Monday, January 31, 2005
31st Jan 2005
31st Jan 2005
todae very tired. in class, found tat i cannot concentrate. my fren kip tokin to me. oso can sae thnks to her. if nt, i will fall aslp. i was blur, giddy n my eyelids very de heavy! kip lying on de table. daedream. ever since i chng place, i becum blurer in sciences n beta in math. haiz. but dun tink gt ani improvement. i oso kip answerin tchers' qns. i wan a gd testimonial at de end of de yr! tmr wait till de tests over den chiong all subjects arhz! todae zaharha msg me during recess time. sori hor. but nvr c. cos nvr on hp. early noe.. i wil on le larx. den me ask for fone from my fren. den gt one n call her chat n chat. den go eat kfc. den later call her again. den chat. den go home. online n call her. she pro sia! electric... nice one. i can't do tat qns cos tcher nvr teach. is wei zhen ask me help her. ok lorx. aft we put dwn de fone.. i stil tinkin of tat qns. ohms law! finally tat ans cum out le! haiz. jus haf to apply it twice can le lorx.. k larx. nth much to rite for de dae.
todae is de last dae of January. lookin for a beta tmr. aniwae jus here to sae tat i cum up wif a time table liaoz. lolx. hope tat i really haf de determination to follow it bahx. dun feel lik studyin. dun really wanna grow up! :'( can i remain at 17 yrs old foreva?!
todae is de last dae of January. lookin for a beta tmr. aniwae jus here to sae tat i cum up wif a time table liaoz. lolx. hope tat i really haf de determination to follow it bahx. dun feel lik studyin. dun really wanna grow up! :'( can i remain at 17 yrs old foreva?!
我.爱.水.母.头
18:09 |
Sunday, January 30, 2005
30th Jan 2005
wah~ long x3 tym nvr slp tat long le. todae woke up at 12noon. break record le lehx. in my entire 16 yrs of life, my sundae i nvr slp beyond 9:30am.. except for once or twice slp till 10 plus. todae slp til 12 plus n my parents nvr wake me up. lolx. stil very tired lehx. regret 'ytd nite' slp so late! slpt at 3am lehx. haiz. cos nid to blog. stupid computer. dun let me go internet on fridae nite. haiz. den wake up liaoz straight away bathe. eat lunch liao den read daniel gimme de math file. den online awhile cos very de sianz. den later read again. tym pass so fast... cos i slp awae de whole mornin. de first tink i tot of wen i wake up is zaharah! lolx. she doin duty.. i slp lik pig. hahaz. den sumore so comfy.. air con blow till very cold. wahhahahaha~ k larx. den continue readin until 4 lik tat. i eat sweets n read his file at de same time. sori hor. gt ants u noe who to find.. :P. whole packets of sweets finish le lehx. den later do math lorx. practice PnC. sianz. tmr gt test on tat. haiz. tonite mus slp early.. tmr n tuesdae r long daes. wil get very tired de norx. practice until 9 plus den bathe n pack file. nw blog n later do hw.
i practice math until sian liao larx. i find tat my life very plain n boring. everydae go sch.. go home.. do hw.. online..blog.. practice math qns. haiz. but todae is my highest efficiency dae. did more den 10 math qns. sumore stil gt parts one norx. jia you~ hope tat sth can add colours to my life.~
i practice math until sian liao larx. i find tat my life very plain n boring. everydae go sch.. go home.. do hw.. online..blog.. practice math qns. haiz. but todae is my highest efficiency dae. did more den 10 math qns. sumore stil gt parts one norx. jia you~ hope tat sth can add colours to my life.~
我.爱.水.母.头
22:05 |
Saturday, January 29, 2005
29th Jan 2005
todae woke up at 9 plus cos stomach cramp. den lie on bed until 10 den wake up. bathe den eat. is already 11 liaox. wen rm to pack bag den do hw. wen i look up de clock, is already 12 le! omg! i quickly chng half u den ask mum for $. wen i step out of hse.. is already 12:05. goin b late le norx! den ran to de bus stop... pple tot wat happen. den chase aft bus... i msg jia min. dun wanna go alone. wen i reach, is 12:18. stil early. den wait for jia min at traffic lite. den trainees c me n dey greet. n saw lina instead of jia min. den wait for her norx. den we saw kittens. so cute! k larx. we already late le. jia min came exactly at 12:30. den walk in norx. as trainees take attendance, instructors stand dere play. mdm wei ting n staff sandy gave us tinks. wei ting gave me a card n s.h.e tink! so happie. den sandy gave highlighter! flower pattern one. so nice. thnks wei ting n sandy! i found tat sir koh likes S.H.E! den we wen police academy dere n train. de whole bus hor.. onli gt me n jia min as instructor. we so scared lor. sit until so stil. dun dare to move. finally reach le! we feel damn relieve!
finally gt chance to march le n i march in GOH lehz! i long long tym nvr march le! cos i sec 1 platoon sergeant since last yr... startin of de yr. nvr do proper drill for 1 yr plus le. den todae very hapi. march till very shuang! first time intensive marching. so giddy sia! wanna faint. den stomach cramp sumore. in parade, no energy to do drills. can't even stand straight. kip shivering. very obvious lor. leg gt blisters n gt sunburn larx. water nt eunff. den kip takin 1.5litres of water. i at least drink 2 bottles lorx. so damn thirsty. gt pple roll dwn de drain. so sadx for her. finally trainin end le. time to go back! yeah! dis tym gt officer sit wif me le! [as in same bus]. den i wanna slp. zaharah kip takin my photos. can't slp in peace. den later i wan slp again. she dis time take sweets lorx. i oso dunno wat isit. i jus open my mouth den bite. kip inside mouth very long. den slp again. den stomach cramp again. can't slp le. wake up.. ok lor. reach le. den get dwn. sit dere. wait for dismissal. sianz. wen IMM eat KFC. wen mini toons buy sweets. first time lehx! i dun quite like sweets lor. den later wen popular den top up fare card n go home le! nxt trainin is nxt wk! lookin forward to marching. marching rox!
concentrate on my studies n 6A1s will b on my wae!~
finally gt chance to march le n i march in GOH lehz! i long long tym nvr march le! cos i sec 1 platoon sergeant since last yr... startin of de yr. nvr do proper drill for 1 yr plus le. den todae very hapi. march till very shuang! first time intensive marching. so giddy sia! wanna faint. den stomach cramp sumore. in parade, no energy to do drills. can't even stand straight. kip shivering. very obvious lor. leg gt blisters n gt sunburn larx. water nt eunff. den kip takin 1.5litres of water. i at least drink 2 bottles lorx. so damn thirsty. gt pple roll dwn de drain. so sadx for her. finally trainin end le. time to go back! yeah! dis tym gt officer sit wif me le! [as in same bus]. den i wanna slp. zaharah kip takin my photos. can't slp in peace. den later i wan slp again. she dis time take sweets lorx. i oso dunno wat isit. i jus open my mouth den bite. kip inside mouth very long. den slp again. den stomach cramp again. can't slp le. wake up.. ok lor. reach le. den get dwn. sit dere. wait for dismissal. sianz. wen IMM eat KFC. wen mini toons buy sweets. first time lehx! i dun quite like sweets lor. den later wen popular den top up fare card n go home le! nxt trainin is nxt wk! lookin forward to marching. marching rox!
concentrate on my studies n 6A1s will b on my wae!~
我.爱.水.母.头
23:53 |
Friday, January 28, 2005
28th Jan 2005
wo0t! here i cum blogging! Yeah. todae had a very fun dae. first of all, went to class.. gt math test. sigh. I REALLY NID HELP FOR MATH! WHO IN DE WORLD FREE, PLS CUM HELP ME! den i use zaharah mtd. dun use liquid paper! haf confidence! do pper faster! haiz. but did nt manage to finish eventually. nt enuff time. but i feel tat i improve le lorx n nt so worried. in dis test nvr use liquid pper lehx! i haf confidence in myself to get a B dis time round though i aim for A [hope cn get]! gt improvement horz! although i rite quite fast... but dunno y... stil very slow... last qns hor... i noe de ans. but dun haf time to rite. haiz. ans staring at me lehx! de dae b4.. i study for math test late at nite.. very late.. 11 plus den start reading. den read till 1 den offline n pack bag. den online tat time... i studyin n cryin. nt de first time cryin ovr math. haiz. ok larz. continue.. den aft sch, my tcher bring up chocolate cake. celebratin Jan babies' b'dae. wo0t! i m one of dem! den de cake very nice. coffee bean chocolate cake! first layer is chocolate. den second layer is waffle. den third layer is cake. nice.. at first dun wanna eat. dun fight wif pple mahx. den i go do physics wkbk. my stomach cramp oso. haiz. becos of tat tink. den my fren serve me. hehex. den eat lor. very nice lehx. den later eat lunch b4 st. john trainin. ate mee bandung. my fav! den later train sec 2s. so sad. i ask dem like me or another platoon sergeant[she onli LCP lorx. nt fair. but my sec 2s lik hai hui] .. onli 1 lik me. haiz. den later real st.john trainin start. recreation dae! wo0t! den i joined in de fun play captain's ball. [CPL very gd. dunnit to join all activities one... cn choose which one to go, which one nt to go.] run lik mad. den later celebration again! onli me lehx! gt a PIG as present. so cute. but i 'feed' de pig wif water n chocolate. shld b fat le bahx. hahaz. den later aft st.john.. gt committee mitin. wah~ me gt the BEST PROPOSAL 'award'! thnks daniel n lina... who help me along de way! wahhahahaha~
todae i oso feel very relief. i ask all de qns i wan le! pity william sir. 1st tink first.. i ask him abt feedback from other pple of me being an instructor in course. he sae ok. but we r nt stretch to our max. potential yet. ok lorx. 2nd tink.. i ask him abt first aid exam. he said wan gib us directly go take Adult First Aid. dis yr worx! i so damn happie :D . one of my worries gone! den i ask him abt SGT rank [third tink]. he sae will gib. but mus let us take de test n go interview first! which means soon lor. he told me! Yeah! gt another CCA pt. actually he sae if we wan a rank nw.. he can gib us... but in paper onli... i tel him i dun wan. i wan official one... gt CCA pt one... den he call me wait. i kip buggin him abt de interview. den he arrange for me! yes! my worries almost gone le. left wif CPBS tinks n studies onli! CPBS will settle by 19th Feb! anitink aft de date i dun wanna care le! i will heed daniel's advice. lolx. chiong studies n my 6A1s will cum my wae!
todae i oso feel very relief. i ask all de qns i wan le! pity william sir. 1st tink first.. i ask him abt feedback from other pple of me being an instructor in course. he sae ok. but we r nt stretch to our max. potential yet. ok lorx. 2nd tink.. i ask him abt first aid exam. he said wan gib us directly go take Adult First Aid. dis yr worx! i so damn happie :D . one of my worries gone! den i ask him abt SGT rank [third tink]. he sae will gib. but mus let us take de test n go interview first! which means soon lor. he told me! Yeah! gt another CCA pt. actually he sae if we wan a rank nw.. he can gib us... but in paper onli... i tel him i dun wan. i wan official one... gt CCA pt one... den he call me wait. i kip buggin him abt de interview. den he arrange for me! yes! my worries almost gone le. left wif CPBS tinks n studies onli! CPBS will settle by 19th Feb! anitink aft de date i dun wanna care le! i will heed daniel's advice. lolx. chiong studies n my 6A1s will cum my wae!
我.爱.水.母.头
23:17 |
Thursday, January 27, 2005
*dis or tat again..*
Mango or Zara:: huh? zara made me tink of ah ma. lolx.
Girls or boys?:: huh? both. lolx. i can play wif all pple.
Arts or sciences?:: Sciences. i hate drawing! i can score As for sciences u noe?!
Friendster or blogspot?:: of course blogspot! i love bloggin. wae of relievin stress. can sae de feelins for tat dae.
Tatu or Avril?:: dunno.
Pop or techno:: hmm. wait till i noe de ans den i tell ya.
Pink or blue?:: both bahx. more to de pink side of course!
Fan or air-con?:: fan bahz. my air-con hotter den fan.
Scrabble or UNO?:: scrabble bahx. cn tink more.
Canoeing or Flying Fox?:: Flying fox.. more exciting!
Computer or Laptop?:: laptop.. cos is personal mahx.
Shoes or sandals?:: shoes. easier towear than sandals. nt so fast spoil oso.
Mum's cookin or fast food?:: mum cookin bahx. dun really like fast food.
Fish n co or Pasta Mania?:: both. yum! but dey r eX!!!
Scanner or Printer?:: printer. scanner nt of much use.
Handphone or PDA?:: both oso dun like. jus tat gt fone can contact mum.
Car or Motocycle?:: both oso dun like. i rather walk or take taxi[if i rich]
Rich or poor?:: rich larx.
Cute or pretty?:: cute bahx. lik tat gt more pple to 'love' me.
Tomboy or Girly:: girly. i gal lehx.
Fat or Short?:: short.
Sporty or book-wormish?:: bk wormish.
Billabong or quicksilver?:: both oso dun like.
Chanel or Gucci?:: both oso dun like.
Plain water or Cokane?:: plain water
English or Chinese:: chn bahx. but i lik to rite eng. cos easier to rite alphabets than chn characters...
Girls or boys?:: huh? both. lolx. i can play wif all pple.
Arts or sciences?:: Sciences. i hate drawing! i can score As for sciences u noe?!
Friendster or blogspot?:: of course blogspot! i love bloggin. wae of relievin stress. can sae de feelins for tat dae.
Tatu or Avril?:: dunno.
Pop or techno:: hmm. wait till i noe de ans den i tell ya.
Pink or blue?:: both bahx. more to de pink side of course!
Fan or air-con?:: fan bahz. my air-con hotter den fan.
Scrabble or UNO?:: scrabble bahx. cn tink more.
Canoeing or Flying Fox?:: Flying fox.. more exciting!
Computer or Laptop?:: laptop.. cos is personal mahx.
Shoes or sandals?:: shoes. easier towear than sandals. nt so fast spoil oso.
Mum's cookin or fast food?:: mum cookin bahx. dun really like fast food.
Fish n co or Pasta Mania?:: both. yum! but dey r eX!!!
Scanner or Printer?:: printer. scanner nt of much use.
Handphone or PDA?:: both oso dun like. jus tat gt fone can contact mum.
Car or Motocycle?:: both oso dun like. i rather walk or take taxi[if i rich]
Rich or poor?:: rich larx.
Cute or pretty?:: cute bahx. lik tat gt more pple to 'love' me.
Tomboy or Girly:: girly. i gal lehx.
Fat or Short?:: short.
Sporty or book-wormish?:: bk wormish.
Billabong or quicksilver?:: both oso dun like.
Chanel or Gucci?:: both oso dun like.
Plain water or Cokane?:: plain water
English or Chinese:: chn bahx. but i lik to rite eng. cos easier to rite alphabets than chn characters...
我.爱.水.母.头
17:33 |
27th Jan 2005
todae mama wake me up at 6am. sianz. my alarm clock shld ring at 6:20am lorx. dunno todae y so special. she woke me. dun care her. wanna slp. she tell me if i late is my prob. i was like: argh! let me slp till de time i wan can?! i late den late lorx. ok lor. ignore her den wen back to bed. den jus slp. alarm clock rang. BAKA! so damn angry. i wan slp!!! haiz. den wake up. but my eyes stil close. take PE attire go toilet. den took de rong shirt. haiz. walk back into de rm n chng. den took my time. 6:45 den cum out from toilet n rush out. reach sch. haiz. nvr study 4 chem test. haiz. den dun care lorx. bio had 'fun' time drawing flowers. so damn diff. den i put my paper on txtbk n trace! wahhahahaha~ whole class onli me do dis. clever horx?! den tcher sae my drawing gd. can accept. ok lar. den later chem test. qns were lik alien to me. haiz. anihw do lorz. MCQ: out of 5 qns, 2 rong le. sianz. dun care larx. later PE we play soccer! aft tat.. tcher call us gather round. de tcher sae best player is li zhen. benjamin dunno is wat larx. den i de most popular player. cos everytym nid to score, they shout my name. den nvr score oso shout my name. my name alwaes cum out. lolx. den later jus norm lesson lorx. todae chn tcher very angry. scolded our class. cos 4/9 peeps alwaes cum dwn late. esp boys. den dey alwaes dun listen in class. put bks in my clas. den edmund n calven oso. tcher sae actually dey gt potential to get A. but dey nvr pay attention in class n nvr study at home. haiz. i noe tcher sort of hintin tat i nvr try my best. shld get A1 den nvr get. shld gt 1st in class den becum 4th. haiz. de reason tat i nvr get A is becos tat i rote one word rongly. den 2 marks gone. i nid jus 2 marks to get A1. haiz. den she scold n scold. sae tat she can help us if we wan. but if we dun help ourself, we will nvr get A. she is rite! den she sae dun wait till 1 or 2 wks b4 O's den study. sure regret one. call us dun follow seniors' footstep. jus den i sit dere n reflect on myself. yes! she was rite to hint. i decided to set a timetable for myself at home. mus follow it strictly! it is abit hard to follow.. stress.. n nt use to it n stuff lik tat at first. but wil b able to get use to it. aft tat, 6A1s on my wae! mus b dae dreaming. i won't get 6 lorx. mayb onli 3 to 4. haiz. i will try my best to get 6 kays! so.. mus start studyin nw! lolx. todae dun feel angry, stress n stuff lik tat. nw, i gt my personal diary.. lolx. no one can read it except for me, myself n i! ok larx.
todae so suay.. fullmoon worx. my stomach very de pain! drink too much cold tinks le! few daes ago start to pain le. but den dun haf. todae den half. tmr mus stay in sch until min 7pm worx! gt CCA. haiz. tmr wil b second dae. still haf to do footdrill. pain worx! den Sat is 3rd dae n i haf to go AGI trainin. haiz. cannot kip marching. if nt, sure pain. die!
todae so suay.. fullmoon worx. my stomach very de pain! drink too much cold tinks le! few daes ago start to pain le. but den dun haf. todae den half. tmr mus stay in sch until min 7pm worx! gt CCA. haiz. tmr wil b second dae. still haf to do footdrill. pain worx! den Sat is 3rd dae n i haf to go AGI trainin. haiz. cannot kip marching. if nt, sure pain. die!
我.爱.水.母.头
16:52 |
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
26th Jan 2005
haiz. todae i really feel lik bloggin even though i haf lotsa hw n lotsa tests tmr. u c de time nw lorx. is 5:30pm. jus came home from sch from de stupid assembly tok. dunno wat sex ed. sianz. de tinks tat dey said, i noe liao lor. is jus goin dere to listen another bio lesson. haiz.
dese daes haf bin feelin very STRESS! really feel like takin a couple of daes off n catch up wif sch work or jus to rest n reflect on wat i've done for de past 3 wks. but who wil gimme de chance to?! nw, i m gettin real PISSED OFF wif all de st.john stuff le lorx. especially CPBS. y pple pass de koto test nw n dey haf their certs? Wat abt dose who pass wen takin de first time? isn't it unfair to us?! nt onli dis. last time wen we went basic NCO course.. all tat badges.. until nw, i stil dun haf de certs.. wat happened to last time CPBS personel? i will find out who u are! real pissed off wif u pple! a bunch off irresponsible pple! i oso dunno wat my corps pple doin. y seniors dun seem to haf ani course? de rest of juniors haf so many badges? is it fair to us?! really feel lik leaving all de mess dere n jus leave. but i can't do tat. nvm. i jus do all i cn. de mess i leave behind wen i step dwn. dun care le larx. i wil really wan to focus on my O's n tats it. de more i tink abt it. de more angry n stress i feel. y is it so unfair to me? i wan all my badges!!!
xinyi.is.real.pissed.off.todae
xinyi.feels.stress.n.angry
xinyi.feels.tat.it.isn't.fair.to.her
xinyi.feels.like.leaving.everytink
xinyi.dun.feel.lik.doin.anitink
xinyi.feels.lik.cryin
xinyi.feels.lik.scoldin.pple
xinyi.feels.tat.she.cannot.b.too.gd.to.pple
xinyi.wans.to.rest
xinyi.wans.to.concentrate.on.O.levels!
xinyi rite till here.. feel tired n stress. jus wanna revise work n rest.
dese daes haf bin feelin very STRESS! really feel like takin a couple of daes off n catch up wif sch work or jus to rest n reflect on wat i've done for de past 3 wks. but who wil gimme de chance to?! nw, i m gettin real PISSED OFF wif all de st.john stuff le lorx. especially CPBS. y pple pass de koto test nw n dey haf their certs? Wat abt dose who pass wen takin de first time? isn't it unfair to us?! nt onli dis. last time wen we went basic NCO course.. all tat badges.. until nw, i stil dun haf de certs.. wat happened to last time CPBS personel? i will find out who u are! real pissed off wif u pple! a bunch off irresponsible pple! i oso dunno wat my corps pple doin. y seniors dun seem to haf ani course? de rest of juniors haf so many badges? is it fair to us?! really feel lik leaving all de mess dere n jus leave. but i can't do tat. nvm. i jus do all i cn. de mess i leave behind wen i step dwn. dun care le larx. i wil really wan to focus on my O's n tats it. de more i tink abt it. de more angry n stress i feel. y is it so unfair to me? i wan all my badges!!!
xinyi.is.real.pissed.off.todae
xinyi.feels.stress.n.angry
xinyi.feels.tat.it.isn't.fair.to.her
xinyi.feels.like.leaving.everytink
xinyi.dun.feel.lik.doin.anitink
xinyi.feels.lik.cryin
xinyi.feels.lik.scoldin.pple
xinyi.feels.tat.she.cannot.b.too.gd.to.pple
xinyi.wans.to.rest
xinyi.wans.to.concentrate.on.O.levels!
xinyi rite till here.. feel tired n stress. jus wanna revise work n rest.
我.爱.水.母.头
17:36 |
Monday, January 24, 2005
24th Jan 2005
todae is nt a gd dae for me definitely. hate it man! 3rd lesson kena chng class siting arrangement. haiz. i sit directly infront of tcher cos i m alwaes caught daedreaming in class or doin other work. haiz. daedreamin in class onli applies to sum lessons hor.. cos tat lesson real boring. either i daedream or i slp. obviously dae dream lorx. slp wil kena caught. hellox tchers, wen did i ever do other pple's work in ur lesson?! except for de time wen i study chn during recess n put de bk on de table durin math lesson. but i nvr read lor. is jus haven kip yet! .. haiz. but stil ok larx. actually alot tchers tink tat i cn perform beta than wat i did. i agree lor! haiz.. tmr stress sia! SS lehx. XX sure score beta than me one lor. WEN CAN I EVER WIN HER?! hope tat miracle can happen one dae. haiz. later gonna cheong for SS liaoz. make sure i win her dis time round. prove to her tat she is alwaes stupid. make sure she feels inferior! haiz. dis wil b makin myself more stress. but i dun mind. very evil hor?!
really dunno wat happen to me dis feel daes. really unhappie lorx. c my blog on Sat??? forget de date. titled: jus some reflections. den ytd quarrel wif my parents over AGI trainin dates. dun wish to sae abt tat. i stil angry for last yr's SYF till nw. each time i tink abt tat, can cry lorx. becos one sentence fr my mum, i can't go SYF. haiz. dere goes my 2 CCA pts n national activity badge. ytd shouted at my mum becos of dis. haiz. unhappie for past 3 wks. hope tat dis wk cn b happier, but 1st dae of de wk already nt happie le lorx. haiz. y mus my life alwaes b in a mess? i brought it upon myself or...? rite till here. jus to 'air my grievances' for todae's blog. nth much.
really dunno wat happen to me dis feel daes. really unhappie lorx. c my blog on Sat??? forget de date. titled: jus some reflections. den ytd quarrel wif my parents over AGI trainin dates. dun wish to sae abt tat. i stil angry for last yr's SYF till nw. each time i tink abt tat, can cry lorx. becos one sentence fr my mum, i can't go SYF. haiz. dere goes my 2 CCA pts n national activity badge. ytd shouted at my mum becos of dis. haiz. unhappie for past 3 wks. hope tat dis wk cn b happier, but 1st dae of de wk already nt happie le lorx. haiz. y mus my life alwaes b in a mess? i brought it upon myself or...? rite till here. jus to 'air my grievances' for todae's blog. nth much.
我.爱.水.母.头
19:48 |
Sunday, January 23, 2005
22nd n 23rd January 2005
22nd January 2005: todae woke up at 9 plus, almost 10. very tired. wanna slp sumore but cannot larx. later mitin lina. she teaching me math. jia min oso goin. =] den wake up do math lorx. do 2 qns le den go brush teeth n eat breakfast. later con't doin another 2 qns. it's 5mins to 11. den go pack n bathe. by de time i'm done is already 11:50 liaox. den 11:55 i wen out. wait for bus quite 'long'. lolx. den 12:02 she msg me n ask if i was dere. me was in de bus. 4 more bus stops. i tell her gimme 5mins to appear infront of her. lolx. den really lorx. we went level 4. last time zaharah n me wen tat place. den sit dere lorx. den later she teach me math first. k lorx. i almost take out all my tinks. lolx. i forget to bring calculator. she brought lor. kkays. i took 4 hrs to do 9 qns. super slow lorx. den we joke joke around n tok crap. jia min came later. abt 1plus. lina 4 gt miting. den she teach us math. do until siao. but we really learnt alot. lolx. k larx. later take a break n go toilet. buy titbits. jia min ate famous amos n i ate chilli tapioca. nice worx. jia min becum clever aft eatin tat biscuits n me becum more stupid. i shld try to eat her type of biscuit on dae.lolx. den we wen off aft jia min finished her work. wen pasar malam. i ate fried drumstick. yum yum. den wen IMM. we ate ice-cream. 1 for 60 cents. den we ate MAC. i look around for a jacket. but cannot find. finally found de correct one. but all so light colours. dun like larx. i wanna find black ones. den wen home le norx. on de bus, jia min msg me to tell me tat she lost tat hair clip. my cousin cum my hse. she noes how to turn le norx. so cute! den later she wen home le. haiz. den my day end le norx.
23rd January 2005: todae wake up quite early. den go market eat. den cum home bathe n online n do hw. todae sianz. jus had a quarrel wif my parents over st.john tinks. y can't dey understand wat i wan?! i join an outdoor activity is becox i like their activities mahx. haiz. dunno wat dey tinkin. can't understand dem. i oso dun bother. i do wat i like. todae angry!
23rd January 2005: todae wake up quite early. den go market eat. den cum home bathe n online n do hw. todae sianz. jus had a quarrel wif my parents over st.john tinks. y can't dey understand wat i wan?! i join an outdoor activity is becox i like their activities mahx. haiz. dunno wat dey tinkin. can't understand dem. i oso dun bother. i do wat i like. todae angry!
我.爱.水.母.头
19:01 |
Saturday, January 22, 2005
*=jUs s0Me rEflEctI0Ns=*
i find tat i haven bin copin wel for my studies in Sec 4. i oso dunno wat i doin. everydae jus take tinks as it is. nvr tink 4 de future. rite nw, for all de subjects, onli math i understand abit. stil ok larx. jus tat no confidence wif my ans lorx. too dependent on pple liaoz. den de rest of de sunjects. so-so larx. chn standard drop. i find tat i struggling for it. i find tat i quite blur 4 dis past few wks. hw can push for wks den do. dunno de tinks nvr ask. cum home very slack. hw all nt done. if nt, late at nite den do. i find tat i m lost.. isit becox... i oso dunno wat. MT o's is round de corner. i haven realise de importance of it yet. haven start studying. oso dun haf mood to do anitink. mondae [i tink] gt social studies test n MT ting xie. i haven read yet. haiz. english hw i dunno watta do. dun even understand de qns. everydae jus do finish de hw den lik tat. i tink i focus too much of st.john stuff. i oso dunno watta do. wanna cry lez. *sobx sobx*. jus nt very happie dis few wks. except for de while wen i celebrate my b'dae wif my frenx. lotsa celebration dis yr. haiz. watta do?! i tink i am overwhelm wif loads of tinks which made me very unhappie. feel lik a clown lorx. or a doll.
i oso tink tat i've bin kipin probs to myself. find tat me quite 'quiet' dis few wkz. onli spend my time wif computer, sch diary n tears. hope tat i cn realise wat i m doin dis few wks n try to tok more lorx. dis few wks i oso sort sort one. alwaes spend time wif tat cat.. my b'dae present. n all de toys. i oso dunno wat i doin, wat i tinkin n wat i worried abt. jus came out from my bath. i oso dunno y. instead of bathing, i was crying. den later jus haf quick shower den cum out.
i feel tat i m very stupid. over jus de Dec hols assignment. my frenx dey ALL nvr do. i was so busy during de hols but i manage to finish it. during de hols, i chiong hw during course daes while pple are havin fun. den later at home. gotta rush out tinks. while my classmates went for hols. dunnit to sae hols 4 me. i didn't even play. i onli 'played' for 3 daes. all of dem acc pple go out. i owe dem one... other than tat. i either sick n stay at home... do hw.. or chiong course tinks. cos iof my sickness, [thrice lehz] i was very tired. den whole hols gone. wen i realise it, it was sch reopen. haiz. am i tat stupid or am i rite to finish all de hols assignments?! make myself tied dwn by all de tinks which are unimportant.
i find tat i regret all de decisions tat i made. all becox of external factors. i m nt focus enuff.. easily manipulate by pple. de 'most regretted' eg was: last yr SYF. 2 CCA pts gone! all becox of mum's fault!~
i oso tink tat i've bin kipin probs to myself. find tat me quite 'quiet' dis few wkz. onli spend my time wif computer, sch diary n tears. hope tat i cn realise wat i m doin dis few wks n try to tok more lorx. dis few wks i oso sort sort one. alwaes spend time wif tat cat.. my b'dae present. n all de toys. i oso dunno wat i doin, wat i tinkin n wat i worried abt. jus came out from my bath. i oso dunno y. instead of bathing, i was crying. den later jus haf quick shower den cum out.
i feel tat i m very stupid. over jus de Dec hols assignment. my frenx dey ALL nvr do. i was so busy during de hols but i manage to finish it. during de hols, i chiong hw during course daes while pple are havin fun. den later at home. gotta rush out tinks. while my classmates went for hols. dunnit to sae hols 4 me. i didn't even play. i onli 'played' for 3 daes. all of dem acc pple go out. i owe dem one... other than tat. i either sick n stay at home... do hw.. or chiong course tinks. cos iof my sickness, [thrice lehz] i was very tired. den whole hols gone. wen i realise it, it was sch reopen. haiz. am i tat stupid or am i rite to finish all de hols assignments?! make myself tied dwn by all de tinks which are unimportant.
i find tat i regret all de decisions tat i made. all becox of external factors. i m nt focus enuff.. easily manipulate by pple. de 'most regretted' eg was: last yr SYF. 2 CCA pts gone! all becox of mum's fault!~
我.爱.水.母.头
21:40 |
Friday, January 21, 2005
21st January 2005
wahhahahaha~ todae slp until shuang! 11am lik tat wake up. stil blur blur. wanna slp. but den dunno y nvr slp. instead, i woke up, watch tv. switch dis channel den chng channel den dunno watta watch. nt very happy. so angry in de morning. den i oso blur blur.den brush teeth. den dad called. ask him whether can buy me discman todae. he kip pushing. from my b'dae sae todae then todae sae aft new yr. humph! den aft new yr, he will cum out wif sth. i damn angry. i dun care him. jus put dwn de fone. i sit dere end up watching cartoon. cry n cry. watch until 12pm. den no mood. dilly dally go bathe n pack my tinks. stil crying. i super angry lorx! dun care le. den go out. grab a quick bite den mit peik shin dey all. peik shin, soonie n sheng hui. den went chinatown. went OG first. try clothes. end up nvr buy tinks. we tok lame tinks den laugh n laugh. den end up nvr buy anitink. went food centre eat. den aft tat, continue walk walk in chinatown. dunno where to go. den wanna find 'this fashion'. we found a 'pasar malam' instead. den we went walk walk at tat little corner. bought alot of tinks. i bought 3 Naruto notebks. it was cute! 2 files. very nice worx! one winnie de pooh n one melody. we decided to leave tat place aft buying tinks. cannot buy animore le. clothes haven buy den the rest buy alot. continue walking. saw a book sale. went to c c look look. end up nvr buy. den went to accessories shop. dey saw tinks very cheap ones. dun care le. me cannot spend animore money. den all end up nvr buy. we went back to jurong east. go MAC. cos nid to go toilet n haf drinks. den sit awhile. until 6:30 den we go 'this fashion'. we tried alot of clothes. dunno watta buy. sheng hui choose 3 sets of clothes which cos her $100 plus. den soonie n peik shin each buy one set. i tried ard 14 skirts b4 i found 2 i like. each time we go try clothes, tat salesgirl like: u again arhz?! but she very happie larx. we bought alot. we try until 8 plus, tired n hungry. den we go try one last time n decide wat we wan. sheng hui end up onli buy 2 sets. which cos her $67???. peik shin n soonie $38 each. den mine is $40. it cost a bomb! wah~ dere's a 'hole' in my wallet liaoz. i bought onli 2 skirts. wahhaha. den later we went to eat KFC. den we tok rot. laugh n laugh. ard 10, we came out from KFC, soonie n peik shin go home le. me n sheng hui went to buy watch. 2 4 $18 mahx. den buy lorx. we bought the same watch. but hers is light pink, mine is light blue. like couple lehx. den aft tat, we went home le. den reach home bathe n online lorx. k larx. rite till here. tough times ahead. have to rest le. byez.
rem: tough times dun last tough man do. LEADERS!
rem: tough times dun last tough man do. LEADERS!
我.爱.水.母.头
23:31 |
Thursday, January 20, 2005
20th January 2005
tmr mitin peik shin dey all. now stil haven slp yet. so sianz. i dunno wat i wanna do.
out of a sudden, i feel very LOST, very SAD n evritink seems CONTRADICTORY. i regretted nt studying hard for de past 3 wks. as time passes, i feel tat i becumin more slack den b4. i oso dunno wat to do nw. haiz. ani advice? feel lik crying..
todae as usual lorx. wake up early n go sch. todae lesson norm larx. haiz. left my chem txtbk n file in de chem lab. sianz. den recess go take lorx. PE was great. todae quite lac larx. no! is super lac. den later MT. me n my frenx went off during de second period. cos we nid to go for competition. wen for lunch at 12:40. den we set off at 1:10 lik tat. den reach dere ard 1:32. k larx. todae nt as worse as last time. me n my team members registered early. gt goodie bag! inside gt pencil box, a pen, biscuit, drink n sweets. de pencil box was de nicest! i love it. den later we gt our qns . we went inside to sit. den later we discuss abt de circuit. make a lot of notes n asked lotsa qns. ask until tat 'kor kor' oso dunno watta ans. we played. make noise. tok lame tinks. ask qns until tat person canot stand us. den my tcher was like: embarrass me.. lolx. me grp was the most prepared one. de preliminary round. level 1-3. we were well prepared. when competition start, my grp finish level1 in 1 mins plus... level 2 oso 1min plus. den level 3. cos is a closed qns... we use 3min. den later we gt lotsa time to rot. den eat sweets... make noise. disturb pple. den my tcher paiseh. we are 7th in position. k larx. den later is refreshment time. wah gt fried bee hoon. nice lehx. miz de food in ngee ann. haiz. long long time den gt one chance to eat. den later went back for de finalz. level 4. we took 3mins to complete. den level 5. becox de qns is weird, we dunno how to do. stuck dere. used 52 mins plus oso cannot finish. haiz. den times up le. i so sad. wanna cry le. someone cn c lorx. jus deny all de way. den called zaharah. actually wanted her to accompany me.. too sad le. cannot walk out wif tcher. haiz. end up, i went home alone. on de way out to ngee ann, i saw someone. i dunno wats her name. can't rem. but she was my grp's student leader for de smart money management. cos tat time my grp was too playful tat everybdy rem us. my whole team was dere. [qiu kun, shi ni, wai wah n me.] alwaes together . no matter wat competition or course. so everybdy rem us. me n wai wah alwaes laugh non stop. a little bit laugh already. den me n kun tok alot. alwaes crap ard. [onli applies to competitions n courses. in class no wae am i goin to crap ard. ] den we went home. i feel beta wen i walked out of tat sch. i miz de fishball dere.
wen i reach home... i bathe, eat dinner, den online. read daniel blog. den read zaharah blog. den later i went to sumone blog. i found sth strange. from tat person blog. haiz. alot of conflicts. i dunno if it is in de past or carried forward until nw.. if so, y is tat person stil so gd wif tat person? jus to make tat person nt realize it??? i really wanna noe de reason behind it.
*drifting*apart*
*i*did*nt*manage*my*tinks*well*
out of a sudden, i feel very LOST, very SAD n evritink seems CONTRADICTORY. i regretted nt studying hard for de past 3 wks. as time passes, i feel tat i becumin more slack den b4. i oso dunno wat to do nw. haiz. ani advice? feel lik crying..
todae as usual lorx. wake up early n go sch. todae lesson norm larx. haiz. left my chem txtbk n file in de chem lab. sianz. den recess go take lorx. PE was great. todae quite lac larx. no! is super lac. den later MT. me n my frenx went off during de second period. cos we nid to go for competition. wen for lunch at 12:40. den we set off at 1:10 lik tat. den reach dere ard 1:32. k larx. todae nt as worse as last time. me n my team members registered early. gt goodie bag! inside gt pencil box, a pen, biscuit, drink n sweets. de pencil box was de nicest! i love it. den later we gt our qns . we went inside to sit. den later we discuss abt de circuit. make a lot of notes n asked lotsa qns. ask until tat 'kor kor' oso dunno watta ans. we played. make noise. tok lame tinks. ask qns until tat person canot stand us. den my tcher was like: embarrass me.. lolx. me grp was the most prepared one. de preliminary round. level 1-3. we were well prepared. when competition start, my grp finish level1 in 1 mins plus... level 2 oso 1min plus. den level 3. cos is a closed qns... we use 3min. den later we gt lotsa time to rot. den eat sweets... make noise. disturb pple. den my tcher paiseh. we are 7th in position. k larx. den later is refreshment time. wah gt fried bee hoon. nice lehx. miz de food in ngee ann. haiz. long long time den gt one chance to eat. den later went back for de finalz. level 4. we took 3mins to complete. den level 5. becox de qns is weird, we dunno how to do. stuck dere. used 52 mins plus oso cannot finish. haiz. den times up le. i so sad. wanna cry le. someone cn c lorx. jus deny all de way. den called zaharah. actually wanted her to accompany me.. too sad le. cannot walk out wif tcher. haiz. end up, i went home alone. on de way out to ngee ann, i saw someone. i dunno wats her name. can't rem. but she was my grp's student leader for de smart money management. cos tat time my grp was too playful tat everybdy rem us. my whole team was dere. [qiu kun, shi ni, wai wah n me.] alwaes together . no matter wat competition or course. so everybdy rem us. me n wai wah alwaes laugh non stop. a little bit laugh already. den me n kun tok alot. alwaes crap ard. [onli applies to competitions n courses. in class no wae am i goin to crap ard. ] den we went home. i feel beta wen i walked out of tat sch. i miz de fishball dere.
wen i reach home... i bathe, eat dinner, den online. read daniel blog. den read zaharah blog. den later i went to sumone blog. i found sth strange. from tat person blog. haiz. alot of conflicts. i dunno if it is in de past or carried forward until nw.. if so, y is tat person stil so gd wif tat person? jus to make tat person nt realize it??? i really wanna noe de reason behind it.
*drifting*apart*
*i*did*nt*manage*my*tinks*well*
我.爱.水.母.头
23:38 |
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
19th Jan 2005
todae quite free. no hw. except for english n chem. but long ago finish le. woke up at 6:20. den PH. den go sch. todae wen sch quite late. abt 7 den step out of hse. 7:10 lik tat den reach sch. norm lessons. quite relax. sch ends. go c mrs soh for de competition tmr. haiz. no confidence tat we can win norx. but den, will try my best to win. math gt lotas qns. but dunnit to pass up tmr. so dunnit do first. dis wkend mus clear alot of work worx! todae came home quite early. cook noodles eat liao then paste stickers. play until 4 plus den bathe. bathe le do hw. eat titbits. den later do eng. den online n chat n blog. ok larx. nth to rite. wat a boring dae. byez. nitta prepare competition for tmr!
我.爱.水.母.头
20:46 |
t00t t00t tRaiN..
TODAY-*
first two ppl you think of.??
-qiukun
-rosalind
first two words which you've said??
-wat
-wait
first two things which you did.??
-open my eyes
-touch my bed.[nid to get up mahx]
first two things which you've touched.??
-bed. to get up.
-alarm clock. mus off!
first two ppl you saw.??
-mum
-bro
first two ppl you talked to.??
-mum
-bro. every mornin he rush me.
first two things which you've ate/drank.??
-plain water
-fried bee hoon
first two ppl you hit.??
NIL. i very guai.
first two ppl you smiled at.??
-rosalind
- chuan linn
last two things which you did.??
-copy n paste tinks
-bloggin
last two person you spoke.??
-mum
-dad
last two words which you've said.??
-how
- spell
last two things which you've threw.??
-rubbish
-tissue
last two songs which you've sang.??
-hou niao
-xiao hou zi hui pa shu. da ben xiang hui tiao wu. hu li hui fan gen dou.
last two things which you'ld like to see.??
-mum's funeral
-dad's funeral
last two words which you wld like to say.??
-miz
-ya
first two ppl you think of.??
-qiukun
-rosalind
first two words which you've said??
-wat
-wait
first two things which you did.??
-open my eyes
-touch my bed.[nid to get up mahx]
first two things which you've touched.??
-bed. to get up.
-alarm clock. mus off!
first two ppl you saw.??
-mum
-bro
first two ppl you talked to.??
-mum
-bro. every mornin he rush me.
first two things which you've ate/drank.??
-plain water
-fried bee hoon
first two ppl you hit.??
NIL. i very guai.
first two ppl you smiled at.??
-rosalind
- chuan linn
last two things which you did.??
-copy n paste tinks
-bloggin
last two person you spoke.??
-mum
-dad
last two words which you've said.??
-how
- spell
last two things which you've threw.??
-rubbish
-tissue
last two songs which you've sang.??
-hou niao
-xiao hou zi hui pa shu. da ben xiang hui tiao wu. hu li hui fan gen dou.
last two things which you'ld like to see.??
-mum's funeral
-dad's funeral
last two words which you wld like to say.??
-miz
-ya
我.爱.水.母.头
20:22 |
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
18th January 2005 [hAppY 16tH biRthdAe]
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO U. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO U. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO XINYI. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO U. happy b'dae xin yi! u ve grown older! u r 16 nw. mus becum wiser n more mature!
yar. todae is my b'dae. 'yesterdae' slpt at 1:35am almost 2 am. but dun feel like slpin. dunno y. me n jia min kip counting dwn to my b'dae. we do hw 'together'. on de comp larx. i help her wif her math and i do my math. den read my previous bloggies.. den later wait until 12. den start to do newspaper report. den rite till 1:06. finally finish le. jia min oso finish her hw le. den i offline le. wahhaha~ den later go prepare for chn. read til 1:35. scared later tmr cannot wake up so slp lor. but den ar, dun feel lik slpin. sianz. no choice. too excited le. dilly dally until 2 den slp. woke up at 6:20 as usual. den personal hygiene n go sch. wen i reach classrm, gt pple wish me happy b'dae. forget who le. den later copy math n go flag raising. todae sang national anthem twice. i hate dis. y mus we do it on my b'dae?! den later go back class, wei zhen suddenly brought one present n stand at my class window. but i didn't noe it until my class call me n i c her. wah~ i was damn surprise lorz. i too shock to sae anitink. jus sae thnk q. den suddenly i becum like one of de famous pop star.. shake hand wif whole class. cos dey wish me happy b'dae. k larx. get ready for lesson. den physics, tcher nvr cum. let us do hw. den later eng. my class sang me b'dae song. eng, chn n malay version. nice one. de most embarrassing moment is wen i haf to stand infront of de class wen dey sing. den later math, geog n chem. nth special happened. den recess. ate fried bee hoon wif hashbrown. nice one. todae eat very slow oso. last one to finish de food. as i eat, i study for chn. wen i walk up to classrm, my frenz fr other classes wished me happy b'dae. den later go back for lesson. math. tcher gib me present. dunno wat tat tink call. den she sae since is my b'dae, let me do math qns. i dunno how to do. den jus anihow rite. [on de board]. den later social studies. enjoy very much. play n play. den tcher call me ans qns. suhua helped me. sae my b'dae den tcher sae b'dae dunnit to ans. thnks suhua. later MT test. rote some tinks wrongly. sigh. but over le larx. nvr ponder abt it. aft tat, bio lesson. tcher finish tchin. den go investment club mitin. dis yr, we are doin 'business'. wah~ cn learn alot lorx. den later dunno y wanna mit zaharah. den ask her out. 'date' her. ok lor. my tinks end le. wah~ alot of sms. suddenly lina msg me to wish me happy b'dae. den zaharah sms me den chuan linn oso msg me. reply till siao. den i reach central le. saw de comic shop auntie n tok to her for awhile. den continue walkin. suddenly someone pulled my hair. i tot was zaharah. den wanted to shout. but wen i turn back, i saw: SHENG HUI! ok den chat wif her. she goin back to sch to get sth. den walk rounds n rounds at de pasar malam. den wait for zaharah at 173 bus stop dere. dey reach le. zaharah n tian le. dey wished me happy b'dae again. k lorx. den we walk walk. walk until NTUC, saw a cat lying on de staircase. cute lorx! grey white one. i love it. hope cn carry it home. den continue walkin. chuan linn called me. den she, ros n huang zhi joined us. den we walk until mac. stand outside dere. tok n tok. i noe who is dennis chua le. lolx. den i ask zaharah where to go, she ask me where to go. den she sae call me decide. push here push dere. zaharah push to tian le. den tian le push to me. den i push to huang zhi n chuan linn. cos their rank lower than me. k larx. den dey all sae b'dae gal decide. k lorx. nth more to sae. den gib dem Mac n KFC. go MAC lorx. me n tian le eat. zaharah eat our fries. k larx. den later sit dere tok tok awhile den go home. chuan linn, ros n me went buy stickers together. den later take MRT n chng bus home norx. on de way home, shahera msg me to wish me happy b'dae. sori hor. guess de wrong person. den ate hashbrown n prawn roll at my hse dere. den wen i reach home, my mum cooked alot of food. gt meat, fries, fried noodles, eggs, and alot of fried tinks. den later i tk out all my presents n c n play. go bathe n wait for dad to eat dinner. my brother took egg n knock on my head. so painful. sumore stil knock thrice. i nid my head for math later! eat le den blog.
sadx. aft i bathe, i touched my nose. den it feels rough. den i look into the mirror. i saw de skin on my face dropping off due to Sat's sunburn. esp nose n forehead. most serious worx. sobx sobx. i was really scared. hope tat it won't be tat ugly tmr. dis is the most 'ugliest' n most unforgetable b'dae in my 16 yrs.
todae i feel very special. i feel tat i ve grown.. nt onli in terms of age. but oso my way of tinkin. is more mature. i noe how to differentiate between needs n wans. becum wiser le worx. and alot more tinks to b discovered. rite til here. nitta do hw. byez.
2 more daes to competition.
yar. todae is my b'dae. 'yesterdae' slpt at 1:35am almost 2 am. but dun feel like slpin. dunno y. me n jia min kip counting dwn to my b'dae. we do hw 'together'. on de comp larx. i help her wif her math and i do my math. den read my previous bloggies.. den later wait until 12. den start to do newspaper report. den rite till 1:06. finally finish le. jia min oso finish her hw le. den i offline le. wahhaha~ den later go prepare for chn. read til 1:35. scared later tmr cannot wake up so slp lor. but den ar, dun feel lik slpin. sianz. no choice. too excited le. dilly dally until 2 den slp. woke up at 6:20 as usual. den personal hygiene n go sch. wen i reach classrm, gt pple wish me happy b'dae. forget who le. den later copy math n go flag raising. todae sang national anthem twice. i hate dis. y mus we do it on my b'dae?! den later go back class, wei zhen suddenly brought one present n stand at my class window. but i didn't noe it until my class call me n i c her. wah~ i was damn surprise lorz. i too shock to sae anitink. jus sae thnk q. den suddenly i becum like one of de famous pop star.. shake hand wif whole class. cos dey wish me happy b'dae. k larx. get ready for lesson. den physics, tcher nvr cum. let us do hw. den later eng. my class sang me b'dae song. eng, chn n malay version. nice one. de most embarrassing moment is wen i haf to stand infront of de class wen dey sing. den later math, geog n chem. nth special happened. den recess. ate fried bee hoon wif hashbrown. nice one. todae eat very slow oso. last one to finish de food. as i eat, i study for chn. wen i walk up to classrm, my frenz fr other classes wished me happy b'dae. den later go back for lesson. math. tcher gib me present. dunno wat tat tink call. den she sae since is my b'dae, let me do math qns. i dunno how to do. den jus anihow rite. [on de board]. den later social studies. enjoy very much. play n play. den tcher call me ans qns. suhua helped me. sae my b'dae den tcher sae b'dae dunnit to ans. thnks suhua. later MT test. rote some tinks wrongly. sigh. but over le larx. nvr ponder abt it. aft tat, bio lesson. tcher finish tchin. den go investment club mitin. dis yr, we are doin 'business'. wah~ cn learn alot lorx. den later dunno y wanna mit zaharah. den ask her out. 'date' her. ok lor. my tinks end le. wah~ alot of sms. suddenly lina msg me to wish me happy b'dae. den zaharah sms me den chuan linn oso msg me. reply till siao. den i reach central le. saw de comic shop auntie n tok to her for awhile. den continue walkin. suddenly someone pulled my hair. i tot was zaharah. den wanted to shout. but wen i turn back, i saw: SHENG HUI! ok den chat wif her. she goin back to sch to get sth. den walk rounds n rounds at de pasar malam. den wait for zaharah at 173 bus stop dere. dey reach le. zaharah n tian le. dey wished me happy b'dae again. k lorx. den we walk walk. walk until NTUC, saw a cat lying on de staircase. cute lorx! grey white one. i love it. hope cn carry it home. den continue walkin. chuan linn called me. den she, ros n huang zhi joined us. den we walk until mac. stand outside dere. tok n tok. i noe who is dennis chua le. lolx. den i ask zaharah where to go, she ask me where to go. den she sae call me decide. push here push dere. zaharah push to tian le. den tian le push to me. den i push to huang zhi n chuan linn. cos their rank lower than me. k larx. den dey all sae b'dae gal decide. k lorx. nth more to sae. den gib dem Mac n KFC. go MAC lorx. me n tian le eat. zaharah eat our fries. k larx. den later sit dere tok tok awhile den go home. chuan linn, ros n me went buy stickers together. den later take MRT n chng bus home norx. on de way home, shahera msg me to wish me happy b'dae. sori hor. guess de wrong person. den ate hashbrown n prawn roll at my hse dere. den wen i reach home, my mum cooked alot of food. gt meat, fries, fried noodles, eggs, and alot of fried tinks. den later i tk out all my presents n c n play. go bathe n wait for dad to eat dinner. my brother took egg n knock on my head. so painful. sumore stil knock thrice. i nid my head for math later! eat le den blog.
sadx. aft i bathe, i touched my nose. den it feels rough. den i look into the mirror. i saw de skin on my face dropping off due to Sat's sunburn. esp nose n forehead. most serious worx. sobx sobx. i was really scared. hope tat it won't be tat ugly tmr. dis is the most 'ugliest' n most unforgetable b'dae in my 16 yrs.
todae i feel very special. i feel tat i ve grown.. nt onli in terms of age. but oso my way of tinkin. is more mature. i noe how to differentiate between needs n wans. becum wiser le worx. and alot more tinks to b discovered. rite til here. nitta do hw. byez.
2 more daes to competition.
我.爱.水.母.头
20:25 |
Monday, January 17, 2005
17th January 2005
todae is de first dae of 3rd wk of sch. sianz. woke up at 6:20am as usual. den personal hygiene n go sch lorx. todae gt bio test. i onli prepare the first 7 chpts onli. sigh. dunno how to do test later. lucky is onli mcq. if nt, sure die. sigh. den off to sch i go. den reach sch le. put dwn bag den tok to my fren abt Sat. kena sabo... lolx. den later go dwn to gallery for reading n flag raisin. first tink in de mornin kena scold by principal. haiz. bad start in de mornin. k larx. den later read newspaper. den go back class 4 norm lessons. tmr mus pass up newspaper report. sianz. tonite dunnit to slp le. math lesson..haiz. stress.. tcher gonna teach relative velocity soon. mus listen worx! den later lik tat larx. MT 6 'ting xie' pper, i gt 4 pper full marks. 'gong han' [formal letter riting] gt 16.5 out of 20. sianz. stil lower than qiu kun. nvm. we both will b in de same class 4 remedial. den recess. flip thru bio file. den later test le. dunno y dese daes, de tchers lik to comment on our class. sianz. alwaes sae our class untidy.. dis n tat.. does tat mean tat best class everytink oso mus b the best? everytink oso mus do nicely, neatly n properly.. to me, my class is ok. untidy nvm larx. feel more homely mahx. haiz. nth to sae abt de tchers. i dun bother wat dey sae norx. jus as long as we dunnit to haf detention. k larx. den later bio test. de qns were all like alien to me. except for de few qns tat i gone thru. haiz. dunno how well i fare for triple science. my double math are beyond hope le. i oso dunno wat i cn do in de future. den later is physics. de topic nt easy. we studying electricity. my weakest link. but i noe ah ma can save me norx. wat tcher teach i understand le. so daedream 4 de whole 2 period lessons. tcher alwaes call me ans qns norx. cos my physics drop fr A1 to A2 den nw B3. sigh. is all becox of CARELESS MISTAKES! den tcher rite remarks on my test pper. kip saying tat i can do beta lorx. i oso noe. becox of wrong formula, i get 2 grades lower. nvm larx. i dun care le. i wanna cheong for Os. aft physics is social studies. sian sian lesson. but den, wen AVA rm. den we tok abt aging population. i said: old pple is neither an asset or a burden to me. dey are none of my business... den my whole class laughed. ok larx. de later sch ends. ros, kun n me wen seoul garden eat.. celebrate my b'dae. ate for 1 hr onli. den off we go. i walk walk ard JP. saw sandy dere. den i sms zaharah as i walk. i wanna buy sth for myself. but i dunno watta buy. den wen home le norx. tmr i wil get sth for myself. den later came home. bathe n do hw norx. todae nid to do newspper report n math den study for tmr test. tmr test wil depend which class we wil b goin 4 remedial. sianz. n nw, i found out tat my face skin cumin off liaoz. so ugly! sad. sobx sobx. i no face to c pple liaoz. all becox of Sat's sunburn. haix. i jus wan to spent my last 3 hrs 8mins of 15 yrs old as happily as i cn. lolx. i wil b 16 yrs old soon! aft 12mn. rite till here. nitta do hw.
dis thursdae goin ngee ann poly for comp. i hope my team cn win!
countdwn to my b'dae: 1 dae
dis thursdae goin ngee ann poly for comp. i hope my team cn win!
countdwn to my b'dae: 1 dae
我.爱.水.母.头
20:03 |
Saturday, January 15, 2005
15th Jan 2005
todae woke up at 6:40am. haiz. later gt st.john training. personal hygiene until 7:20 den cum out. den dad use. later he sending me to sch. stupid training start at 8. sianz. i reached dere at 7:50+ . den rush up to st.john rm at level 3. ok larx. den gt area cleaning. actually suppose to help clean st.john rm. but den ar like too many pple liaoz. den i go help do guylines... all tat sorts of strings.. from small to big. wat size oso haf. mus untangle the whole basket of strings n tie neatly. wahhahahaha~ we learn how to tie de strings lik de way we tie toggle ropes. yeah! i learnt one new tink. den later help hai hui wif de banner. aft tat, chng full-u. den hor.. haiz. sae my sec 2s. i really dunno watta do. den take yu ling out. me n huis teach her personally. her turning CMI! u anihow gib her one direction, starting tat time, she can do lorx. but aft tat, she blur liaoz. wrong direction. dun care larx. dis yr, they goin for adv. train dem how to be a platoon sgt. CMI larx. mayb one or two gd onli. de rest either voice too soft or very kan cheong or dunno command. den we play until 11am. my plan no time to do! off we go! go sub-centre. i release dem for lunch at 11. call dem cum out by 11:30. i tok to teacher until 11:15 den go chng. den off to market i go.. reach dere is 11:24 lik tat. dun eat already liao larx. no time man! den zaharah n tian le came. sori hor. my sec 2s cum later than dem. hilmi n irsyad very clever lorx. dey dunno go where eat until 11:45 den cum out. all gals waiting for dem. sianz. haiz. todae sir stress me. alwaes lik tat one. i oso dun care lorx. sir stress me, i stress dem. i dun care. haiz. den zaharah n tian le comment on how i tok to my sec 2s norx. really tat bad mehx?! in public i noe larx. abit too much le. but in sch i tok to dem dis way. dey used to it already. dey can suffer n take hardships together. dey dun take bad comments into heart oso. so we r use to sayin tinks directly. haiz. alot of bad tinks happen todae.
wen we reach jurong east, zaharah call me faster bring dem go sub. late already. but i took my time. wen dey reach dere, dey suppose to fall in le. jus in time. hahaz. den sir call me go count delta platoon gt how many pple. aft tat, we are suppose to set off to bukit batok heavy vehicle carpark. zaharah n me take echo. haiz. jia min haven cum yet. no hands to hold. den we walk. very far. lik topo lik tat. i take the back of echo. tok to irsyad. rush dem walk faster. so sianz. den cross road. zaharah call me to go first. k lor. she tell me to cross proper way. lolx. very funni. cross le den i go back to the last person. last one easier to walk. den later wen we reach jurong east market dere, jia min came. we held hands n run wif trainees. wah~ my bag damn heavy. den switch bag wif zaharah. den my bag gib tian le. we over dere eating fries. den run. finally reach le. lolx. den put bags in sir khor's car. den later acc jia min go somewhere eat. den go c footdrill. i went to catergory 3. learnt alot of tinks worx. at first jus tell dem their mistakes. den later select dem to teach dem in small grps. at first me n jia min. i de one givin command.ok larx. nt easy. she can spot mistakes. lik tat. later split into grp. i take 3. jia yang take 3 den jia min take 3. den train. den aft break, peik shin take a grp of pple n teach. zaharah call me help peik shin. nice one. learn a lot of tinks from her. we all play play relax relax. pple train until wanna die. atmosphere was solemn. but for me, peik shin n de 5 who were trained by us laugh n laugh. officers look at us lor. den later end le. end at 3 plus. wah~ sunburn le larx. whole face red red. den very painful oso. cannot wipe sweat. k.
i was very tired at tat time. nt in de mood to do anitink. den later went bus stop sit dwn, wait for bus. went jurong east. me n jia min hold hands again. we walk to 7-11 from interchng at 4:30. den walk pass pasar malam saw 1 toy very cute. me n jia min like. lolx. den peik shin n soonie ask the aunty how much. den aunti sae $10. den peik shin sae. ok. thnks q. lets go. lolx. i laugh like mad! k lorx. bought drinks. den went long john silver to sit. outside dere. hehex. tell u honestly larx. i noe u all planned it. i played along norx. pretend i dunno anitink. nvr spoil ur plan bahx. no offence hor. THNK Q OPSCOM PPLE. HAD A FUN N MEMORABLE TIME. den later peik shin suddenly, ask me go out wif her. den go lorx. den call jia min n soonie along. den ask sheng hui along. but sheng hui nvr go. i noe wat dey up to lorx. me n jia min wen walk walk in JEC. wen watson c toys. so happy. den later go back lorx. den they sing b'dae song. eng , chn n malay version. happiex. reminds me of yesterdae. my fren'x b'dae. in class, we oso sang 3 vers norx. k larx. den later nid to find knife. i took my time. first suspect is my bag. cos my bag was open. i search everywhere .. except for the front part of my bag. cannot be found worx. den later i open my bag again. saw it le larx. red one. den tot can cut cake le. but daniel sae tat was the first part. call me cut cake first. call me cut half.. my hand shivering. daniel sae: call u take knife cut cake like call u take knife kill pple. lolx. dunno y oso. den cut one side. onli 1/4. den they go take the 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' tinky put back in de cake. call me use mouth take out. put until so in. i noe they goin to push my head in norx. den i tinkin of watta do. take the strawberry out first. dey sae mus eat den eat lorx. take my time. den later take round chocolate out. i use tongue to lick. dey sae cake cannot be eaten le. all my saliva. i very clean ok.. my saliva nvr drip out. wahhaha~ den later take out the tinky le. no chocolate on my face. den later stil gt 3 chocolate on the cake. got love shape one. i like it. den dey push in. i try to take out. lolx. i noe dey goin to push my head in. very stress. i step on the table leg n put hands on table to support my face larx. my mum called. she call me go home fast. dun care larx. while i tok to my mum, peik shin push de chocolate until it goes so deep. i try n try to take out. but cannot. daniel sae: i nvr c pple take so long wan. lolx. is becos i noe wat u all up to tats y i dun dare to do. at first i shout. den later peik shin dey all shout. daniel tell zaharah: they wanna trick me. but is nt i shout. is they shout. [peik shin n dunno who.] lol.wen i am prepared, i go lorx. they push my head into the cake. wah. sticky sia. den i use hand sweep the cream on my face n wipe it on the table. k larx. den take tissue wipe. my face very pain! i m sunburnt! den go toilet to wash. den cum back. stil gt part 3. search present. i suspect the one in the cake box. ok larx. but i search else where first. den take daniel bag. took his disc man out. he noes tat lorx. very funny. k larx. den later play wif tat cat. weird. tat cat look familiar. nice lehx. so cute lorx. like gt life like tat. den i asked who gt battery. daniel sacrifice his for me. lolx. he dunnit listen discman le. den play wif the cat. let it roll. sandy say: u put ur cat n let it roll. later the aunti dunnit to clean table le. lolx. den later go library. draw on de sofa again. den later go eat. went dis fashion. den sit dwn tok n go home. reach home at 10. den play wif de cat until no battery. wo zhang dao zhe me da, first time had so much fun in a b'dae celebration. first time kena trick by pple. kena push into a cake den first time play so many 'parts' on jus a simple cake. i wan dis to b the one n onli time kena 'trick' by pple. so as to kip dis memorable dae in my heart. thnks for all who planned all dis. hahax. but my nose is v. uncomfortable. all chocolate stuck dere.
to ah gong n ah ma: thnks q 4 de sabotage. hahaz. it was so fun..
countdwn to my b'dae: 3 daes
wen we reach jurong east, zaharah call me faster bring dem go sub. late already. but i took my time. wen dey reach dere, dey suppose to fall in le. jus in time. hahaz. den sir call me go count delta platoon gt how many pple. aft tat, we are suppose to set off to bukit batok heavy vehicle carpark. zaharah n me take echo. haiz. jia min haven cum yet. no hands to hold. den we walk. very far. lik topo lik tat. i take the back of echo. tok to irsyad. rush dem walk faster. so sianz. den cross road. zaharah call me to go first. k lor. she tell me to cross proper way. lolx. very funni. cross le den i go back to the last person. last one easier to walk. den later wen we reach jurong east market dere, jia min came. we held hands n run wif trainees. wah~ my bag damn heavy. den switch bag wif zaharah. den my bag gib tian le. we over dere eating fries. den run. finally reach le. lolx. den put bags in sir khor's car. den later acc jia min go somewhere eat. den go c footdrill. i went to catergory 3. learnt alot of tinks worx. at first jus tell dem their mistakes. den later select dem to teach dem in small grps. at first me n jia min. i de one givin command.ok larx. nt easy. she can spot mistakes. lik tat. later split into grp. i take 3. jia yang take 3 den jia min take 3. den train. den aft break, peik shin take a grp of pple n teach. zaharah call me help peik shin. nice one. learn a lot of tinks from her. we all play play relax relax. pple train until wanna die. atmosphere was solemn. but for me, peik shin n de 5 who were trained by us laugh n laugh. officers look at us lor. den later end le. end at 3 plus. wah~ sunburn le larx. whole face red red. den very painful oso. cannot wipe sweat. k.
i was very tired at tat time. nt in de mood to do anitink. den later went bus stop sit dwn, wait for bus. went jurong east. me n jia min hold hands again. we walk to 7-11 from interchng at 4:30. den walk pass pasar malam saw 1 toy very cute. me n jia min like. lolx. den peik shin n soonie ask the aunty how much. den aunti sae $10. den peik shin sae. ok. thnks q. lets go. lolx. i laugh like mad! k lorx. bought drinks. den went long john silver to sit. outside dere. hehex. tell u honestly larx. i noe u all planned it. i played along norx. pretend i dunno anitink. nvr spoil ur plan bahx. no offence hor. THNK Q OPSCOM PPLE. HAD A FUN N MEMORABLE TIME. den later peik shin suddenly, ask me go out wif her. den go lorx. den call jia min n soonie along. den ask sheng hui along. but sheng hui nvr go. i noe wat dey up to lorx. me n jia min wen walk walk in JEC. wen watson c toys. so happy. den later go back lorx. den they sing b'dae song. eng , chn n malay version. happiex. reminds me of yesterdae. my fren'x b'dae. in class, we oso sang 3 vers norx. k larx. den later nid to find knife. i took my time. first suspect is my bag. cos my bag was open. i search everywhere .. except for the front part of my bag. cannot be found worx. den later i open my bag again. saw it le larx. red one. den tot can cut cake le. but daniel sae tat was the first part. call me cut cake first. call me cut half.. my hand shivering. daniel sae: call u take knife cut cake like call u take knife kill pple. lolx. dunno y oso. den cut one side. onli 1/4. den they go take the 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' tinky put back in de cake. call me use mouth take out. put until so in. i noe they goin to push my head in norx. den i tinkin of watta do. take the strawberry out first. dey sae mus eat den eat lorx. take my time. den later take round chocolate out. i use tongue to lick. dey sae cake cannot be eaten le. all my saliva. i very clean ok.. my saliva nvr drip out. wahhaha~ den later take out the tinky le. no chocolate on my face. den later stil gt 3 chocolate on the cake. got love shape one. i like it. den dey push in. i try to take out. lolx. i noe dey goin to push my head in. very stress. i step on the table leg n put hands on table to support my face larx. my mum called. she call me go home fast. dun care larx. while i tok to my mum, peik shin push de chocolate until it goes so deep. i try n try to take out. but cannot. daniel sae: i nvr c pple take so long wan. lolx. is becos i noe wat u all up to tats y i dun dare to do. at first i shout. den later peik shin dey all shout. daniel tell zaharah: they wanna trick me. but is nt i shout. is they shout. [peik shin n dunno who.] lol.wen i am prepared, i go lorx. they push my head into the cake. wah. sticky sia. den i use hand sweep the cream on my face n wipe it on the table. k larx. den take tissue wipe. my face very pain! i m sunburnt! den go toilet to wash. den cum back. stil gt part 3. search present. i suspect the one in the cake box. ok larx. but i search else where first. den take daniel bag. took his disc man out. he noes tat lorx. very funny. k larx. den later play wif tat cat. weird. tat cat look familiar. nice lehx. so cute lorx. like gt life like tat. den i asked who gt battery. daniel sacrifice his for me. lolx. he dunnit listen discman le. den play wif the cat. let it roll. sandy say: u put ur cat n let it roll. later the aunti dunnit to clean table le. lolx. den later go library. draw on de sofa again. den later go eat. went dis fashion. den sit dwn tok n go home. reach home at 10. den play wif de cat until no battery. wo zhang dao zhe me da, first time had so much fun in a b'dae celebration. first time kena trick by pple. kena push into a cake den first time play so many 'parts' on jus a simple cake. i wan dis to b the one n onli time kena 'trick' by pple. so as to kip dis memorable dae in my heart. thnks for all who planned all dis. hahax. but my nose is v. uncomfortable. all chocolate stuck dere.
to ah gong n ah ma: thnks q 4 de sabotage. hahaz. it was so fun..
countdwn to my b'dae: 3 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
23:16 |
Thursday, January 13, 2005
# aPpleS 0r 0rAngEs#
1.Shopping or Dreaming ?> depends.on.my.mood..rit nw is dreamin.>
2. Eating or Cooking ?> depends.on.my.mood.oso. rit nw is eatin.>
3. Reading or Sleeping ?> sleepin>
4. Watching or Singing ?> singing.>
5. Crying or Laughing ?> both. i can cry easily n laugh easily>
-=Place=-
1. Restaurant or 'Mamak' ?> both oso can. depends on wat i wanna eat n my mood>
2. Food court or Cafe ?>food court.>
3. Ice cream shop or cake shopcake shop> ice-cream shop. i dun really like cakes!>
4. Beach or Mountain ?> beach>
5. Europe or Asia ?> ae. i dunno. prob asia>
6. Own Room or Shopping Centre> own rm larx.>
7. Book shop or Toy shop ?> both. i balance work n play worx! very guai.>
8. Library or Karaoke ?> both. i told u liao. i balance work n play.>
9.Sport shop or Clothes shop ?> clothes shop. >
-=Food=-
1. Pizza or Hamburger ?> both oso dun like. i like seoul garden =) >
2. Chicken burger or Beef burger ?> chicken burger>
3. Mos burger or Burger King ?> both oso dun like. i onli like KFC! >
4.Asian food or western...?> asian>
5. Rice or Porridge ?> rice.i hate porridge!>
6. Ice cream or Pudding ?> ice-cream>
7. Cake or Bread ?> bread. i dun eat cakes.>
8. Cheese or chocolate ?> both oso dun like.>
9. Sweet candy or Mint candy ?> i dun like sweets!>
10. Pan cake or Waffle ?> both oso dun like>
-=Fave=-
1. channel 2 or channel 7 ?> channel 8.>
2.VCD OR DVD??> anitink. no pref. can watch can le>
3. telephone or cellphone ?> cellphone. >
4. Cold or Hot ?> cold.>
5. Winter or Summer?> winter.>
6. Day or Night ?> nite.>
7. Sunny day or Windy day ?> windy day>
8. Harry potter or Chicken soup ?> both oso can>
9. Cartoon or Horror ?> cartoon>
10.Aircon (AC) or Heater ?> aircon.>
-=Me....=-
1. Lazy or Diligent ?> both. depends on situation.>
2. Anger or Forgive ?> both. depends on who tat person is.>
3. Happy or Sad ?> happy go lucky.>
4. Smile or Glum ?> laugh lik mad. lolx.>
5. Laughing or Grimace ?> huh?>
6. Joking or Serious ?> both. depends on situation. moz of time serious larx. i dunno how to joke.>
7. Jealous or Easy going ?> jealous bahx>
8. Active or Passive ?> ae...>
9. Pillow or Bolster ?> depends>
10.Trendy or Sporty ?> trendy bahx>
11.Car or Doll ?> car. i hate dolls!>
12. Pink or Blue ?> pink. it rox!>
13.Black or White?> black.>
14.Tom & Jerry or The Flinstone ?> tom n jerrie.>
15.Childish or Mature ?> sure childish one larx. dunnit u sae oso noe>
16.Love or Like ?> huh?>
17.Milk or Coke ?> both oso dun lik. i hate milk even more!>
18.Tea or Coffee ?> both oso dun like>
19.Balloon or Ribbon ?> balloonz.>
20.Soccer or Basketball?> basketball. me dun wanna dirty my shoes.
2. Eating or Cooking ?> depends.on.my.mood.oso. rit nw is eatin.>
3. Reading or Sleeping ?> sleepin>
4. Watching or Singing ?> singing.>
5. Crying or Laughing ?> both. i can cry easily n laugh easily>
-=Place=-
1. Restaurant or 'Mamak' ?> both oso can. depends on wat i wanna eat n my mood>
2. Food court or Cafe ?>food court.>
3. Ice cream shop or cake shopcake shop> ice-cream shop. i dun really like cakes!>
4. Beach or Mountain ?> beach>
5. Europe or Asia ?> ae. i dunno. prob asia>
6. Own Room or Shopping Centre> own rm larx.>
7. Book shop or Toy shop ?> both. i balance work n play worx! very guai.>
8. Library or Karaoke ?> both. i told u liao. i balance work n play.>
9.Sport shop or Clothes shop ?> clothes shop. >
-=Food=-
1. Pizza or Hamburger ?> both oso dun like. i like seoul garden =) >
2. Chicken burger or Beef burger ?> chicken burger>
3. Mos burger or Burger King ?> both oso dun like. i onli like KFC! >
4.Asian food or western...?> asian>
5. Rice or Porridge ?> rice.i hate porridge!>
6. Ice cream or Pudding ?> ice-cream>
7. Cake or Bread ?> bread. i dun eat cakes.>
8. Cheese or chocolate ?> both oso dun like.>
9. Sweet candy or Mint candy ?> i dun like sweets!>
10. Pan cake or Waffle ?> both oso dun like>
-=Fave=-
1. channel 2 or channel 7 ?> channel 8.>
2.VCD OR DVD??> anitink. no pref. can watch can le>
3. telephone or cellphone ?> cellphone. >
4. Cold or Hot ?> cold.>
5. Winter or Summer?> winter.>
6. Day or Night ?> nite.>
7. Sunny day or Windy day ?> windy day>
8. Harry potter or Chicken soup ?> both oso can>
9. Cartoon or Horror ?> cartoon>
10.Aircon (AC) or Heater ?> aircon.>
-=Me....=-
1. Lazy or Diligent ?> both. depends on situation.>
2. Anger or Forgive ?> both. depends on who tat person is.>
3. Happy or Sad ?> happy go lucky.>
4. Smile or Glum ?> laugh lik mad. lolx.>
5. Laughing or Grimace ?> huh?>
6. Joking or Serious ?> both. depends on situation. moz of time serious larx. i dunno how to joke.>
7. Jealous or Easy going ?> jealous bahx>
8. Active or Passive ?> ae...>
9. Pillow or Bolster ?> depends>
10.Trendy or Sporty ?> trendy bahx>
11.Car or Doll ?> car. i hate dolls!>
12. Pink or Blue ?> pink. it rox!>
13.Black or White?> black.>
14.Tom & Jerry or The Flinstone ?> tom n jerrie.>
15.Childish or Mature ?> sure childish one larx. dunnit u sae oso noe>
16.Love or Like ?> huh?>
17.Milk or Coke ?> both oso dun lik. i hate milk even more!>
18.Tea or Coffee ?> both oso dun like>
19.Balloon or Ribbon ?> balloonz.>
20.Soccer or Basketball?> basketball. me dun wanna dirty my shoes.
我.爱.水.母.头
19:49 |
Monday, January 10, 2005
10th Jan 2005
todae as usual larx. normal routine. read last time routine bahx. den todae sch [in general] quite fun larx. physics lesson almost fell aslp cos teacher used 1 hr teach 3 tinks. all of dem i read b4 hand n understand liaoz lorx. den todae CME suppose to bring pictures to show wat u did durin the hols. den i bring the cd of photos as instructors in the course. my class enjoy de pics very much. hehex. den todae math very difficult. sianz. dunno how to do. wanna cry le. really strugglin wif math now. e-math is goin to end tmr. wed is a-math. will struggle even more lorx. relative velocity lehx!~todae aft sch gt stupid briefing for chairperson, vice-chair person n discipline com. i one of dem mahx. have to go lorx. de mitin was on how to record tinks in log bk.. ok. end le. den go market eat. i ate duck noodles n drank lime juice. den ate titbits lorx. very de hungry. eat as we go jurong east popular. wen dere wif ros to buy cd for her choir. den later c nice nice file. wanna buy, but nvr bring $. have to give it a miss... haiz. i will go back to buy on my b'dae. k larx. have to do math worx! 0oh ya. teacher tell us every fridae haf math test. sianz. rite till here. nxt time blog more. byez..
countdwn to my b'dae: 8 daes
countdwn to my b'dae: 8 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
18:55 |
Saturday, January 08, 2005
8th Jan 2005
todae woke up at 8 plus den slp again. den 9 plus wake up. den do math until 10 plus. pack bag. den later 11 help mum do spring cleanin. lolx. suppose to mit zaharah at 12. she teachin me math. den later 11:30 then bathe. wore the long sleeve shirt i lik most. though it looks like kid. de puppy on tat shirt very cute. den go mix n match my top n bottom. finally decide on a skirt. k larx. settled. almost 12 den go out. i noe zaharah sure late one.. tats y i nt kan cheong. wen i reach, she haven reach. den i continue doing my math qns first lorx. she call me go eat den go lorx. she cum liaoz. den we went library n do math together. she n me very funni. all dose i lik n i noe one, she dunno. all dose i hate n dunno how to do one, she likes. k larx. den later daniel came.. he taught me permutation n combination. den they went miting. i go popular lorx. i bought 2 clear files [for tat stupid proposal].. 1 pen for assesment bks.. 1 thick case file for sch tinks [sec 4 will have lotsa wkshts bahz.].. 1 box of pencil leads.. 2 packets of clips [diff sizes larx]. went aries bought 2 rubber bands. 1 black n 1 yellow.. den bought 2 clips. stupid tcher n principal sae my hair very messy. den went clementi pasar malam n big bkshop. went big bkshop to buy 1 long ruler [last time tat one lost le. wen i went to mit soon eng tat dae. 10/11/04], 2 packets of dividers n 1 story bk. hope tat bk can b interesting. den went pasar malam bought 15 shts of stickers.. 8 calender cards [4 S.H.E ones.. 2 jay chou ones.. 1 naruto n 1 sakura one.].. 2 S.H.E stickers. k den went home. tired larx. rite till here.. nitex nitex.
countdwn to my b'dae: 10 daes
countdwn to my b'dae: 10 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
22:56 |
*tHe fiRst wEEk 0f sCh*
3rd Jan 2005: todae is the first dae of sch. dad send me to sch. so can wake up at 6:20. quite late le worx. den Personal Hygiene until 6:35. then cum out pack rm. aft sch cum home wanna study. so get a gd start for everytink. then later do until 6:50 den get ready go sch. 6:55. finally i step out of hse. then 7:10+ den reach sch. then slowly walk up to hall. time for sch bell le worx. but nvm larx. i walk behind principal. so won't late one. wen i reach outside hall, i saw sec 4 express class tags.. tell us go level 4 gallery sit. sianz. first dae of sch so tired liaoz. still mus climb 1 level up. den go lor. wen i reach dere, even worse. the seats are in slopes. from low to high. sianz. my class kena the lowest row. my classmates sit dere. my best frenz [all cum liaoz. i was de 3rd last.] from other class is second row. then they all shout for me. i blur mahz. dunno they dere. then they shout for me go up. den go lorx. sit wif dem so fun. tok n tok n tok thruout the whole assembly...tat morning everytink seems so fresh for me, as if i doing all the tinks for first time. lessons onli start aft recess for sec 2,3,4. den b4 recess, we suppose to be in the hall. sit in gallery oso gd lehx. can have bird's eyes view. cn c everytink in the hall. pple wanna go toilet i oso can c. every yr listen to de same tink.. very sian lehx. so tok lorx. then later finally can go back to class. classrm at level 5 lehx. 1st time... for past 3 yrs, at level 4. i feel so happy. i sat wif my best fren qiu kun. she top class worx. wif her beside me, my 0 levels will nt have prob. then elect committee. wow! my best fren is class chair person lehx. then vote discipline. i won wif quite high votes lehx! hehex. so happy. do 2 yrs can have 1 CCA pt lehx. CCA pt very important to me! teachers r as follow: eng-->mrs siew. double math-->ms tiong. chn-->ms yeo. chem--> mrs sudheeran again.sianz. physics--> ms chow [my form teacher oso]. bio-->ms fahizah.[she is a gd tcher]. social studies--> mrs yeo[she taught me history in sec1.but i dun like her lesson. alwaes jus pass history]. geog-->ms lim[she taught me in sec 1 n 2. a very gd tcher].den later recess. msg zaharah den go my best fren class n tok. then recess ends. go back for lessons. no teacher start teaching. den tat stupid social studies tcher come in n tell us gt test. i nvr revise work during hols. den call me test. cannot stand her. but then do source based onli. hengz. but dunno watta rite. jus rote 1n 1/4 pges onli. den sch ends. happy. go out eat wif my frenz. first time getting weekly allowance. last time is daily. have to manage $ beta. den later cum home study. wanna get gd grades for Os. at nite gt fever again. temp shot by 0.6deg de second time i take temp. from now on, everydae do at least 10 exercises of eng assesment first den do hw. den prepare for tmr's lesson. slp quite late. abt 12 plus.
4th Jan 2005: todae oso wake up at 6:20. but personal hygiene until 6:45. den cum out fr toilet n rush lik mad. wear skirt. take bag.take tings. den abt 7 den step out of hse. dad send. reach sch at 7:13. have to b in hall by 7:15. but ytd brin bag to gallery, very cramp. nt enuff space to sit. den die die oso go up to my classrm, put dwn bag then go gallery again. den normal lessons todae. todae gt all 9 subjects. mus bring ALL the bks. [i onli study 9 subjects.] bag ok larx. nt tat heavy. eng txtbk becum small size le. den aft flag raising, check uniform. den later normal lessons resume. nt tat tough lehx.. cos i read b4 hand mahz. recess.. go eat. den later go back class for lessons. sch end le. went out eat wif rosalind. den go comic shop for a while den go home. same routine. slp at 11+ abt 12.
5th Jan 2005: todae oso wake up at 6:20. personal hygiene until 6:45. den same routine. reach sch slightly earlier. at 7:09. den slowly walk up to class. den same routine. todae have e-math test.. nt enuff tym to finish. then score 53% onli. sigh. if continue to b lik tat, O levels die le. suppose to have summary test todae. but teacher no passage to gib us, so cancel. sch end le. go home lorx. nid to study. i chng to becum hard workin le worx! den todae gt abit free larx. can online n blog a little. go c my previous blog lorx. den lik tat. todae can alp at 11:30. yeah!
6th Jan 2005: todae normal sch dae larx. same routine. todae first PE dae in 2005. take height n weight. sigh.. height nvr increase since sec 1. but weight: DECREASE BY 3.9 KG!!!. i damn happy! all thnks to the BNCOC. help me lose weight. n becox i sick for thrice durin sch hols. kip vomiting.. k larx. den running. first run 4 rounds round the canteen. nice one. i can run wifout stopping worx. den later warm up. then interval running. 1 round one min. wen 3rd run cum back, my back very pain, heart very pain n very giddy. but gt complete larx. all de rounds. den recess help collect chem file again. nid to put in mrs sudheeran locker. i her chem rep again. cos nobdy wanna b. b her rep all dae get scolded one. hmm... den aft sch, gt assembly.. c 2 videos produce by our sch mates, one of the videos is my best frenx one.. so funny. den aft sch eat in sch. cos my fren gt choir. den go home.same routine again. but i veyr happy. go bathe, do hw den slp.
7th Jan 2005: todae is the last dae of the week! happy.. todae sch ends early. k larx. todae the same routine. but todae i very alert. feel very fresh aft the running. though my legs r pain. recess go eat fried bee hoon. den later, aft sch borrow chuan linn's hp n call zaharah n chat wif her. a while onli larx. then later go market eat lunch. mum nvr cook. call me settle myself. den send qiu kun back sch. me n ros went comic shop. me lik reminiscing the past. last time we were best frenx... best until i can read her mind. then later we go home. reach home at 3. den study n normal routine larx. dinner was sumptous. gt french fries, fried chicken n seaweed soup wif meat balls. yum yum. den later do hw.. do math then slp. at 12.
haiz..1 wk end le. means 1 wk nearer to O levels. wat have i done dis wk? felt tat i had wasted alot of time. MT O levels paper.. heard tat is 30th May. sigh. tmr miting zaharah. ask her teach me math.
countdwn to my b'dae: 11 daes
4th Jan 2005: todae oso wake up at 6:20. but personal hygiene until 6:45. den cum out fr toilet n rush lik mad. wear skirt. take bag.take tings. den abt 7 den step out of hse. dad send. reach sch at 7:13. have to b in hall by 7:15. but ytd brin bag to gallery, very cramp. nt enuff space to sit. den die die oso go up to my classrm, put dwn bag then go gallery again. den normal lessons todae. todae gt all 9 subjects. mus bring ALL the bks. [i onli study 9 subjects.] bag ok larx. nt tat heavy. eng txtbk becum small size le. den aft flag raising, check uniform. den later normal lessons resume. nt tat tough lehx.. cos i read b4 hand mahz. recess.. go eat. den later go back class for lessons. sch end le. went out eat wif rosalind. den go comic shop for a while den go home. same routine. slp at 11+ abt 12.
5th Jan 2005: todae oso wake up at 6:20. personal hygiene until 6:45. den same routine. reach sch slightly earlier. at 7:09. den slowly walk up to class. den same routine. todae have e-math test.. nt enuff tym to finish. then score 53% onli. sigh. if continue to b lik tat, O levels die le. suppose to have summary test todae. but teacher no passage to gib us, so cancel. sch end le. go home lorx. nid to study. i chng to becum hard workin le worx! den todae gt abit free larx. can online n blog a little. go c my previous blog lorx. den lik tat. todae can alp at 11:30. yeah!
6th Jan 2005: todae normal sch dae larx. same routine. todae first PE dae in 2005. take height n weight. sigh.. height nvr increase since sec 1. but weight: DECREASE BY 3.9 KG!!!. i damn happy! all thnks to the BNCOC. help me lose weight. n becox i sick for thrice durin sch hols. kip vomiting.. k larx. den running. first run 4 rounds round the canteen. nice one. i can run wifout stopping worx. den later warm up. then interval running. 1 round one min. wen 3rd run cum back, my back very pain, heart very pain n very giddy. but gt complete larx. all de rounds. den recess help collect chem file again. nid to put in mrs sudheeran locker. i her chem rep again. cos nobdy wanna b. b her rep all dae get scolded one. hmm... den aft sch, gt assembly.. c 2 videos produce by our sch mates, one of the videos is my best frenx one.. so funny. den aft sch eat in sch. cos my fren gt choir. den go home.same routine again. but i veyr happy. go bathe, do hw den slp.
7th Jan 2005: todae is the last dae of the week! happy.. todae sch ends early. k larx. todae the same routine. but todae i very alert. feel very fresh aft the running. though my legs r pain. recess go eat fried bee hoon. den later, aft sch borrow chuan linn's hp n call zaharah n chat wif her. a while onli larx. then later go market eat lunch. mum nvr cook. call me settle myself. den send qiu kun back sch. me n ros went comic shop. me lik reminiscing the past. last time we were best frenx... best until i can read her mind. then later we go home. reach home at 3. den study n normal routine larx. dinner was sumptous. gt french fries, fried chicken n seaweed soup wif meat balls. yum yum. den later do hw.. do math then slp. at 12.
haiz..1 wk end le. means 1 wk nearer to O levels. wat have i done dis wk? felt tat i had wasted alot of time. MT O levels paper.. heard tat is 30th May. sigh. tmr miting zaharah. ask her teach me math.
countdwn to my b'dae: 11 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
21:14 |
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
5th Jan 2005
haiz. 3 daes, including todae, nvr blog le! cannot blog much oso. sch reopen le. mus focus worz! dis yr takin O levels. everydae do de same tinks lorx. Sat then blog abit more abt sch life. rite nw, i doin eng, tats y can online. i wana eat Seoul Garden! wil ask frenx out for celebration worz! den we go eat lorx. waiting for tat dae to cum. but dunno wen. k larx. rite til here. have to do hw. byez.
countdwn to my b'dae: 13 daes
countdwn to my b'dae: 13 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
19:58 |
Sunday, January 02, 2005
2nd January 2005
sigh. u c todae wat date. tmr have to go sch leh! i dun wan go sch!
todae woke up at 11 plus, almost 12. sigh. rainin. cannot go out eat. then i cook instant noodle lorz. everydae oso so ke lian. then later 1 plus, mum buy rice home. sianz. de food nt nice. bt nvm lar. they buy jus eat lorz. then later online. morning i do my proposal. 1st one almost complete. the second one jus started. mus pass up on fridae worx! die le larx. sure cannot finish. then aft tat, bathe then read story bk.. then go CC take bursary. sianz. got $250 onli. my bro take scholarship.. got $500. great diff lehx! can onli blame myself for nt workin hard. dis yr sure stress wan! rite nw, hw haven finish. i dun care le larx! jus deal wif it wen the time cums. i tink tmr stil ok larz. jus nw, heard tat gt physics test on wed. really feel scared nw. i nvr feel dis scared b4. onli nw. 2nd wk... sure alot of tests one. dun care. then wen i came home, i watched tv, eat, online , bathe n nw blogging. dis wil b the last time tat i m watching tv. at least until fridae. tat goes the same for bloggin.mus concentrate alot on study worx! my one n onli chance to take O levels. mus pass! k lorx. rite til here, bag haven pack yet worx! byez.
how i wish to return to de daes wen OPSCOM sit dwn together to have mitings. de plannin for BNCOC. bt i noe tat dae wil nvr return again. it can onli b in my memory. muackies!
countdwn to my b'dae: 16 daes
todae woke up at 11 plus, almost 12. sigh. rainin. cannot go out eat. then i cook instant noodle lorz. everydae oso so ke lian. then later 1 plus, mum buy rice home. sianz. de food nt nice. bt nvm lar. they buy jus eat lorz. then later online. morning i do my proposal. 1st one almost complete. the second one jus started. mus pass up on fridae worx! die le larx. sure cannot finish. then aft tat, bathe then read story bk.. then go CC take bursary. sianz. got $250 onli. my bro take scholarship.. got $500. great diff lehx! can onli blame myself for nt workin hard. dis yr sure stress wan! rite nw, hw haven finish. i dun care le larx! jus deal wif it wen the time cums. i tink tmr stil ok larz. jus nw, heard tat gt physics test on wed. really feel scared nw. i nvr feel dis scared b4. onli nw. 2nd wk... sure alot of tests one. dun care. then wen i came home, i watched tv, eat, online , bathe n nw blogging. dis wil b the last time tat i m watching tv. at least until fridae. tat goes the same for bloggin.mus concentrate alot on study worx! my one n onli chance to take O levels. mus pass! k lorx. rite til here, bag haven pack yet worx! byez.
how i wish to return to de daes wen OPSCOM sit dwn together to have mitings. de plannin for BNCOC. bt i noe tat dae wil nvr return again. it can onli b in my memory. muackies!
countdwn to my b'dae: 16 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
20:50 |
Saturday, January 01, 2005
*i wan.i wish.i miz* yr 2005!
i wan~
to have many frenx
to have a happy yr ahead
to be free of troubles n worries
to get gd grades
to have a hang of everytink
to have an unforgettable 2005
to spend more time wif my frenx n family
to get 6 As in O levels
to get into a JC
to do de tinks tat i like
i wish~
tat everytink can go my way
tat i can grow up faster
tat i can get a discman
tat i can get a new hp
tat i can have a tv in my rm
tat i can go hong kong for a holidae
tat i can stead wif 'him'
tat he can love me
tat O level can pass faster
tat dis yr can pass so fast as if i dun feel feel it at all
tat i can have more time to online
i miz~
OPSCOM
yr 2004
BNCOCourse n Camp
being an instructor
holding Jia Min's hand
de times wen i stead wif a guy [though nt very long n nt very gd. bt he cared for me.]
stupid tinks tat i n my frenx did
alot of tinks tat i have done in St.john
being a platoon sergeant for Sec 1s.
de shopping times wif my frenz [dun have much chance dis yr +_+]
2004 June holidae [i had a fun time tat mth]
de seats in my class in yr 2004 [i sat wif my best fren worz!]
December holidaes
smurf!
wil add on wen i have more..
to have many frenx
to have a happy yr ahead
to be free of troubles n worries
to get gd grades
to have a hang of everytink
to have an unforgettable 2005
to spend more time wif my frenx n family
to get 6 As in O levels
to get into a JC
to do de tinks tat i like
i wish~
tat everytink can go my way
tat i can grow up faster
tat i can get a discman
tat i can get a new hp
tat i can have a tv in my rm
tat i can go hong kong for a holidae
tat i can stead wif 'him'
tat he can love me
tat O level can pass faster
tat dis yr can pass so fast as if i dun feel feel it at all
tat i can have more time to online
i miz~
OPSCOM
yr 2004
BNCOCourse n Camp
being an instructor
holding Jia Min's hand
de times wen i stead wif a guy [though nt very long n nt very gd. bt he cared for me.]
stupid tinks tat i n my frenx did
alot of tinks tat i have done in St.john
being a platoon sergeant for Sec 1s.
de shopping times wif my frenz [dun have much chance dis yr +_+]
2004 June holidae [i had a fun time tat mth]
de seats in my class in yr 2004 [i sat wif my best fren worz!]
December holidaes
smurf!
wil add on wen i have more..
我.爱.水.母.头
17:22 |
1st January 2005
WOW! todae is the first dae of yr 2005! Happy New Year! dis is my first blog of de yr. bt nt kinda happy abt it. 2 more daes to sch reopen. i hate tat. i hate sch. i hate exams. i hate tests. most of all: i hate O levels. my msn nick becum like tat.. SMURF: afraid.of.sch.reopen. dun.wanna.go.sch dun.wanna.take.O levels. SMURFY!
dis mth, dere is one 'big event' waiting for me.. sianz.. my b'dae. dis yr, try to make it sth diff. i wanna study the whole dae! it is worth sacrificing for my O levels lor. my mum told me tat i wil b goin back to Malaysia for one whole week.. one whole week lehz! die! sure mus bring bks back n study! afraid tat my O levels cannot make it. i m goin to work double or triple hard nxt yr... my new goal n target for yr 2005. both my math n chem cannot make it le larx. physics, bio n english hanging dere. i m on the verge of breakin dwn... or even decomposing. who can save me?!
todae nvr do anitink. slpt for 11 hrs since last nite. todae wake up super late lorx. den go out for lunch le larx. until nw lorx... waiting for dinner. sianz. do nth since morning.. jus wrap 3 txtbks n do finish all 3 files. abit relax nw larx. at least all files finish le.. yeah! *claps claps* left wif revising for tests in sch reopen. 3 bk readin n 1 chen wksht. dun care le larx. chem c how lorx. eng dunnit read teacher oso won't scold. test last min den study nvm one larx. O levels more important. mus plan up time table for it. i goin to slp at 12 everydae n wake up at 6. dun go sch so early larx. reach dere jus in time can le larx. den study n study n study. no tv.. nw, i sit here n rot.. wait for sch reopen. tink i cannot cope wif the sch tinks. bt wil try my best to. ai ya. todae do nth. dunno watta blog oso.
i m in a dilemma! which one to choose?!
countdwn to my b'dae: 17 daes
dis mth, dere is one 'big event' waiting for me.. sianz.. my b'dae. dis yr, try to make it sth diff. i wanna study the whole dae! it is worth sacrificing for my O levels lor. my mum told me tat i wil b goin back to Malaysia for one whole week.. one whole week lehz! die! sure mus bring bks back n study! afraid tat my O levels cannot make it. i m goin to work double or triple hard nxt yr... my new goal n target for yr 2005. both my math n chem cannot make it le larx. physics, bio n english hanging dere. i m on the verge of breakin dwn... or even decomposing. who can save me?!
todae nvr do anitink. slpt for 11 hrs since last nite. todae wake up super late lorx. den go out for lunch le larx. until nw lorx... waiting for dinner. sianz. do nth since morning.. jus wrap 3 txtbks n do finish all 3 files. abit relax nw larx. at least all files finish le.. yeah! *claps claps* left wif revising for tests in sch reopen. 3 bk readin n 1 chen wksht. dun care le larx. chem c how lorx. eng dunnit read teacher oso won't scold. test last min den study nvm one larx. O levels more important. mus plan up time table for it. i goin to slp at 12 everydae n wake up at 6. dun go sch so early larx. reach dere jus in time can le larx. den study n study n study. no tv.. nw, i sit here n rot.. wait for sch reopen. tink i cannot cope wif the sch tinks. bt wil try my best to. ai ya. todae do nth. dunno watta blog oso.
i m in a dilemma! which one to choose?!
countdwn to my b'dae: 17 daes
我.爱.水.母.头
16:54 |