrm to slp. aft tt, i tried very hard to slp bac. but too cold. i push my whole self in de slpin bag. stil cant slp.
Camp dae 3 - i woke up quite early in de mornin. a lil b4 alarm rings. i tink yuko fone ring first den followed by others. arhx! it signals de tym to wake up! den i jus wake up n brush teeth n pac. my bag is so much heavier den wen i came for camp. although i tro awae alot of stuff. no choice larx. aft brushing teeth, pack bag, take foto, arrange tables den go bac to hall. i was too shagged to even open my eyes. wen i reach de hall, i jus slp dere. hahaz. den go dwn for breakfast. me no appetite to even eat. dis is de worst breakfast i've ever eaten. roti prata. den aft breakfast is area cleaning. wahh! gt pple help us clear liaoz.. we onli haf to clean family spot. aft tt, wen bac to hall. den we played emotional web. hahaz. where we cn hear de opinion of others truout de camp. aft tt, we had foto takin n sang a few songs b4 we go bac to hall. gd gd. dis tym i tot cn slp. but we haf to rite dwn our tots for each other on de pper. dere r songs, story n powerpoint slides. den we gt t-shirt, orientation package n souvenir fr ogl. aft tt, my grp wen jp for lunch den go home.
countdwn to my bdae: 10 daes
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
18:23 |
Sunday, January 08, 2006
4th Jan 06
countdwn to my bdae: 13daes
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
17:59 |
3rd Jan 2006 [first dae in JJC]
countdwn to my bdae: 15 daes
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
11:44 |
Sunday, January 01, 2006
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/56crustSHE/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/kimtsin/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/joannemah/
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/lil_puppy/
It's a long long journey
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
14:45 |
happie new yr!!!
hmmx. but dis yr [2006] wun go too well for me i guess. jus read HOROscope.. n i felt tt it is HORRORscope. so sad. y mus it b me??? i jus hate to b 'used' by pple ard me. wat i wan is pple to b tru to me. haiz.. first tink tt cum to my mind nw is de S.H.E new song: bu xiang zhang da [dun wanna grow up]. haiz. de lyrics really touch my heart n reflect wat i feel rite nw. esp de laz sentence : rang wo men hui qu cong qian hao bu hao, tian zhen yu chun kuai le mei hao. every tym i hear tt sentence, tears wil trickle dwn my cheeks unknowingly. haiz. sch gonna reopen sn. really dun feel lik gg. goin into a new sch is really scary. i dunno wat wil happen to me in de future. i feel lost nw n i jus feel lik gg to a place named: 'escape' [nt de theme park. lol.] hmmx. escape fr reality is de best choice tt i haf nw. sianz. y cant i do tt? cos aft much reflection n tots, escapin is onli a roundabout. aft i finish walking de round, de prob is stil gg to b dere. dis is de first tym in my entire life tt i feel lik escapin. really really dun wanna grow up. sch reopen le.. i cant watch zhen ming tian nu ani more. i cant go crazy over S.H.E animore. sianz. y is adult life so sianz. nw i oso dunno wat i wan in life. hw i wish i was nvr born. so i dun haf to face all dese. haiz. i suddenly feel tt wat hebe n ella said in tt show applies to me nw : why isit tt pple born on de same yr, same mth n same dae haf diff fate? hmmX. dis is wat i wanna noe nw. but de ans provided to dis qns cn nvr b perfect. its jus lik askin: wat is luv. so i shall slowly figure out de ans for myself.
on a higher note, my uncle gets married todae! omg! first tym ever tt i attend my relative's wedding on 1st Jan. hahaz. too bad nt de whole family cn b dere. nvm. tonite i gonna eat to my content n sing my hearts out! omg! stress am i?? hahaz. no larx. me jus wanna enjoy myself n get really to battle de unforseen circumstances. k larx. til here. i wanna read fanfic liaoz. byez~
my new sch: JJC
countdwn to my b'dae: 17 daes.
...
*Sometimes it feels no one understands*
*I don't even know why*
*I do the things I do*
*When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul*
*Will you break down these walls and pull me through*
我.爱.水.母.头
14:11 |